Ten Things I Admire About Satoshi Hiwatari
10. He's always so calm and in control. He thinks before he acts/speaks, unlike me. He always looks intelligent whereas I blurt out whatever is on my mind and look like a dumbass.
9. He IS intelligent. He graduated college for Christ's sake. Why he came back to High School is beyond me, but I find myself happy that he's here.
8. His hair. I know, I KNOW, how stupid that sounds, but I'm a fashion geek. What can I say? I just find it insane how he can have BLUE hair, glasses, AND a fan-club. A lot of guys wouldn't be able to pull that off, you know? But Hiwatari-kun can. He's even gained a bunch of love letters. I often wonder why so many girls chase him. Then he'll say something to me, looking right into my eyes, and I'll understand.
7. His stare. Although, at times, it makes me feel more inferior than a worm, it never ceases to amaze me. It's so piercing and intense. The cool thing about it is that he can scare someone off with just one glance.
6. His eyes. Have you ever noticed how blue they are? Whenever he looks at me, which is rare, I feel like I could drown in them. (Because they remind me of water. Get it?). Sometimes, when we're looking right into each others eyes, I'm completely trapped in this daze/trance-like thing where I can't stop staring at him...
5. His voice. It's so low and soothing. Combined with number ten, he can really charm a girl without trying. It's odd because whenever he speaks to me, which is also rare, I feel stupid. And I have one of the highest grades in the class. One time, in one of our class's speeches, he said an inspirational quote and... don't tease me, but it sort of made me feel like I could do anything. Odd how he contradicts himself like that, huh?
4. His touch. Ok, so I've only been touched by him once, but that was enough. It's a long story, but he saved my life (catching me before I fell off a building). When he held me in his arms, I felt so safe. You'd think that his touch would be harsh and cold. But his hands were warm, and his touch was so gentle. He handled me like I was made of glass...
3. His strength, both emotionally and physically. See above. He picked me up and carried me all the way out to the park, laying me down on a bench. I know it doesn't sound like much, but do you know how much I must weigh? And he just scooped me up like I was a piece of paper. Most people sort of find him weak due to low blood pressure, but he's not. And he never shows any emotion. EVER. Do you know how HARD that must be? Others find him cold and distant, which he kind of is, but how much strength must that take? To have no one to share with, and to keep everything locked up.
2. His generosity. And don't tell me that he doesn't have any! Because he gave me his jacket when I fell off of the building. And he gave me his jacket when we fell down a well (another long story). He truly cares about the well being of others... you just have to look at the small things. Like... sometimes, he asks if I need any help with my homework. Most of the time I don't, but whenever I REALLY do, he's always there. I used to wonder about it, but now I know that he times it out. It's kind of creepy, but he'll know when I'm having trouble with something, and that's when he'll offer assistance.
1. Him. I know that it's a real general term, but I really can't say it any other way. I admire him. I admire him being here, in High School. Sometimes, I find myself wishing that I could be more like him. Actually... I find myself wishing that a lot more recently. Maybe then I'd stop thinking about him so much. Because he's so "distant", right? If I were more "distant and emotionless" like him, then I wouldn't be thinking about him so much, now would I? Anyway...