A/N: Hope you enjoy this chapter – I sure do. Team Jasper ;)

DISCLAIMER: Although I'm in unconditional love with twilight, I do not own it. Stephenie Meyer does

Did he just feel the burning under his skin? Did he feel like the ground was escaping under his feet? Did he feel that perfection slide over his body? Did he feel like it was just right? That it just fit?

He just smiled as he felt my emotions and led me further into the Alaskan forest. I gasped at the sight of a massive white house. Obviously Esme's creation, I thought. Jasper took my hand and led me up the porch and into the swinging chair that was placed at the edge of it. We lay head to foot on the bed of the seat, stretched out and soaking up the rare sunshine before it turned to grey. Jasper was content; you could feel it radiating from his body, quite literally. The birds were singing, there was a wonderful, refreshing breeze, it was heaven – smack bang in what would have been hell.

I sighed, sitting up. I was hungry, how would a house that wouldn't have had a human in it – ever – have food in it? I looked at Jasper, and I could almost feel his shaky laughter through the seat. It felt good to see him smile, to know he was happy. What was happening?

He got up and kissed me on the cheek; I blushed like crazy, which only made him laugh harder. He flashed a credit card, with a grin on his face. Grin? That was an understatement. He had such an angelic face. What was going on, I bet he would feel this and be angry with me. I tried to hold back.

It almost looked like he was sad at this action, maybe I was imagining it. Probably. "Jasper –"I whispered, hitting him gently in the shoulder with her foot. Jasper smiled widely meeting my eyes.
He crept closer to where I sat, I almost gasped.
"I'll be right back" He whispered, his breath trailing down my neck. He kissed my cheek again and ran at an inhuman pace into the forest.
My hand shot up to my face where he kissed me. I was mesmerised by it, by his closeness, by his face, by his smile.

Wasn't I supposed to be weeping over Edward and Alice? After he left I had been torn to pieces, why wasn't I feeling like that now? Why was the effect that Jasper had on me such much more than Edwards? I sighed and lied back down, visually trembling as the cold of Alaska hit my skin. What then, was happening to me now? Did I love Jasper? Yes. Did I just say that? Urgh, he's going to be so angry with me when he feels this. I'm even imagining things that he does – wishing he loved me.
I huffed. I'm such a mess.

With that thought, I drifted off to sleep. Dreaming about a new pair of arms wrapping themselves around my body as I slept, a new smile as I laughed, a new love.

I woke up in an unfamiliar room. I was in an enormously large bed with white sheets that were plain, but had a silvery like silk lining. It was dark in the room, but you could tell it was not full night. Where was I? I remembered falling asleep on the seat outside…

It was then that Jasper decided to come through the door, looking like such an angel. I shook my head – Must not think such thoughts.
He was wearing an apron and a chef hat; I tried not to laugh but ended up shaking and rolling around the bed. It wasn't even that hilarious, but he just looked so much the part. He scooped me up in his arms, faster than I had ever seen. He took us both down a large set of mahogany stairs and down into a kitchen, which was full of sweets and meals beyond visual count. He placed me down on a chair that was located at the head of a massive dining table and scooted out of the room. I was way too shocked to say anything.

He came back in a new outfit – Waiter. I laughed heartily and he seemed smug. As if he did it so that I would laugh. He placed a plate of various finger foods down in front of me. They smelt divine. I looked questionably at him. He just smiled and whispered "Entrée."
Should have guessed Bella, I told myself. I wasn't eating fast enough, I supposed. He took spring roll and dipped it in some sauce, then made it enter my mouth. I blushed violently, and he smiled. We stared at each other as he fed me. It held something on the silence, but I tried not to look into it.

The air in the room turned, and then he was gone. I whimpered in shock. Stupid annoying speedy vampires! He must have felt my annoyance from the other room because I heard him chuckle.

His smile appeared as he came with more food. I felt internal contentment. It was Just a smile Isabella! I raged against myself thoughtlessly. It was no use, I loved him and I knew it. More than words.

At that moment, Jaspers silver cell phone started to ring. He took one look at it and made a disgusted sound. I was curious, so he handed it to me (Must Remember: Vampire Jasper can feel your emotions.). I looked at the name that appeared on the screen. Edward.
I clicked ignore, and went back to eating.
Jasper smiled and so did I.

I was tucked back into bed, Jasper sliding in right beside me and holding me tight. Maybe he wanted the company, maybe he just didn't want to be alone. I didn't know, and didn't care for the reason. Just him being there, holding me tight and together was proof to me that he would hold me together now. He was the strings that drew me to this earth, he was my centre. I started to drift to sleep and Jasper felt it.

"Good night Jasper" I yawned, cuddling into his cold embrace.
"Goodnight Bella," He whispered, kissing my neck. He shifted closer to me, breathing in my scent through my hair – he seemed almost desensitised. Weird.
The last thing I heard before I drifted off to sleep was his beautiful voice.

"You're my Insomnia; the real Reason I can't sleep."

Naww Jasper.

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