A/N: This was the hard chapter - I used alot of breaking dawn to get it right, but i tried to keep it different. Read and review, tell me what you think. This is a really long chapter, so I really do hope you like it.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any other stories by Stephenie Meyer! I do however own this story idea.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any other stories by Stephenie Meyer! I do however own this story idea.
DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight or any other stories by Stephenie Meyer! I do however own this story idea.
I forgot it in the last two chapters, so here you go.

I woke, if that's what you call it. More like started to live in my opinion. I was confused; all my memories seemed to be foggy and unclear. I could hear so much, it was impossible. I could hear a slow pacing downstairs, and a woman's sigh. They seemed to be close, maybe beneath me. I sighed, it was all so disorientating.

Time passed, my heart slowed to stop. I knew it would beat anymore, it didn't upset me.
I opened my eyes for the first time.
Everything seemed to glow now, everything had enormous detail. It all seemed so BEAUTIFUL.

But I was still searching, yearning for one object that could beat them all.
My Jasper, my beautiful Jasper.

I found him.

It was like seeing his face for the very first time, now I could SEE. It was like looking at the sun for real. He brightened up my cold still heart, and made it feel like it fluttered. When I was human, I could only see his scars in the light. But as a vampire I could see them clearly all over his body. It was striking how many had tried to kill him, how many have lunged for his throat and also how many people have died trying. The scars were like crescent moons on a billboard. They screamed Dangerous. But I never felt fear in front of Jasper. I felt comfort.
He was the warmth to my cold weather
the sound to my silence
the light to my dark.

"Hello Jasper" I got to hand it to myself; there is absolutely no blunter a way to greet such an angel. But hey, I was frazzled. It felt like my whole body had been fried under hot coals.

He just smiled to me, waiting. Waiting for what?
He sensed the confusion.

"Bell, I'm waiting for your snap. You're a newborn and my life revolved around dealing with them. You shouldn't be feeling so… Calm. You shouldn't be able to feel such amazing emotions towards me, no matter how much I adore them. You should be trying to eat me more than declare your love for me." He winked, and I felt that blush come beneath my skin. But it never came, best part of becoming a vampire ever.

He continued, "I Think that maybe because you knew so much about us before the change, so ready to change and to control it, that now you can take it so much easier. It's amazing; I've never seen something so distinct before. But with someone so perfect, so amazing; why wouldn't there be a special case for you? I think it's because you're so fixed to keeping away from human blood, that you can control your emotions as well. Impressive, Impossible, but so terribly you."

I started grinning, with my new smile of sharp venomous teeth. I laughed, but most of my brain was listening to the new noise that my voice created. It sounded bell-like. Interesting.

He reached out to me, I took his hand. We walked to the window, but I looked at him questioningly.
"We have some things to deal with downstairs; I'd rather you fed and comfortable before that happened."

I smiled and nodded seriously. I could guess what was downstairs; I could barely contain my growl. All in Time Isabella.

We both jumped down from the window ledge together; the ground seemed to come closer to me, instead of me to it. I knew in the back of my head that technically I should be scared of falling, but now I was a tough-as-nails vampire. The ground wouldn't hurt me.

Jasper took a chance to smile at me, and then took off at a graceful run. It wasn't so much as starting to run myself, but letting myself go to run. Like it was a part of my naturally, that you could only hold back – but was always there. I laughed with the thrill of it.

It was such a different sensation – the balance between clarity and speed.
And although I was moving at such a speed that everything should have been a green blur, I saw everything so clearly and defined; from the last leaf to the water droplets on its stem.
Wonderful.

"Shall we hunt here m'lady? Or are you planning to run to Canada this afternoon for your meal?" Jasper chortled.
I lightly kicked him in the shins, knowing that I could probably hurt him. Interesting thought.

"Hold still," I did. "Close your eyes and listen carefully, what do you hear?" Jasper ordered in a hushed whisper. I could hear everything. There was water somewhere near, probably 150 km's east. I could hear thousands of birds in the trees; hear the scuttling of leaves on the ground. But I knew Jasper wasn't taking me out here for a taste of the woods. I could hear the slow rush of blood moving through a heavy stream of vein. There seemed to be something north east, I supposed that's what he wanted.

"North east? Something with a big tongue," I screwed up my face "I can hear it lapping up water in the lake up there."

Jaspers grin filled his face, I must have pleased him. I smiled back timidly and his hand reached up to stroke my face. Cheek to chin. I shuddered in the pleasure of his touch. My emotions were so much more powerful now; I could feel my feelings were still as defined, but so much stronger.
It over powered me.
I reached up to his lips and kissed them gently, as softly as the angel he is.
"Bell..." He crooned, drawing my closer to him and holding me tight.
There was a burning sensation in my body again – but this time it wasn't painful. There was brilliancy, there was light. It was the feeling of perfection. Here in his arms is where I belonged, and always would. He was my everything.
I licked his bottom lip and he pushed my hips towards him.
He kissed me softly for a moment, and then pulled away for an unneeded breath.

We stayed here staring into each others eyes for a moment.
Until I kissed his nose and started walking through the bushes, pulling his hand along with me. He laughed and walked with me.
It was the beginning of our relationship together.
The most important feeling in the world was the feeling of his hand on mine.
It wasn't even cold anymore, since our temperatures were the same now.

"Love, take another deep breath, you're going to enjoy this." Jasper whispered into my ear playfully.
I took the deep breath and venom trickled down my throat. I looked at Jasper briefly and saw him nod. I began a run to a large grizzly bear and tackled it, watching as it tried to attack me. Quickly, as if to avoid its pain, I broke its neck and drank its blood. So much blood, but my body was still hungry. After moving through the Elk by the lagoon, with Jasper watching and joining me, I was finished.

I walked towards him smiling. There had been some humans in the area, but I just stopped breathing and let them go. I was a new born vampire in control. It was definitely a problem off my chest.
We joined hands, and it seemed to be our new symbol – together as of always and forever,
And forever never seemed so sweet.

--

I knew Rosalie would be mad at Edward, but sweet Jesus. He was held in the cellar by her and Emmett, they were both scathingly furious. Rosalie was screaming at Edward in rage, and I knew why. It was because Edward committed a crime that had been done to her also and it made her furious. Why take away my options? I was so lucky that I had Jasper – otherwise I would be living forever for what reason? He had no reason to change me. You don't love people you cheat on, no no. He loved Alice, both Jasper and I had accepted it and moved on. So why did he change me?

Edward looked up with me with a smirk on his face. He looked me up and down as if I was his carved meat, perfectly selected for his meal. I snarled at him dangerously, he had pushed me to the edge.

"Why! You had Alice, You had everything. Why take MY life away from me by your own filthy hands! What if I didn't want this? You never knew, or asked. You dirty, spineless dog!" I spat at him furiously. I can't even explain why I was so angry.
Jasper looked as if he was going to calm me down, but I stared at him politely; asking him with my eyes to let me finish this. I moved closer to Edwards face and whispered. "Why?"

His eyes tilted up to me, from his guarded sitting position. He smirked at me like the filth he is and snarled, "Because if I want you forever, I will have you forever. If that's what I want, it is what will happen. You will do that for me."

I began to shake; Not from fear, not from pain. But from anger.
And I was shaking more than Jake ever could.
I started to growl so loudly that it echoed around the stone cold walls. Jasper joined in along with Emmett and Rosalie. Emmett was holding Jasper back from Edward, Rosalie was standing near Edward looking ready to dance on his grave. Literally.

Something weird then happened. I felt it, and controlled it. But it I didn't know what it was.
It burst through my body like an elastic cage, it stretched around Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper – Including myself. I didn't know better, but if I did I would have said it was a shield – a shield of what?
Edward looked afraid for a second, terrified.
I turned to a mirror on the wall. My eyes that had been crimson were now my original human brown. I stared at myself and started to peel back my lips from my sharp teeth. I glared at Edward, and he actually looked scared this time.
I snapped at his face and he slunk back.

"I can't read any of your minds; I looked at Bella's face and... and… Her eyes. Her eyes." He wailed and collapsed into a heap.
Jasper looked at me then and smiled slyly. He enjoyed this. But there was an edge, a curiosity.

--

Later that night we were at the Denali clans home, Jasper decided that he needed Eleazar. I had a faint idea why. He told me that Eleazar had the power to see powers in other vampires, and even in humans to an extent. I was intrigued, so I followed.

They were all gathered around their living room. It looked really really old and antique, with mixtures of red and dark woods. It matched their history as succubuses.
I moved hesitantly, I was afraid at what they would think of me. But they greeted me with open arms, smiling. I was happy that I could make some friends that Jasper liked; it made me feel like I was more of a part in his life.

"I can feel that she has some kind of shield that she can extend over her body and to cover others, other than that it is very variable in how she uses and learns to use it. A very useful talent, but it seems to be only metaphysical at the moment, maybe you will learn to shield out physical attack also, but at the moment it is just mind powers. I think this is why Edward, the room was filled with snarls, even Tanya couldn't read your mind, along with Aro. I congratulate you on your successful change; I am assured that it would have been extremely difficult." Eleazar bowed at the end of his mini speech. I felt the need to curtsey, so I did. The room was filled with musical laughter – it made me smile.

We left after some more polite conversation, and I began running back home at full pace. Jasper, who was holding my hand at the time – pulled me to a stop and drew me into his arms. I stood there snugged into his neck, in contentment. Jasper was sending waves of his Love, and waves of Lust, Waves of happiness, and Waves of Joy. It was an amazing climate.

He took another deep unneeded breath and smiled.
"I think I'm going to take you on a trip now, to see more of our friends."
I just smiled and nodded. Knowing I'd go anywhere just to be with him.

--

I was sitting in the kitchen of the house that I found was too be just out of Denali. I was listening to the radio, practising to seem more human. I was singing along to a song that just seemed so similar to my situation.

So hold me when I'm here
Right me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything in me
Wants to be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good

I smiled at Jasper as he walked through the kitchen archway. He was beautiful as always, as was his touch. His hands slid around my waist and drew me into the curve of his body, I sighed in contentment. Most of the time it was just touches and kisses, other times it was talking. But either way – we knew that we both loved each other more than life, maybe the fact we were vampires proved that.

He handed me a piece of paper, It read:

My dearest Bell; A list for our travel:

My friends Peter and Charlotte
The Amazon Coven – Zafrina, Senna and Kachiri.
The Egyptian Coven: Benjamin and Tia, Amun and Kebi.
And whoever we meet on the way ;)

A/N: So there you go, theres the inside for how the story is going to continue! I'm really excited to write these chapters, most of the previous chapters have all been reading to this!
So please review, tell me what to change in my writing - In hope that I can write better chapters for you.

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