A/N: I was really sad and i really do feel this way for someone, so i changed some names in a paragraph a wrote and BAM! blackwater! I know i should be working on "Chained to You" but my computer crashed so review this while i type that.! thanks!

Disclamer: I don't own Twilight, OBVIOUSLY.


I always could see him, everywhere. Every time I closed my eyes. I needed him to live, I would die without him. He made me happy inside. Whenever I need him he is there, next to me to give me a hug. Sometimes I held on too tight and for to long. He didn't make me feel like I was the one always at fault. He was easy to love. And today I would leave La Push because he had Renesemee and I couldn't ruin that for him. He had true love and I couldn't bear to confess my love to him because that would change everything, and after what Sam did I couldn't stand heartbreak. I needed him now more than ever, but he didn't need me.


A/N: Reviews will make me write frequently, and better!