A/N: I wanted to write Alices P.O.V, To explain I suppose. I don't think I'm good at writing in her perspective. But I tried :D
Shes obviously not happy Alice, shes going through alot and I really doubt she would be jumping for joy after what she did.

DISCLAIMER: I do not own Twilight, it is purely owned by Stephenie Meyer.

Alice P.O.V

Seeking, but finding nothing.
My visions, depleted.
My heart, dismembered.
Travelling around the world on my own, away from Edward whom I love.
He needed to be with Carlisle right now, to come back to normal, my heart ached with the space between us.

I love him, I really do. I broke the family apart for this feeling; but now I realise that doing that broke my heart. That day I went back to Bella in the Amazon. *shudder. I smelt him on her sheets, and her – so close. I found out they were a couple! Bella has MY Jasper! I don't care if I have Edward, he will always be mine – and so should Jasper. I know I'm being silly – because Jasper has a right to be happy. But I always thought he had a right to be happy in Me.

Trailing my feet harshly on the sand of a beach in Forks, I played with my visions to see that if I got closer to La Push what the dogs would do. It seems that they would create a line for me in the sand that I could not cross. I laughed out loud. I would tell them Bella is a vampire against their wishes. I will say that Jasper changed her and left me. I would.

But I can't. I couldn't do that to Jasper, or to Bella. They are so happy together now. I sighed, pacing back and forth on the sand. I had to somehow get them to see how unhappy I am with them. Maybe I could buy her really ugly shoes, or give her a bad makeover. I smirked, bright green and yellow with a cocktail outfit.

I looked into the future; I could still see her standing above me with Jasper in hand. They looked down on my fading body with a Smokey tinge to their appearance; Bella rippling at slight sob to her abdomen, and the always moody Jasper. Maybe I got it wrong, maybe it was the fact that they weren't going to kill me, but was there when I died. They weren't going crazy without me, or crying to the heavens. They weren't screaming in remorse or saying it wasn't them. I looked around the future with my family, and could only see a small patch of sadness in it that lasted only the shortest of times.

I looked at my body in the future, what were they staring at? I looked down to see that I had killed myself, had myself ripped to pieces and burnt. It was a suicide.

I had gone crazy and almost killed Bella; went to go cause her harm. Because I thought she was going to kill me. I thought she was going to kill us all; Edward, Carlisle – Everyone.

Or was I just the teensiest jealous of the fact she glowed, and I stood in the shadows.

Carlisle's words echoed through my head, it sucked me deep inside; Locking me away. I shuddered.

Either way I had to get back to my family and suck it up. I loved Bella, I LOVE Bella. And now I have to show her that I do.

I had passed to close to the La Push border and the whole pack appeared in front of me. I knew at that moment that they were the ones that I asked to kill me and it was going to be now. My future rearranged itself, and fell with me in the lounge room of the Denali clan, asking whether I could stay with them whilst I repaired myself with the family.

I looked up and saw them all snarling.
I whispered, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get so close. Don't worry our family isn't here at the moment."

"Where is Bella!!!?" Jacob roared, before the big black wolf could stop him.

I looked up at him and smiled. "She is at home with us; she is safe and happier than she ever could be. She travelled obstacles to get where she is, and I hope to God you let her be happy."

I started walking back to Forks; I needed to practise some things.

The pack wheeled away happy with my statement, but Jacob stayed. He came over to be and phased to human. I looked back at him and sat on a nearby rock, waiting.

"Happy?" He asked, wanting conformation.

"Happy." I replied. "You may visit her in Denali if you wish; although if anything you see gets reported to the Pack, I may have to kill you." I pointed to my temple. "I will know."

I watched our future of the families' faces, making sure that Bella's especially did not change to one of horror.

Jacob nodded. I reached my hands out to his and gave him a hug - Which surprisingly, he didn't even flinch. He drew me in to the crook of his neck, thanking me.

I looked into the future and saw that because he trusted me; I could slightly see flickers of him in later years. I noted that he could easily block it, and that if he phase it wouldn't work. I saw him with a young girl, maybe 16 maybe 17. I couldn't really tell with this loose information. He was happy.

I watched him, contemplating whether to tell him.
I pulled away with a kiss on his cheek, starting to walk back to Forks again.
The rain fell on my hair, creating the strands to shine momentarily. It started to pour, and I looked transfixed as the rain pretty much evaporated around the silhouette of Jacobs's vast body. Interesting.

"You will imprint." I said.

He looked at me startled.

I walked away rushed then, I wanted the future to be a surprise for him. Because after all, it was a damn good surprise for me.

A symbol of hope; That Edward and I could be together once more as we used to be.
A symbol of faith; That happiness really did come.

I'm coming Bella.
I'm sorry I was so late.

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