A/N: Ok, I decided to just put up 10 per chapter, because 20 is a lot and if I do that, people probably aren't going to want to stick around and read 4,000 words of pointless drabbles :)
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Disclaimer: Nope, don't own CR, or the songs mentioned.
21. Demi Lovato - On The Line
She didn't want to tell him she was sorry, even though she was regretting what she'd said. He refused to admit that, maybe, he was the reason this wasn't working out. She didn't want to call him, because she didn't think she could handle it. They'd both screwed up big time, this time. He regretted telling her that he loved her, not because he didn't, but because he knew it hurt; just when he'd mustered up the courage to say those three words, this had happened. She doesn't understand why he'd told her he loved her, and then just left.
"I'm sorry, the line is breaking up."
"No, that's just us." And then came the dial tone.
Their love was beautiful, amazing, pure. They were one in the same, and they would never change. They got it all, yet, they couldn't help but be destined to fail.
Their love was tragical.
He dialed her numbed, listening to it ring, ring, ring, until he got her voicemail.
"I'm so sorry..."
But it remained like a letter left unread.
She swallowed harshly as she pressed the 'delete' button. Some apologies are just better left unsaid.
So, for now, they'll both leave it on the line.
22. Miley Cyrus - I Miss You
Another tear fell as she stared down at the song he'd written for her, the day before he'd died. 'Oh, I miss you so much'. She swallowed harshly as she read the loving words, hardly able to control herself. One of her tears fell onto the paper, smearing the ink, and she closed her eyes, trying to just breathe. She missed him so much, everything about him. His smile, his hair, the way he protected her, the way he held her, the way he called her an angel. It had been a year, but it seemed like yesterday to her. She hadn't really lived since he'd died, because a part of her had died with him when he took his last breath.
She wished he could be back here, holding her with his strong arms, telling her it was ok. And then everything would be alright again.
She wouldn't have to miss him anymore.
23. Plain White T's - Our Time Now
She smiled in his direction, wringing her hands nervously when he turned away. She couldn't help but be nervous about their 'date' tonight, where he was planning on taking her out to dinner. She was excited, but still anxious.
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"A private restaurant?"
"For you, my dear." He smiled as he led her inside.
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"Would you care to dance with me?" The music's volume turned louder, and she nodded, reaching over to take his hand, swaying in line with the music.
"This is the dance for all the lovers..."
"It's our song." He declared, and she chuckled at his choice of song.
These are the times that they'll remember.
"It's our time now."
24. Blink 182 - First Date
I'm waiting outside of her house to pick her up for our first date. My legs are shaking and my foot can't stop tapping against the car floor, and my hands are probably sweaty. How should I act around her? Would it be ok if I held her hand, or should I wait until we're on our second or third date? Or what if I ask her to dance, will she think I'm lame, or will she think I'm rude if I don't ask her? Will she be able to tell that I threw this outfit together only because I didn't know what to wear? What if my stomach rumbles while we're watching the movie because I was too nervous to eat earlier? Will that throw her off? What if she doesn't like my hair... wait, everyone loves my hair. So I shouldn't have to worry there.
Knock, knock, knock.
She's standing at my car, knocking on my window for me to let her in. This is not a good way to start out our date.
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She laughed as I made another joke. I was still worrying, but I'd finally started to relax. She made it so easy going; she was so easy to be around. And everytime she smiled, I couldn't help but like her even more, even though I know I'm really not worthy of her time. She's way too above me, but she seems like maybe she likes me too.
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It went wonderful, and I didn't want this night to end. I wished we could stay like this forever.
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Now we're at her door, and she's turning to me, smiling. I bit my lip and can't help but ask the one question that's been bothering me ever since I picked her up. I just needed to know.
"Do you like my hair?"
25. Gavin Degraw - In Love With A Girl
"Hey, wanna go out?" He'd heard that so many times he'd begun to get sick of it. So many people had acted like they really cared about him, but in the end they were always after his money.
And then she came along. The minute he saw her, he just new she was the one.
If some upset fan came to scream at him that he'd made the right choice, she'd stand in front of him, one eyebrow raised, as if daring them to continue. "Excuse me?" Most fans would begin to mumble before they dashed off. And if she heard nasty gossip about him, she'd hunt down the tabloid that started the rumor and set them straight.
There was nothing better than staring into her warm, chocolate brown eyes, knowing she was the one.
Sure, she was tough on the outside, but he'd seen the other side of her, the sweet, caring side.
He was in love with a girl. The girl.
26. 3 Doors Down - Here Without You
It's been a hundred days since he's seen her. He's literally counted, marking off each day on his calender. A hundred days since he's seen her pretty face, but even though there's a thousand miles seperating them, she's still with him in his dreams.
He's here without her, and he can't help but dream about her every night. She's constantly on his mind; he can't get her out of his thoughts.
And the miles just keep rolling as they continue with their tour, as people crowd their lonely bus and scream their names. He knows this kind of life is overrated, but he's hoping it will get better as it goes. Maybe next tour she'll be by his side.
Everywhere he goes she's following him, in his mind. It keeps getting harder, every minute he spends away from her, but it won't stop him from loving her. And when the last bell rings, he's free; it's all said and done.
And tonight, it's only the two of them.
27. Simple Plan - Time To Say Goodbye
She's sick of wasting all her time on someone like him. She can do much better than some arrogant, stupid jerk, and she knows it. She's worked so hard; trying to make everything alright, but he just scoffs, shoving it in her face. And she's trying to erase every hurtful thing he's said and done to her, but she can't.
She only regrets not walking away that day they met.
"You're crazy", she should have told him, and then disappeared from his life. She never should have stuck with him, hoping he'd come around. He only let her down.
She's tried too hard to do all he's asked of her, when he just takes, takes, takes and she just gives, gives, gives. He'd push her down and make her fall, but then, when he needed someone to save him, he'd pick her up and smooth talk her.
He played the victim, 'innocent little him', and she was the one he always blamed.
"It's her fault."
She can't deny that it's time to say goodbye to this messed up man.
"I'll change!"
"It's too late for you to fix your mistakes. Don't you realize that this whole time, I've been trying to save you... from yourself?"
So he screamed and cried, but she saw through his lies. He only wanted to change her mind because he wanted a personal slave; someone to be there when he wanted something.
She knows there's always going to be somewhere for her to go, and she's not worried about starting over.
"I don't want you to hate me, but I really think you need to know that you're a weight on my shoulders, and now I know that it's time for us to say goodbye."
28. Saving Abel - 18 Days
It had been eighteen days. Eighteens days since she'd left - left him to return to his previous lifestyle and waste away. Now he won't even look at himself in the mirror; he can't stand the sight that meets his eyes. And he doesn't want to have to change, but he knows that if he doesn't, then no one else will, and she'll never come back. And he can't help wondering if it's his state of mind, or just everything else. Somehow, he can't shake the feeling that he's to blame.
"Rot away for all I care!" She'd screamed, before slamming the door in his face.
He tried to recall all he'd said that day, but it was a blur. He really wished he didn't have to be on tour right now, because it was so hard to get up and sing in front of millions of fans, plastering a fake smile on your face, when you're really dying inside.
She used to tell him it would be alright; she used to give him hope when he felt hopeless. She used to give him a reason to live. And, thinking back to his state of mind then, he couldn't help but let a few stray tears slide down his cheeks.
It's been eighteen days since he'd held her, but to him, it feels like a lifetime.
And he knows they all said that things too good always come to an end, but he never believed it until she walked out of his life.
But he'll still fight, just in case there's a chance they can work through this. It might be slim, but there was still a change.
Because it'd been too many days since she's been by his side.
29. Sugarcult - Pretty Girl (The Way)
If only she'd known sooner what his intentions were. She'd thought he'd really loved her, but here he was, confessing his 'plans' to them.
But that's what she gets for falling for him, when her instincts were warning her to stay away from him. And pretty soon she'll figure out, she'll never forget him.
She couldn't help it. He made her fall in love with him; with his smooth words, the way he made her feel around him, the way he's always on her mind, and the way he kisses her.
She's beautiful, as usual; it was just the way he liked 'them'. If only she'd listened to her gut feeling.
Now she's dreaming... dreaming about him. And she's about to realize she'll never get him out of her mind.
She's watching him confess to everything, and as thoughts of him enter into her head, she realizes he'll always be a part of her. She can never get him out of her head.
30. Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest
I had a dream tonight, about how I was missing, and she was so scared, searching frantically for me, while everyone else stood around and stared. And I woke with the fear of what I'm leaving when I'm done here.
And I need her to know...
When my times, just forget everything wrong I've done. Help me to leave behind some reason to be missed, and when she's feeling empty, remember me. And I hope she won't resent me.
I've taken my own beatings. I know everyone might think I'm strong, but they only see the surface, not all the way through. I'm not as tough as I try to appear, but I'm pretty sure she already knows that.
I'm not perfect, and I've made my mistakes, but then again, neither is she. I hope she can learn to forget all the hurt inside that she's learned to hide so well.
I can't pretend someone's going to come in and save me from myself - I'm not her.
I just want know she won't resent me. I want to know she'll keep me in her memory and leave out all the rest.
