A/N: So, this has been a good writing day for me! Like, 4 or 5 new posts/stories... my best record yet! I found some time to work on my little drabbly challenge, so here in the next installment! Enjoy!
Disclaimer: Nope, nope, nope, I don't own the songs OR Camp Rock... I know, sad, right? lol
31. Skillet - The Last Night
Here she comes, pounding on my door in the middle of the night, soaked to the bone from the rain that's pouring down. Now she's screaming that this is going to be the last night she feels like this. She's hysterical, but she just needs to be shown that someone cares.
"I'm fine." She tells me, once she controls her tears.
"I know it's a lie." I reply, and she turns her tearstained cheeks up towards me before pulling me into a tight hug.
"They don't know me at all. All they keep saying is that it's just a phase, it'll all be ok. They tell me I'm fine, but I know it's a lie too." She cries, and I wrap my arms around her to comfort her.
This night keeps going and going when everything's broken.
"Give me you hand, I'll help you hold on." Without a word, she slips her hand into mine.
"This is the last night you'll spend alone. Look me in the eyes so that I know you know I'm everywhere you want me to be. I won't let you say goodbye, do you hear me? I'll wrap you in my arms and never let you go."
And so she stays with him.
32. Taylor Swift - Forever & Always
It was a Tuesday when they met. And she'll never be able to forget that night that he lifted her chin up, stared deep into her eyes, and told her that he loved her. She'll never forget it. But now she wonders if he was just kidding, because it's obvious that their relationship is falling apart. They hardly even talk anymore; over the phone or via email. She keeps trying to figure out where they went wrong, but she can't, because one second things were perfect and now he's already walking out the door. Probably for some blonde bimbo, if she knew him.
And she knows everything's wrong because it rains, whether he's here or he's gone. And he still hasn't called her, even to say hi. And she keeps flashing back to when he told her they'd last 'forever & always'.
Now she wonders if maybe she was just a little too honest; maybe she should have been more descreet in what she said so he wouldn't have run away hiding like a scared little boy. He's not the same person she knows.
So he needs to back up, just back up. He was kidding when he said they'd last forever.
There never was a 'forever & always'.
33. Plain White T's - Natural Disaster
She saw him on TV, and knew they were meant for each other. He saw her and knew she was meant for him. It was just one big, huge, natural disaster, but what could they do to stop it?
They danced along with the music, learning new things about each other, and they thought they were right for each other, even though they might have been two seperate people. He was easily read, happy, bubbly, and just... easy, whereas she was mysterious with her eletric eyes, she wasn't overly 'bubbly', and there was just an air about her that said there was trouble, but he didn't care.
It was a natural disaster.
34. Trapt - Skin Deep
The minute she saw you, she knew whether you were worthy of her or not. There was no such thing as first impressions with her. You were in, or you weren't, it was very simple. She made her decision before she even spoke a word. Looks were the only thing that mattered to her, whether you were stupid or smart didn't. If you wanted in... well, the page had already turned to another pretty face.
Her satisfaction was only on the surface, and she didn't care if she let it show that there was no exceptions to the rule.
She just kept filling the empty spaces with more pretty faces.
She's out of words, these lines are blurred but she won't learn.
She looks all her life for that beauty, so fine, so rare, so hard to find. She's spent all her life to make sure she's beautiful, no matter what's on the inside. She doesn't know that sometimes, beauty can come from the inside. But she's only skin deep.
She fills the empty space, with another new pretty face.
35. Aly & AJ - Closure
She saw him, hanging out with someone new at the coffee shop. It hurt her, but it wasn't as bad as she'd thought it would be. She knows it's time for her to move on.
She already threw his shirt out, instead of wearing it to bed every night, because she doesn't want to remember him. She tore his pictures off her wall and tossed them in her trash can, because she can't stand his face staring back at her.
And then she ran into him, and his laugh, his eyes, his soft words almost sucked her back in. But then he opened his mouth without thinking, and she was reminded of why she left him in the first place. So she reaches over and smacks him clear across the face, before leaving.
She's getting closer, but not quite gotten, to closure. Every day, she's closer to having closure. And she knows that one day soon, she'll get her closure.
Closure. All she's ever wanted.
36. Miley Cyrus - These Four Walls
These four walls seem to stare at her, as she sits in the corner of the tiny room, holding her head in her hands. They whisper to her that they know a secret, and they won't keep it. And she can't stop the tears from falling from her eyes, because she knew this would happen. This room is filled with dust, and the four walls collapsed around them.
And, watching him with his friends, she wants so badly to run over and grab him, maybe kiss him, but she knows she can't. She lost trust in him, because they hadn't built these four walls strong enough.
And she didn't mean what she said; it was so radical, not at all what she'd been trying to say. And he turned and left, leaving only the silence behind. And she's waiting, waiting, for a break in the silence, because she knows it's all her fault that he's gone. And it's so difficult to watch them fade, knowing it's all her fault that he's not around.
And now it's just her and these four walls, and the silence, again.
37. Miley Cyrus - The Climb
She can almost see it, what's she's reaching for, but there's a voice in the back of her head telling her she'll never be good enough for it. Every step she takes, every move she makes, she feels like she's lost with no real direction. The struggles she faces on a daily basis, the risks she takes sometimes are going to knock her down, but she knows she's not breaking.
She might not realize it, but these are the moments that she'll remember for the rest of her life. These are the moments that will matter.
There's always going to be another mountian, and she's always going to try to make it move. But sometimes she has to realize that she can't change it, so she might as well climb over it.
It's just 'the climb' of life.
38. Marc Anthony - You Sang To Me
He only wanted her to comfort him when he called her up late last night, because he was falling in love with her. And of all the words she said to him, about truth, life, and being free, the ones she sang meant the most to him.
She doesn't know that he lives off the way she makes him feel, and so he has to question whether this is real because for the first time, he's not afraid to love someone other than himself.
And he can't believe that he didn't see it before. She was right in front of him, but he didn't see it in her eyes. But now he feels it, when she sings to him. It's like she takes him to the clear blue skys, and he can see it in her eyes, when she sings to him.
And he loves it, when she sings to him.
39. Papa Roach - Do or Die
She watched as her hero fell apart - the person who'd taught her to be strong. She bowed her head, knowing that her tough apperance went only as far as the surface. Sure, she appeared like she was made out of iron, but on the inside, she felt like she was dying. Her strength was overcome by pain, and all that was left was tiny, insignificant her. But she'll still love her hero no matter what.
And now she's by his side, helping him up, because he was there when she was down. He helped her, kept her dreams alive, left her feeling well and alive, he kept her hopeful. She didn't know what she would've done without his helping hand, and now it's time for her to be the strong one, she understands.
She can't run away anymore. She just can't hide anymore.
It's time for her to live her life, it's now, do it or die. The time is now, it's hers and his.
She saw her hero fall apart, the one who taught her to be strong, and she realized it's their time to live their lifes. They had to do or die.
40. Puddle Of Mudd - Blurry
Everything's so blurry; everyone's so fake. I'm preoccupied without you, and I realized I can't breathe without you by my side. Everything's so messed up when you're not here. My whole world surrounds you, and now I stumble and I fall, because you're not here to keep me standing.
If you really wanted, you could be my someone, you could be mine. You know I'll protect you from all of the unclean. I wonder what you're doing; can't imagine where you are. There's so many miles seperating us that I can't help but miss you.
Can you take it all away, this pain that you gave to me? Well, you shoved it in my face when you explained it to me.
Everyone's changing, there's nothing left that's actually real. Why don't you make up your own ending, and tell me how you feel? Because I'm lost without you, I can't even stand on my own.
Nobody ever told me what you thought, or what to say, while everybody showed you where to turn and where to run away. Nobody told you where to hide, or what to say, but everyone showed you where to runaway.
And as I said before, everything's so blurry and fake. I'm preoccupied, hoping you'll become my someone, but you keep taking it all way. Please explain it to me again.
