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Chapter 6

Almost Perfect

I was in pure bliss. His cold arms were wrapped around my warm thin waist and I knew that Jasper finally felt the same way as I did, and I finally knew what I would do about Jasper and his family….I would just deal with it, I didn't care anymore, if anything that made it easier to love Jasper. The fact that my beautiful marble creature could have anyone, vampire or human in the world that would be better than me, he picked me, and chose to love me, flaws and clumsiness and all my imperfections. That just showed how much he really loved me and how good his heart was and just his essence, it emanated perfection anyone who was near him would just feel at ease and charmed if they gave him the chance to be charming, he didn't even have to use his powers on anyone for them to feel at ease. And to be honest, everything was perfect…..almost.

There was still so much that I had to do, like talk to him about everything and find out some other answers to my questions that I had. I decided that now was a good time to wake up, and this time I would take a bath without any interruptions, but of course something will probably come up, but I'm going to take my chances anyway. Jasper heard the difference in my breathing and knew I was awake. "Good morning, my beautiful Bella." I blushed in embarrassment he was obviously blind if he thought that I was beautiful, he had it the other way around. He was the one that was too beautiful for words and I could never compare, but if I tried to tell him that he would just ignore me.

I stretched then buried my face in Jasper's chest and breathed in his scent, he smelled like no cologne I have ever smelt and it was absolutely mouthwatering, his scent could calm me almost as well as he could himself. I sighed and spoke in a groggily voice "I really need a bath" and then I yawned. He chuckled at how tired I sounded and I grunted, not all of us could sound as irresistible as he could. "Would you like me to run your bath water and serve you breakfast?" he asked. And he also sounded a little nervous, like I would say no. As if I could decline an offer like that! "Really? Would you?" he just nodded.

I was just so excited by this little fact that I carelessly threw myself on him and kissed him with all of my might. He was definitely surprised by my sudden display of affection but he didn't seem angry and kissed me back. I got a goofy grin on my face and pulled away. "That was wonderful. Jasper you are too good to me." He smiled then brought his mouth to me nose and kissed it lightly; I let out a very girly girlish giggle, and then started to laugh hysterically, why was I suddenly so giddy? Then I figured out that he was altering my emotions and I sat straight up and tried my best to glare at him, but I was still a little giggly. "Jasper that is not fair. You can't use your powers on me anymore. Now go run my bath, make me breakfast and make yourself useful." I tried to make say that in my best commanding voice, but was still teasing I didn't want to be too meant o him.

"Yes ma'am." And he used his southern accent with it too and it was even better sounding than his regular voice, it nearly made me melt. He laughed at me sudden response kissed my cheek then got up. I just sat there in my bed just thinking about things. I wondered what other cool things these crazy vampires could do. It seemed as thought they were perfect in every single way and I could never compare to them. I frowned I wish I could always be with him and be just as perfect as he was, so we could actually look like equals.

"Bella? Your bath is ready" Jasper's sweet voice called, I turned to look at him, frown still in place. I stared at his perfection and suddenly got a giant burst of sadness, but tried to quickly cover it up. It was no use he already felt my drastic change in emotional state. He looked confused on what could make me so sad. "Bella what's wrong?" I couldn't tel him right now, he would probably think I' vain and all I care about looks, but that wasn't just that, it was everything he was too good for me and we weren't even in the same category, nevertheless both being considered equals.

"I can't tell you Jasper, I'm sorry" I said softly I really was sorry he could sense that I really wanted to tell him, but couldn't and his face grew very soft and he walked towards me, lifted my face and brought his lips to my own and kissed me tenderly but only for a moment then sat down next to me and wrapped his arms around me. He brought his mouth to me ear to whisper something, which I'm sure any girl would love to hear their boyfriends say. "Bella, you know that you can tell me anything. I'm not going to force you to tell me anything but I just want you to know that whatever it is that you can tell me and no matter how horrible it is I would never judge you, because I love you and that will never change. Nothing you could do or feel would change the way I feel about you Bella, just remember. I will be down stairs to make your breakfast and if you need anything just call my name." with that being said he gracefully left my room and headed downstairs.

I stared after him, how I could possibly deserve him, I have no idea. He really was too perfect for words. I sighed again and got up, grabbed my toiletries and went to the bathroom. As I headed in I gave and audible gasp. There were rose pedals all over the floor and in the tub then there was a note by the sink, I picked it up, and it read:

Dear Bella,

I hope this bath will relax you enough, so that you can tell me what's on your mind, but if not I hope that you enjoy yourself, you need it and I know that you have been under a lot of stress. So hopefully this will lift your spirits.

Love,

Jasper

He was so romantic. I was still in shock that he did all of this, how could he do this so fast? Then I mentally slapped myself, he was a vampire what couldn't he do? So I carefully got into the water, making my best effort not to trip, but of course I wasn't so lucky and I slipped in to the tub with a very loud splash. I groaned couldn't I do one thing perfectly without being a klutz? Apparently I couldn't. I laughed out of nowhere again at the irony of the situation, I have this perfect vampire that would do anything I told him to and he would do it perfectly, but i wanted to do it all myself. Yes, I have said this before and I will say it again. Jasper is too good to me, and I love him to bits and pieces. I soaked in the tub and was perfectly relaxed when I heard a knock at the door. I was slightly annoyed by that but then instantly regretted it, how could I feel that way towards him when he did all this for me? So I politely said "Come in Jasper" he slowly came in but he couldn't see me since I was covered in bubbles, I waited for him to start talking, but he didn't say anything. "I started to get self conscious with him just standing there so I blushed and looked everywhere except his eyes.

He started to notice that his attention was not on what he came in here to say and looked down, I'm sure if he was still human than he would be blushing too. He cleared his throat and looked at my face this time. He seemed to be nervous and I could tell that he was anxious, and was trying to keep his emotions in check so that it wouldn't affect me. But his attempt were vain, the fact that I knew that's what he was trying to do made me anxious and I wanted him to start talking already so, that the suspense wouldn't kill me. He started talking trying to make his voice sound calm but I saw right through that. It was a little scary how well I knew him and what his bodily actions meant and that I actually noticed them. When I have only known him for a short amount of time, and could tell so much about him.

"Bella, Alice called and said that there are some... of our kind coming and that we need to go back to our house as soon as we can I'm sorry that this is bothering your time for relaxation. But I will make sure you are safe first, and then I will also make sure you get his time back." I noticed he truly looked sorry for this ruining my 'me' time, so I asked if I could have some privacy to get dressed and everything, he nodded and left me by myself. I sighed why do all the fruitless attempts at me having some relaxation, get ruined by annoying vampires? No offense to Alice or anything. I sighed once again then got up and went to my room to get dressed.

There really wasn't any point for me to get dressed up like I was the other day so I just put so PINK black sweats and a white tank top, and put my hair in a messy bun. As I walked down the stairs I noticed Jasper on my couch head in his hands. I saw him like this before and I surely did not like it. I mad my way over to him and sat on his lap and laid my head on his chest. He eventually wrapped his arms around me and buried his face into my hair. Then he spoke and his voice seemed somewhat back to normal, and I smiled, I hoped that I was the reason he seemed to be back to normal. It wasn't that I was being egotistical but it was just that he always cheers me up and makes me smile and I just want to be able to the same for him, so that we could be somewhat equal.

"You have enough to enjoy your breakfast, I hope I did a good job" I never really noticed how hungry I really was until he mentioned breakfast, and on cue my stomach grumbles. He chuckled then lifted me on his back, ignoring my whines and complains for him to put me down. He set me in the chair by the table and brought over my food, it looked delicious; it was waffles eggs and a orange. I gave him an appreciative smile and he felt my gratitude and simply nodded.

While I was eating I was seriously surprised. He was an awesome cook, I think he was a better cook than I was and he didn't even eat human food. Also he laughed at me because of all the happiness I was emanating; I tried my hardest to be annoyed at him but still couldn't cover up the happiness and gratitude I felt towards him. When we were about to leave I slipped on some flip flops and he picked me up again, bridal style this time, and once again he ignored my attempts and shouts for him to put me down. He wouldn't even let me drive my own car instead he decided to try running.

I never wanted to do that again. It was so dizzying and uncomfortable and by the end of the trip which was all of, 3 minutes I believe. I was sure I would puke. He was concerned and took me to Carlisle who said that I would be fine if I just rested for a few minutes. I groaned and put my head between my legs to let the ringing in my ears pass. When the ringing was only distant I looked back up at him, he had and amused smile plastered on his face and gave a childish humph and he laughed again at my childish antics.

Then he spoke some words I definitely didn't want to hear right now. "I hope you don't react that way next time." I looked up at his face and frowned "There is going to be a next time?" I asked in a disbelieving tone, he simply nodded and I groaned again. Then while we were waiting for everyone to gather for the meeting that needed to take place because of these unwelcomed vampires, there was only one thought on my mind,' at least today was almost perfect'.

A/N i still need reviews and any ideas people have :)