When It Rains

by asyouwish16

All-human. Bella has the ideal life. She's popular, has a popular boyfriend, gets good grades. But, she hates herself and her life. The only solution is to put an end to it all. Can anyone save her from herself? Is there a chance for love? ABANDONED

8. Author's Note: You can hate me

It's okay. You can hate me all you want, I deserve it.

So, I've been trying so freaking hard to write Chapter 8 but I can't do it. There's too many things getting in the way. I love the idea of this story, but I don't know it well enough to continue. And, I'm trying too much to be like other writers on here. I'm writing and I'm comparing it to other author's work and that's not what I want to do. I'm pushing for words instead of story. And I hate this.

I might continue writing this, but not for a long time. And I won't post another chapter unless I finish writing this. I'm really only leaving this up from the advice of my amazing beta. So I'm abandoning this, I hate to say it. You probably won't see anymore full on stories from me. Some one-shots, yeah. And I might even beta. But no more stories unless I write the whole thing out first.

Thanks for reading in the first place. I really love the idea of this story I had everything planned out, but I just cant do it anymore. I'm really, really sorry.

-Asyouwish16

NOTICE 2.26.2009-

Well after I posted this Author's Note I got a PM from Ms. Do-Anything-I-Want and she said that she loved this story so much and hated to see it left without an ending. So after a lot of thinking, I handed my baby over to her to take care of. She posted this story by her and posted the chapters I had as the first seven and will continue the rest of the story in her own way. She's already posted it and the link is on my profile. Please check it out. I look forward to reading her take on my story, I hope you do too.