4. Impossible
Alice had not been able to figure out what she had seen in her head, she seemed to be shaken up to talk about it. I ended up passing out on the couch but still had an open ear out.
"So Bella and Edward should be home in two days, Jacob why don't you take Nessie where you were planning to this weekend, I'll make sure to keep an eye out around here we all will" Aunt Alice spoke. I had my head on Jacob's lap and I felt him cautiously running his fingers through my hair.
"I don't know if she'll want to go anywhere now with everything I mean she has barley said a word to us, she asked for blood and then passed right out… I'm going to call Sam and Emily and tell them…"
"Jacob you two deserve this small get away seriously take my advice everything will be fine, Jaz and I will stay here until you come back Sunday night and everyone else is still at the house, and you have your friends who keep an eye on things around La Push" he let out a sigh.
"You think she'll be up to going?" he questioned.
"Just go" she said.
"First tell me what you saw Alice" his voice changed.
"I'm not sure and I also don't think it's possible it's most likely just a misinterpretation unless…"
"Alice what is it?" he questioned.
"Oh god I can't believe I'm asking this about my own niece…" I listened closely.
"You two I already know shake a few bedposts once in a while?" I almost started laughing when she said it like that but I kept my eyes closed and acted like I was sleeping.
"Well of course… you don't think Nessie is…" he cut off mid-sentence. Finnish Jacob I wanted to scream, finish what you were going to say.
"I don't even think it's possible" Alice replied.
"Maybe I should talk to Carlisle he knows plenty more than I do I mean she came from a Vampire who has been dead inside for years and a human" Alice made a point and then I realized what they were talking about. That could not be, I'm not old enough for that, plus I have responsibilities. No there is absolutely no way.
"You take care of her tonight I'll be back around 9am right before you guys leave we'll make sure nothing happens" I heard Alice stand up and Jacob moved my head and laid it gently on a pillow.
"Thank you for coming over tonight Alice she needed you" he told her.
"Well Alice you driving me in that yellow sports car of yours or what?" Charlie's voice had come back into the picture he must have been in the other room again.
"At least your more excited about it then your daughter was when I had to do some grand theft… oh never mind" she pretended to joke around he laughed slightly. I felt his lips graze my forehead and then footsteps toward the door and eventually the sounds of Alice's car driving away.
"Ness sweetie I'm going to move you to the bedroom okay" his soft voice rang in my ear as I felt him lift me again into his arms. I didn't feel him settle into bed right away, I heard him moving around a bit. I opened my eyes for a second to see him packing my things and his, I wondered what he had planned, and I wasn't going to let my sour mood ruin what ever it was he did have planned. Then my mind went back to Alice's vision, what had she seen did she see me and Jacob having a… I can't even say it, a child? I felt a burning sensation in my throat and a pain again in my stomach I didn't get a chance to eat I ended up falling asleep for a while on the couch. I curled up into a ball under the covers and moaned a bit.
"Renesmee" his voice carried and within a heartbeat he was at my side. I opened my eyes sluggishly.
"I need to hunt Jake" I said grabbing my throat.
"I don't want you going out there not now anyway" he said looking down at me.
"I feel weak I need to"
"Can't I just make you…"
"I don't want human food please just out back 5 minutes tops" I stated.
"Fine but I'm coming with you" he protested.
"Okay"
I got up with the help of Jacob I looked around the room at the one suite case laying on the floor.
"Are you leaving?" I questioned. He laughed slightly as we made our way outside.
"No we are leaving, Sam and I have a romantic weekend planned for our wives if you don't mind?" he questioned. We had now stepped out into the cold winter night Jacob locked the door behind us.
"No, It's fine maybe it'll be good for us to get out of here for a day and a half" I said.
"Great, Sam and Emily will be over at 9am then we go to our secret place"
"Oh so now I have to guess where we are going"
"Nope no guessing, you'll find out tomorrow" he grinned.
"You're a piece of work do you know that Jacob Black?" I questioned. He just laughed. I ran off into the woods feeding off a few deer that I had come across there hadn't been anything good since most animals were hiding out. I came back fully restored and ready for bed. He wrapped his arms around me and we headed back into our house. I tucked myself back into bed and he followed this time.
"I heard what Alice said" I blurted out.
"Which part?" he questioned.
"The part about if something really was inside of me" I turned to him to check his expression.
"It can't happen, don't you worry you are perfectly fine, if we did end up having one it would be a pretty messed up child… half human, half vampire, half werewolf? How the heck could that work?" it didn't make any sense on how that could work… what would the kid end up being?
"Your right nothing to worry about, look about today"
"Hey Ness it's not a problem all of my major Valentines Day plans were for this weekend. Now why don't you get some rest you've had a long day, I'll make sure your safe don't you worry about that"
"I trust you with all of my heart" I told him. He turned his head to me.
"I'm glad to hear that… now get some rest" he stated leaning over to kiss me. I smiled slightly at him and then rolled over. His arms wrapped around my body after we had shut the lights off and I felt his breath down my neck.
"I love you" he whispered.
"Love you more my Jacob" I whispered back a few minutes later I was out cold.
The next morning I heard talking and moving around in the living room and kitchen. I rolled over and next to me Jacob wasn't there. I got up out of bed and put on a black sweatshirt of Jacob's that was lying over the chair in the corner of the room. I followed the voices to see who was here. It was Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper he embraced her in his arms as they chatted with Jacob.
"Look who has awaken" Uncle Jasper teased.
"Yeah, Yeah, Yeah morning" I stated. They all laughed.
"We're going to house sit for you while you are gone" Aunt Alice stated in a cheery voice.
"Great, don't do anything I wouldn't do if you do name it after me" I joked. Everyone laughed as we heard a truck coming up the drive way.
"Well there's our ride we better get our stuff"
"Wait can I get changed first?"
"No you are not aloud" Jacob said. I stuck my tongue out and made my way back into the room. I wasn't sure where we were heading so I threw on old jeans, converses, a long sleeve plain black shirt and a heavy winter jacket. When I came out from the room Jacob was already outside putting our things into Sam's truck. He had just bought it a black f-150.
"Nessie don't you worry about anything okay? I'll make sure your place is safe" Aunt Alice stated as I pulled the kitchen window curtain down after looking at the truck.
"I'm not really worried about that it's the other thing I heard you say" I turned to her.
"What did you hear?" she questioned.
"That I could be … that I could have something growing inside of me" I looked at her and crossed my arms. Jasper who was standing next to her slowly walked out the door to go see if Jacob needed his assistance.
"Your Grandfather is checking into the situation" Aunt Alice looked at me with a serious look.
"I can't handle that right now, jeez I'm not even technically 10 years old yet" she looked at me.
"Ness you can handle anything just don't worry and get your butt out there" she pleaded. I walked over to her and gave her a hug I wanted to thank her for watching over our things while we were gone.
I ran outside and was greeted by Emily she was also wearing some old beat down clothes.
"Hey do you have any idea where these two are taking us?" I questioned.
"I don't know all I know is that they have been having secret meetings about this for months" she laughed.
"Oh really?" I questioned.
"Come on lets go I'll sit in the back cab with you, I want some girl talk it's been a while" she grabbed my arm and we both walked to the truck. I turned back to my house to see Aunt Alice watching closely out the window.
"Hey Ness have fun, we promise to not do anything too bad to your house" he laughed.
"Thanks Uncle Jasper you're the best" I joked. He smiled and made his way back inside to be with Aunt Alice. Emily and I ignored the two guys and hoped into the backseat. After we got in both of them decided it was time to get going.
"What you don't want to sit with me Ness?" Jacob turned back to me and smiled.
"No I see you all the time I need to catch up with Emily" I smirked. He stuck out his tongue and turned his attention back to Sam who was now driving us out of La Push. Emily and I chatted up a storm the entire way to wherever it was we were going. We were heading up North somewhere. Finally after I think it had to at least be 2 to 3 hours after a small bit of weekend traffic we had arrived. When we pulled up there was a wooden fence around a small little house. The house had tan colored and it looked like a mini cabin. Emily and I looked at each other.
"Ladies welcome to Moran State Park that will be our home for the night" Sam stated acting like a tour guide.
"Are you two serious?" I looked at them. Jacob and Sam both had humongous smiles planted on their faces.
"You girls better unpack quickly because we have a surprise for you" Jacob stated. Both of us looked at each other.
"Well we can't get out unless you two get out first" Emily reminded them. So they both listened to us and got out of the truck finally letting us out, we ignored them and ran toward the small cabin. The main room was like a living room and a dinning room. There was a couch directly in front of where we stood in the middle of the room and a big screen T.V. against the wall where the couch was facing. All of the furniture was made of wood. Then we ran into the kitchen, the floor tiles were white while the walls were an off white. There was a long oval table in the middle of the kitchen. Then we both ran separate ways into the bedrooms. The room that I picked had a big queen sized bed in the middle, a large open window that had a beautiful view of a lake.
"You like it Ness?" I heard his voice behind me. I turned to it.
"Jacob I love it, I think I want to cry" I told him.
"Please don't" he stepped closer to me I pulled the curtain aside and looked out the window again.
"That lake is so beautiful" I told him. He made his way over and looked out the window with me.
"See that boat out there?" I looked closely to see a small wooden boat with three bench seats going across.
"Yes…" I looked at him.
"Get your butt outside because the four of us are going for a ride"
"Are you serious?" I questioned. He smiled and grabbed my hand.
"Let's go" he pulled me out of the cabin and into the outdoors. We ran directly to the boat where Emily and Sam had already gotten to. Sam picked up two paddles.
"It's a row boat?" Emily looked at him as he held the wooden paddles in his hand.
"Yeah now are you getting in or you 3 just going to stand there?" Sam asked. We all got in the boat, Jake and I sat at the front, while Emily and Sam were in the back. The guys took the paddles and began to row the boat.
"So should we flip them now or later?" Jake asked eyeing Sam.
"You flip us over and we'll head off in your F150 back to La Push and leave you here" Emily joked. Sam leaned forward and kissed her lips gently.
"You don't have the heart to leave me stranded" he said with a smile. She leaned forward and kissed him again. The boat began to spin in circles as they continued with their kiss.
"Um… guys the boat" Jacob held up his paddles reminding them that Sam was the other one who was steering the boat. The pulled away in laughter, and Emily shivered a bit. I saw Sam take off his jacket and hand it to her with a loving smile. I looked at Jacob who must have been staring at me for quite along time because his smile was spread across his face like I had missed something important.
"What?" I looked at him with a smile.
"Can I have one of those kisses too?" he questioned. I kissed his lips quickly and pulled away.
"That's all I get?" he questioned.
"For now I'm saving all the good ones for later" I smiled at him.
"So what exactly do you boys have planned for us?" Emily questioned.
"If we told you what kind of surprise would it be" Jacob reminded her.
"I'm not one for a surprise I like to know where I'm going" she told him.
"You like being blind folded" Sam joked. She smacked him on the arm lightly and we all laughed.
After an hour of rowing around the beautiful lake we headed back to the cabin. It was already around 3 when we had gotten back. The day on the boat was amazing, we all got a chance to joke around and enjoy the scenery. Although it was a cold February day we still enjoyed the small boat ride on the lake. We were lucky that the lake had not been frozen over. The tree's along the side of the lake although they were a bit bare most of them still had green on them, and it was a beautiful site.
"Why don't you ladies go inside and relax, we'll let you know when to come back" Jacob told us. We looked at each other and slowly walked back to the cabin. Once inside we threw ourselves onto the couch and turned on the T.V.
"Those two have way too much time on their hands" I stated. Emily looked at me and smiled.
"Don't they?" she picked up the remote and began to flip through the channels.
We had been sitting in front of the T.V. for at least 2 hours before the guys had come back in. They had the smell of fire on them and we eyed them suspiciously.
"Did you guys set the woods on fire or something you both smell" I told them. Both of them smiled and laughed.
"Come on girls" Jacob said both of them walked over to us. Jacob leaned down and picked me up off the couch. I wrapped my arms around his neck and just stared at him.
"What on earth are you doing?" I questioned. He didn't speak he just smiled. He carried me out of the house and brought me around the back of the house where I looked and there was a small camp fire burning. I looked up at him.
"What's all this?" I questioned.
"Well Sam and I cooked dinner you don't have to eat but we cooked and we decided since the night is almost here we'll have a small camp fire for you guys" he looked down at me.
"It's beautiful Jake" I pulled my head up to kiss him lightly on his lips. Once we had reached the fire he let me down. There were 4 green lawn chairs lined up around the fire and a few snack trays with food on them. I looked over at Emily who had planted a kiss on Sam and didn't look like she was going to let go anytime soon. I sat down on one of the chairs and Jacob pulled his up next to me.
"Can I actually have a hamburger I'm for some odd reason hungry" I looked at him slowly.
"Babe of course, here" he took the hamburger that he was about to eat out of the roll and placed it on his plate for me. I smiled at him.
"Ness don't we have the best husbands in the entire world?" Emily questioned her and Sam had now sitting across from us eating.
"I guess you could say we do" I nodded and smiled.
"So did we do a good job planning our Valentines get a way?" Jacob looked at me and then at Emily.
"You guys did a great job" Emily looked over at Sam and kissed him quickly. I looked over at Jacob.
"It's amazing babe" I told him.
The night passed quickly and before I knew it we had all said goodnight to each other and headed into our rooms for the night. I sat down on the bed as Jacob began to take off his clothes from the day. He walked over to me only in his boxers and sat down. I moved closer to him and wrapped myself in his arms his skin was warm like usual and I loved to just lay there in his arms. It was the perfect ending to finally another perfect day.
"I wish we could stay here longer I love it here, I feel safe" I whispered.
"You should always feel safe with me around" he cradled me in his arms.
"I do" I looked up at him and kissed his lips. It was the kiss I had told him to wait for earlier. I parted his lips with my tongue and pushed him softly down onto the bed. I felt his lips curl up into a smile. His lips carefully made their way down first touching my neck, then my collar bone. I tilted my head back as his lips met mine again.
"You drive me crazy Ness you really do" he stated.
"Shh" I pleaded. I pulled away for a minute as I threw my shirt to the ground. He smiled and looked at my body like he had never seen it before this. His eyes were glued to me and I felt beautiful. The way his eyes glistened and sparkled when he watched me. He gently wrapped his arms around me and slowly settled on top of me, he carefully lowered his body until our bodies touched, I went back to kissing him and did not want to stop. We were both very silent as everything happened slowly and passionately it was the way it always was with us. This was always like the scene in a movie and I enjoyed it that way. It's what I loved about my Jacob Black.
After a long few days I fell fast asleep that was until I felt something squeeze inside of my stomach. My eyes fluttered open, the room was still dark I looked next to me at the small alarm clock with red letters and it read 3am. I tried to ignore it and fall back asleep but the pain was excruciating I curled myself up into a ball and moaned with pain.
"Ness baby is that you?" I heard his voice. I moaned again this time curling more and more into a ball. I heard Jacob turn on the table lamp next to the bed the light hurt my eyes so I closed them once again.
"Nessie?" I didn't answer him I stayed curled up in my ball. I felt his arm on mine.
"Answer me what's going on?" he questioned in a panic.
"It hurts Jacob, the pain is unbearable" I choked out. I began to feel tears of pain forming in my eyes as I let them fall down my cheek. He was still behind me and started to rub my arm.
"What do you want me to do?" he questioned.
"I don't know but I can't move …" I cried.
"Alright can you relax here for a second?" I nodded with out saying anything. I heard him get up and walk out of the room. After a few minutes I heard some voices and then the extra footsteps heading into the room. Emily was the first to rush to my side.
"Renesmee you alright what's hurting you?" she questioned gently placing her hand on my arm.
"My Stomach it feels like someone is twisting my insides I can't move Emily it hurts too bad" I clenched my stomach harder.
"Well we can't take her to the doctors around here if they find out what she is they'll all be in trouble"
"We can leave now it's perfectly fine, you can lay her in the backseat, Emily will sit up front with me and you can take care of her, I'll drive as quick as I can" Sam offered.
"No I couldn't do that to you guys this is your valentine's weekend too" Jacob replied.
"If Renesmee is hurt we want to make sure she gets help and we all know that one person who can help her" Sam replied back. Emily looked up at them.
"Jacob really its fine, I don't like when anyone suffers its best if we just go now"
"Well we'll have to go to Forks and bring her to Carlisle he's the only one who can help her" Jacob reminded him.
"Jacob listen it's not a problem I'll get the truck ready try to carry her to the truck I'll let you know when we are ready to roll" he stated. I heard Jacob walk over to Emily and I.
"Jacob why don't you pack up what you need to and I'll stay right here by her side I promise you I wont let anything happen to her" Emily looked up at him, I felt her touch my head and play with my hair.
"Thank you" he said sounding a bit choked up. She kneeled down on the floor beside the bed and watched me.
"Getting any better?" she questioned.
"If anything…. It's worse" I grabbed her other hand and squeezed it trying not to hurt her.
"Em…" I began to say as I grabbed a little tighter.
"What do you need?" she questioned.
"I cant… it …." I tried to talk but could not get the words to come out I was in too much pain.
"Just try to relax Sam will have you home soon" her soothing voice made things better. She always took care of everyone I remember hearing about how motherly she was to the rest of the pack and now here she was taking care of me.
"Cars ready" Sam stated about 15 minutes later. I was pretty much almost asleep but the pain was still there. I was still conscious but couldn't move or speak.
"I think she fell asleep" I heard Emily say.
"Thank you Emily for keeping her company" Jacob said. I felt his arms underneath my body and he lifted me, I stayed curled into the ball I was in. Once I was in the truck, I felt Jacob slide in on the other side and lift my head his fingers ran through my hair as I heard the other doors of the truck shut.
I must have gotten to sleep because when I woke up I was laying in Dad's old bed with weird wires attached to my arms. I heard a beeping noise.
"There she is" I heard Grandpa Carlisle say. I slowly opened my eyes to see everyone standing around the first person to run to my side was my Mom.
"Mom?" I questioned still a little out of it.
"Hey baby I'm right here" she sat down on the side of the bed and took my hand.
"Where's everyone? Sam, Emily, Jake?" I questioned.
"Jacob and your father are downstairs and Emily and Sam left a few hours ago, I promised Emily I would call to let her know you were okay" she said. I looked around Aunt Alice was standing in a corner while Aunt Rosalie stood at the foot of my bed. I heard Grandma Esmee's voice talking to Grandpa Carlisle.
"Am I okay?" I looked up at her. She watched me closely it looked like she was hiding something.
"Your fine…." She trailed off.
"Mom what is it?" I questioned. I felt a pain in my stomach again and curled up a bit.
"Renesmee your awake" Grandpa walked over to me and looked down.
"What's wrong with me?" I looked up at him as Mom got up and let him talk to me.
"Nothing is wrong with you, but we do have some news…."
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