Yay Minna , Thank you soo much for the reviews ^_^ I´m so happy that you guys are enjoying my story , and sorry again for the bad grammar , but I´m trying my best . and is something understandable, right ?
Now let´s get going with the story:
NEXT DAY AFTER CLASSES
Mikan´s Pov :
I was walking to the library , today was my turn to work there , *sigh* empty like always. But that didn´t matter anyway , I rushed to the Romance books shelve and opened it at the 99th page , I gasped , I saw a letter , I was so happy *smiles*
To: Mikan Sakura
From: Mr Nameless
Miss Mikan Sakura, It must have been hard for you , but I hope you can cheer up. I also think that guy is a bad person , but maybe it´s just because he has a hard time coping with you being afraid. Unexpectedly , he might really want to talk with you casually.
PS: At times when people help you , you should say thank you , and not I´m sorry.
Mr Nameless.
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I widened my eyes , now that I realize it all I´ve been doing is apologizing . I´ve been only thinking at myself and didn´t think of how Natsume-kun felt . Natsume-kun is scary and harsh but he DID help me out .
"Thank you" I whispered to myself
I´ll give my all. Something might change if I say it , I might be able to change I will be a strong person .I will ….I´m sure ….
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NEXT DAY
Will it be okay? Will I be able to say it? Even though I´ve been practicing it all morning I´m not sure…
Flashback of this morning:
I was brushing my teeth in front of the mirror while practicing
"Thank you , Thank you , Thank you , OH Natsume-kun ,Thank you , arigatou"
End Of Flashback
I was walking on the hallway when I saw Natsume-kun from the back , Mr Nameless please give me strength!
"N-natsume-kun about b-before ….TANK YOU!"I shouted. God , I said it louder than I expected, everybody is looking at us , I messed it up .
"Uhh ..you see…well.."I was trying to say something but again I was to nervous to make a decent sentence . I looked up and I saw him looking at me…blushing? Was he blushing , must be my imagination.
"Are you frickin´ retarded , since when TANK YOU is a word , it was supposed to be thank you, you didn´t have to thank me now ! plus, don´t mess up your words! !"He shouted at me
"S-so embarrassing to be around" He said and walked away
Hahahahaha I was laughing , I never saw that expression on Natsume´s face , I was happy that was for sure , I messed it up a bit , but I did it , I´m so happy!
But then I realized it, I was late for classes !
AFTER CLASSES
Natsume´s Pov:
What the hell is wrong with that girl? Shouting a Thank you in the middle of the hallway , so embarrassing, *blush* but I´m happy , it was the first time she said thank you and looked at my eyes . Geez that stupid little girl making me think of her , it´s so annoying , *sigh* I´ll, just go to practice and the check the Mr Nameless book.
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Huhg mataku , I´m so tired , I looked up to see the library window , she wasn´t there , good, I will check the book out .
I reached the library and opened the book in the 99th page
To: Mr Nameless
From: Mikan Sakura
Dear Mr Nameless, I did as you said. I messed up a bit , but I´m glad I tried. Now I feel incredibly relieved. I didn´t see him as scary as today. I might just be over exaggerating, but today was a huge step forward for me ,it´s all thanks to you. It´s true mr Nameless … is because you were there for me that I…want to meet you.
Mikan Sakura.
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I widened my eyes , Of course we can´t meet , I got too it . I can´t continue it like this. I´ll stop with the letters. There is so other way , I´m sorry Mikan , but we can´t continue doing this anymore , or we both will get hurt in the end .
It was that moment , that moment of sadness and mixed feelings that I realized the one thing that would change my life , I loved Mikan Sakura , I loved her , but it was impossible , cause for her I was a other person , maybe she must have thought I was Tsubasa , cause he was the one with the book *sigh*
What should I do? I cannot just hand her over to Tsubasa that playboy , he is just going to hurt her feelings , and I also can´t meet her , she sees Natsume Hyuuga as a big Jerk .Just… What should I do? ?
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Yay , another chap done , hope you guys like it , I tried my best , please review .