AN: Just wanted to mention that this is my first story ever, and I have no Beta so sorry. Reviews and ideas are welcome. Thank you.
Dear Diary,
I asked father about the black void and he seemed as perplexed as I am. He said he'll look into it but not to get my hopes up, the problem with being rare is there aren't a lot of books on the subject. I asked why he didn't talk to Dumbledore about it considering he was the most knowledgeable wizard there ever was. He said that Dumbledore was a general even though he was good. a general would always use any tool he can to win a war and that he didn't want me to be used like he was, apparently I deserve better. Dad told me to not worry about it, but to tell him if it happened again.
My sisters and I have started roaming the town hoping to get another look at Cedric. I thought since we all met at Stoatshead Hill that he would be nearby but all we found were the Weasleys, my sisters are getting quite found of the twins. It's sad that once they find out who our father is they'll no longer care.
Tomorrow we go to London and the Hogwarts express. I can't wait to see Cedric, he's all I can think about. I dream about him every night, not always good though. Last night I kept reliving my vision watching him die over and over, his beautiful green eyes empty of all life. I woke up screaming his name, shaking like a leaf. This is so weird I don't even know him yet he's all I can think about. For a Seer I'm actually very level head so it's disturbing that I have such a deep connection to a complete stranger, I don't even know what his voice sounds like. I need to talk to mom she might be able to help me understand, but I don't have time now we are leaving tomorrow.
I need to sleep but I'm scared I'll have the night mare again. I'm so confused and frightened. I've never felt like this before I'm supposed to be the confident one, and know I can't stop the tears from falling for a guy I don't even know.
Mom came in to wish me a goodnight, so I got my time. I think I scared her with the tears. We talked for hours she told she felt the same way when she first saw dad, an instant connection, just not as powerful. She said the worst thing was that her brother hated him so it was hard to talk to him it took 5 years before she finally talked to him. By then it was too late he was a seventh year and had already got his dark mark.
She held me as I cried telling me she hoped I didn't suffer as long as she did. Then dad came in, he told me something I never considered. As a seer I'm connected to the spiritual world more then a normal wizard. He said that the reason I felt so strongly was because Cedric was my soul mate and that our connection was deeper then any other because of my inner eye. He told be to be careful not to scare Cedric by telling him, that he has to realize it on his own. I feel better now knowing that my reactions aren't ridiculous. I think I can sleep now especially considering tomorrow is the day when I start my campaign to win Cedric. I just hope it doesn't take as long as my parents.
I'm going to save him even if I die trying.