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After our short lived burst of humour everyone went back to what they were doing and I went back to worrying. I knew that once I finished breakfast I would have to go. He deserved to know what was happening. After all it was his fault any of this had happened anyway.
As I packed away the dishes Edward came up behind me, kissing me softly on the cheek.
"Do you know where Carlisle is, Edward?" I asked, not looking at him in the eye.
"Oh, I think he's at the hospital working. Why do you ask?" He turned my body to face him and leaned closer to me, resting one arm on the bench either side of me. My heart pumped wildly as I took in his face not an inch from mine.
"I was going to get him to give me a check up but I guess I'll just go to the doctor. I'm still not feeling great." I smiled slightly dazzled.
"Would you like me to drive you then?" he breathed inching closer his eyes never leaving mine.
"No it's okay, I'll be fine" I murmured silently my mind spinning. I gripped the bench for support feeling like I was about to pass out. He smiled and chuckled.
"Breathe Bella; I don't want you fainting on me!" I smiled back taking a large breath.
"Ok well I better be off to my, uh, doctors appointment." I ducked under his arms and hurried to the door. My human legs weren't fast enough and before I knew it Edward was in front of me blocking the door.
"What's the hurry?" He asked casually brushing a piece of hair out of my face. My skin tingled at his touch.
"I just have a few things to do afterwards. I want to get them done so I'm back here soon." I smiled holding onto his hands. He smiled his dazzling grin, squeezing my hands tightly.
"You better hurry Bella. I'm going hunting with Jasper and Emmett but I'll be back in time to meet you." It was only then I noticed his dark irises. I slowly moved around him and over to the garage.
"I'll race you!" I laughed and we both leaned in our lips meeting in the middle.
"I love you, be safe." he murmured before I got into my truck.
Driving proved a lot more hazardous that I first expected. Once I had made up my mind my hands had refused to stop shaking. I don't really know why they started: I wasn't scared or nervous. Well okay, maybe I was a little scared but not hand shaking scared. I toyed with the idea my subconscious was warning me against what I was about to do. Once again my stubbornness had triumphed over all and I knew I would regret this decision soon. I pulled up in front of the Black's house and cut the ignition. I had seemed like years since I had seen the old house but sitting here now it all felt too soon.
I didn't have time to recollect my thoughts as Jacob bounded out the door toward me. I wasn't sure what he was feeling. A mixture of anguish, surprise, confusion and happiness was openly displayed on his face. At least he does look sad, I thought to myself bitterly. I looking over at him, my lips pursing into a thin line of anger as a look of happiness replaced all others. It was HIS fault I was in this mess and there he was looking happy! He dashed over and opened the door, pulling me out easily. My head spun for a moment from the sudden change of position. One I stopped seeing double I returned to glaring at him sourly. He seemed to ignore this as I was suddenly pulled into a giant Jacob bear hug.
"Oh Bella, I didn't expect so see you! We really need to talk, there's a perfectly acceptable explanation!" He began placing me down, giving me a hopeful smile. I crossed my arms over my chest and continued to glare.
"Oh you're not still angry are you? Well I wouldn't blame you if you were but…" He stopped mid sentence as I shook my head slowly, looking at my feet.
"What…what's happened Bella?!" his voice got more panicky as my eyes welled with tears. I was sick of holding my emotions in and now they came out in one great flood. My tears came out in sobs as I buried my face in Jacobs's shirt. He mumbled questions softly and rubbed my back soothingly, waiting out the tears.
"When we... I got… I …I'm…" I couldn't get the words out through my tears. HE pulled me away gently and tilted my face till we met eye to eye.
"What's happened Bella?" he asked soothingly stroking my tear stained cheek. I took a deep breath and steadied my voice as much as I could.
"I'm…I'm…pregnant." I said quietly, tears now streaming down my face silently. Jacob gasped quietly and began cursing to himself angrily.
"How could this have happened? I didn't and you didn't… Oh shit!" He got louder and more aggravated as he ranted. His body began to tremble warningly and I hurriedly took a few steps back.
"I'm sorry." he mouthed as he raced off into the forest. I turned but all I could see was a streak of fur.
"Not as much as I am…" I sighed as I headed back for the car.