A.N- Just to any one who already iunderstands whats going on DONT read this. Its just an overviw of past events sorry to get you all excited.

A.N.N-

Sorry guys this isn't a chapter but I have been getting a lot of confused email and I think need to clear some things for everyone.

Okay firstly I apologise. Last night I had an epiphany; I forgot to say whose prov. each part was!! Also I had a lot of little to mark when one prov. stated and finished but they didn't show up. I'm going to have to edit a few chapters to clear that up!

Ok now for some explanation. When Bella was hit by a car she went into her subconscious.

The meadow covered in mist, Edward, Jacob and even herself are all figments of her subconsciousness. What's happening now is she's going through all her unresolved issues and most painful memories. As we all know the main issue is Edward leaving her in New Moon. What I tried to do was change the real life experience into far shorter retakes in her mind. There are a few key points that happen that would explain this more.

Ok so this time Edward didn't leave because his brother tried to kill her but to Bella he left all the same. It took her memory to long to remember this and by the time she recognised him it was too late. It goes into some explaining about the giant scar on her chest and how her heart broke. Well it might not be possible in real life but in her mind Bella's heart actually ripped in two. It would hurt a hell o a lot! Jacob came along and healed her wounds but couldn't fix her heart. He could make her better on the outside but she didn't love him enough to erase her broken heart. Does that make sense at all?

Ok now another tricky part. There's a few times where she black out into darkness.

'"Help me…please" I whispered darkness engulfing me.'

It then goes on to:

"She's not responding!"

"Give me 300 volts!"

"Charging"

"Clear!"

"Still nothing"

"Clear!'

"We have a heart beat!"

"How did we just loose her then?"

"It was like she went through the crash again…"

Ok what happened there was she died, her heart stopped and she gave up. The volts of electricity going through her are the doctors using a defibrillator to bring her back. Sorry there was meant to be a break line to show different prov. I swear ill fix it!

I think I've already given too much away but the rest will all be explained in chapters to come! New chapter will be coming up asap! Hope your enjoying this all!