A.N - Not going to bore you with another Authors Note... wait... Well I've gotten started might as well say something.

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Edward Prov.

The minutes ticked by slowly, each one boring into my skull as I desperately waiting for my Bella to wake. My vampire senses were not helping me either. Each time she so much as flinched I would automatically jump to her side in expectation. She seemed to be slowly progressing to consciousness but I was undecided if it was a good thing yet.

She had started off sleeping peacefully and looking like an angel… a very bruised and battered angel mumbling and smiling in her sleep.

Now she rolled around her bed agitatedly. Her face was screwed up in pain and fear as single tear rolled down her face. Her arms and legs flailed as if she was running or fighting. Slowly I became more and more distressed as it got worse and worse. It was a one hour and forty minutes later that she uttered her first word.

"No…" she whispered almost silently. Her face was contorted into a tortured expression. "Don't leave me; not again… please…" It took my exhausted mind a second too long to understand. I knew what she was in such pain; she was reliving our worst moment. I stroked her hair whispering back to her softly. I half hoped that by me talking it would reverse what she was thinking.

"Bella, it's me Edward I'm here with you. I'm not going anywhere ever again." It didn't seem to have any effect as her entire body tensed. She seemed to wince as she did, it would have hurt her battered body. She suddenly clutched one hand over her chest as if it was about to tear in half. Her other hand managed to find mine as she gripped tightly even for human standards.

"Please Edward we can work this out! You can't just forget about me!" She mumbled tears pouring down her face. I felt Esme come stand behind me and but a comforting arm around me.

"I can never forget you." I whispered.

Bella Prov.

I was back in the meadow again. Despite what I was expecting to happen soon the beauty of it all took my breath away. I was suddenly distracted by a slight movement behind me. I spun around instantly and came face to face with Edward. I hadn't been this close to him in what felt like centuries. Instinctively a wrapped my arms around him hoping I would never have to let go. My stomach churned as I felt him pull away from me. I looked up in shock as he looked at me tentatively; a flash of anger passed through his dark eyes. My mouth hung open in plain shock as he began to speak.

"You liar, how dare you betray me! And with that mutt as if it wasn't bad enough already!" He shouted furiously. I took a step back in fear tears streaming down my face. I then realised what my unresolved issues I had; the pregnancy. I had been trying to block it out and put it off for as long as possible. Edward was going to find out eventually; I just didn't want to have to live through it like this.

His firsts open and closed as if decided whether or not to proceed with something more physical.

"It's just you subconscious; this isn't your Edward…" I whispered to myself.

"You bet your ass this is fucking Edward alright! There's not way in hell I'm yours anymore!" He spat back at me as I cursed his vampire hearing.

"Please Edward we can work this out…" I pleaded with him.

"No we can't; you betrayed me. You SLEPT with JACOB! Now you fucking PREGNANT! How could you do this to me, to my family, to us? There's no solution Bella! I can't even look at you right now I'm so angry! Stay out of my life… for good!" I heard it before I felt anything. The sound of a smack filled the air as my cheek began to burn. I blinked in shock and pain; Edward had slapped me! Before I had time to react to it all he was gone. I stumbled lost for a moment, my cheek felt raw as I rubbed it; I never thought, even in my head, that Edward could do something like that! I held back tears as I called out for him in a desperate attempt.

"No…Don't leave me; not again… please…" Only silence followed surrounded me. "Please Edward we can work this out! You can't just forget about me!" I began to run desperately, I felt my chest sear with pain as I gripped it tightly feeling warm blood soak body my body. It was turning into déjà vu!.

Edward Prov.

There was a few moments silence as her body slowly began to relax. Despite this her small hand still stayed firmly attached to mine.

"Jacob… Edward knows… he knows everything." She murmured grimacing. I know about what? I knew why Jacob was there but I felt as if I was missing a vital problem in the story.

"What happened to my cheek? He slapped me…" she trailed off, her voice sounded fearful as she spoke. I sat there in stunned silence; I had SLAPPED her.

"You and I both know you would NEVER do that in real life Edward" Esme said to me just as shocked a I was. I had forgotten she had been there. We were both silenced as Bella began to speak again.

"Of course it was an accident. We didn't mean for this now did we!" She seemed to be listening as she frowned in concentration; I almost laughed at her face.

"What about the baby?"

I looked at Esme bewildered; she just shrugged mimicking my expression. When did a baby come into this; whose baby was it?

"You can't be serious I can't just let him go no matter what he did." She tensed as though remembering what had happened. Had I really been that mad in her head?

"I can't go with you… I'm sorry."

There was silence for a long time. It was worried she had gone back into a coma until I read her facial expressions. It was like we were just put on mute. There was sudden fear which turned to a pleading expression. After awhile she started to relax and then began smiling. Though I didn't know what had happened I was able to figure it out; we obviously must have worked though something…

"Edward…Edward…Edward…" She whispered her face breaking into a small smile.

"I'm right here love," I replied smiling.

Bella Prov.

I gave up on running as I collapsed onto the grass; it had yet to turn into a rocky forest. Maybe that was a good sign and showed that things weren't going as badly as last time. So far everything was going as well as expected. My breathing grew heavy as I looked down at my chest. I ripped at my shirt and tried to make a sort of bandage to stop the bleeding. I was so occupied I just in shock when I heard Jacobs voice in my ear.

"What happened to you cheek?" he whispered. I could feel his warm breath on my cheek as I looked over to him no inches away.

"Jacob… Edward knows… he knows everything." He didn't seem to hear as he gently stroked my still red cheek.

"What happened to my cheek? He slapped me…" His face turned angry for a few moments.

"He should never have treated you like that; even if he knew what happened. There is just no reason. It was all a big accident!"

"Of course it was an accident. We didn't mean for this now did we! What about the baby?" I almost shouted until I felt the action tear at my sides.

"Come back with me, we can do this together! Edward doesn't deserve you; he left you when you most needed him, come with me instead!" His eyes lit up with the idea as he smiled hopefully at me.

"You can't be serious, I can't just let him go no matter what he did. I can't go with you… I'm sorry." I whispered sorrowfully; this couldn't be the way I lost Jacob! I saw the pain hit him like a slap as he took a few steps back. He seemed to laugh darkly at me he eyes flashing anger and betrayal.

"That's funny; no matter what the leech does to you, no matter how much better I treat you. You always go back to him, EVEN WHEN HE DOESN'T WANT YOU!"

"I'm sorry Jacob, please we can still be friends…" I begged him as he turned and walked off; I sobbed silently as his silhouette disappeared. No matter what I did I always ended up alone… why?

My legs curled up as I sat there miserably. I looked up as I heard foot steps; there was nobody in sight. A felt arms wrap around my shoulders putting pressure on the makeshift bandage I gripped at my chest. Coldness washed over my body counteracting Jacobs's heat. I instantly melted into the figures shape matching with their body exactly; he was back.

"I'm so, so sorry…" He whispered into my ear tickling my skin. "I never meant to hurt you… we can work this out. I don't expect you to forgive me…" I turned to face him my lips touching his softly.

"I forgive you…" I mouthed as his followed; I knew he would never leave me… I felt a sudden jolt of pain as my stomach flipped and I began to fall. My screams were silenced as a thought passed through my mind.

'There's two ways out; up or down. You want to go down, just remember that, down.'

"I'm going back!" I yelled happily as everything went blank.


"EDWARD" The name passed though my lips easily and naturally as I jolted up in bed. My breathing was erratic as I looked around in panic and confusion. Esme and Edward stared back at me. There was a moment of confused silence before we all simultaneously broke out in smiles.

"Bella, thank god you're awake!!" Edward cried wrapping his rock arms around me. I gasped as pain rocketed down my entire body. Edward froze as he gently placed me back on the bed.

"I'm sorry; I was just so happy to know you were ok…" He apologized giving me a crooked smile.

"Its ok, I'm fine really." I managed to choke out as my lungs began to work again. It was only then I began to look at myself. Everything was either wrapped in bandages, cut, stitched up or bruised. I tried to move my legs but it hurt too much.

"Do you have a mirror?" I asked in a soft voice; I was scared to see the reflection. Esme and Edward exchanged concerned glances no doubt having a conversation in their head. Esme nodded as Edward handed me a small hand held mirror. I gasped in shock; it was worse than I imagined. My entire face was red and puffy; I had a single black eye and a cut lip. My right cheek had a rounded line perfectly bruised on it; it must have been the steering wheel. My hand felt a thin line just above my hairline where stitches had been put. I looked a total disaster!

"Oh my…" I mumbled my hands feeling over my body; everything hurt.

"Your still beautiful Bella," Edward reassured me, "This will all heal and you'll be back to normal I promise." I looked at him at tried to smile but even that hurt. I put my hand to my stomach, already a slight bump was forming. I couldn't feel anything but I trusted Serenity; the baby was safe and healthy. This was going to be the longest stay I had ever had in hospital.

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