Cedric's Journal

Professor Snape gave me what Dahlia calls 'The Talk'. He threatened to hex me with everything he knows, which I'm told is a lot, if I ever hurt his daughter. I wonder if he counts her collapse when I opened the egg. She told me it was just relief after her worry for me. I don't think she's telling me the whole truth though. She gets this look in her eyes sometimes like she's trying to memorize what I look like. It's as if she's looking at me for the last time. When ever I get that look I just want to kiss her silly, but I don't think we've reached that stage in our relationship. I think I'm falling in love with her. She's the first girlfriend I can actually talk to. My last girlfriend was just happy to show me off. I can talk to Dahlia about anything; quidditch, charms, even the tournament. Though I don't talk about that too much because that's when I usually get that look. Which brings me back to kissing her silly. Maybe I'll take her flying with me all snuggled close on a broom 6 meters off the ground. It just might bring me a little closer to kissing her silly.

Christmas is coming so I asked my friends what to get, Summers said I should get her a box of sweets from Honeydukes, but I think that's too impersonal. Then I asked her sisters, they said jewelry is always a good option. I don't know what though I want it to be special something that shows how much she means to me. The W twins told me to get her a bag of jokes from Zonkos, I don't think their relationship with the S twins is going to last if that's their idea of a good present for a girl, especially after the look they gave them. I sent on owl to my mother and she sent me the perfect gift, I'm going to give it to her at the Yule ball. It's a heart shaped pendant and that's when I'm going to tell her how much I care about her. If it works out I might even get my silly kiss.