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Disclaimer: don't own twilight

EPOV

You know how soap operas are so stupid and you just laugh and mock them. Well my life is a soap opera and I don't feel like laughing. Let me just run it by you quickly. I get and email from a mysterious girl she ends up being the most beautiful girl ever. You go and meet them at some restaurant and find your old girlfriend, who you hate for cheating on you, trying to get you back. Then the girl that you actually like shows up and knows the girl you hate. You find out you actually know the girl you like from high school, where she had her own drama happen. It's a huge high school reunion gone bad. Now the girl you might love hates your guts.

As of this moment I hate my life, I've tried to call Bella countless times my eyes are sore from crying and staying up for countless hours, I haven't shaved or worked out for days and I'm sitting here watching reruns of some stupid TV show.

Maybe I'll try to call her one more time.

Ring, Ring, Ring.

"Edward please don't call again you just make her cry harder," Alice's voice whispered.

"She's not eating and she's not moving it just gets worse when you call."

"Do you think I feel any better? Do you think I can forgive myself for those stupid jokes I made up to make fun of her? Do you think I can just sit here and not worry? Please, please tell me where-" I was cut of by the sound of a sob; I was momentarily come over by pain. I couldn't move, I had pain shooting through me, physically.

"Edward, I'm sorry I can't tell you where we live, she doesn't want me to."

"Fine." I said in a flat voice. I was done; I couldn't stand it any longer.

I hung up and called Emmett,

"Emmett, give me Rose's address, I know you have it. Don't lie to me; if you do I will personally strangle you. I'm pretty much a madman right now."

"Alright! Geez, you didn't here it from me you googled it or something." He gave me the address.

"I love you, man."

I ran through out the flat, tripping, and getting frustrated that I was moving at that annoying dream pace.

I finally made it out of my place and ran to my garage. I have two cars, one is my 'everyday' car and the other one is the one when I want to go fast, I go fast. I jumped in to the second option, my Aston Martin. I put it in gear and raced out of the street blowing many stop signs along the way.

I finally drove up to some nice apartments, they were almost town homes.

Number 6, number 6, number 6. Aha!

I pulled in next to a red BMW, which I knew was Rose's, cut the engine and sprinted up the stairs taking three at a time. I knocked three times, and stood to the side so they couldn't see me through the peep hole.

The door opened, there stood Alice her hair smashed on one side, make-up smudged and her eyes were puffy and red. I cringed.

"What heck do you want?" taking in my appearance her face softened, but then hardened.

"Please let me see her." I pleaded; I was down on my knees with the most desperate look on my face.

She closed the door and I just sat there. Suddenly it opened again, Alice came out with her phone in her hand, her head down, and she opened it and pressed a few buttons. At first, I thought she was calling the police, but she held it up for me to see something.

I grabbed and saw the picture that had me on the ground sobbing; it was a picture of my beautiful, sweet Bella. Her eyes were red and puffy, her hair all over, she was curled up in a fetal position. She was lying on Rose's lap and she looked horrible and it was my fault.

I got up, gave the phone back to Alice walked down to my car and went to find the nearest bar. As I was driving away I noticed I was numb and I felt empty. My heart and soul was left with Bella.

BPOV

(after the tanya happening)

After I got home, I crawled into my bed, still dressed and sobbed. I sobbed for myself, I sobbed for the people that have had to deal with me and my problems, I sobbed for having brought in more people into this, and I sobbed for the loss of love and friendship.

It had been a few days now, I don't know I didn't keep track. Rose and Alice constantly helped me and they cried also, Edward constantly called and it made me feel horrible blocking him. But he was one of the rich jerks that made fun of me, I know he probably regrets it, but that's now when I look prettier and that's all that he wants. That's what I make myself believe, or I would just breakdown all over again. Soon I heard a knock at the door, Alice went to answer it. She came back and took a picture of me with her phone I could care less. I probably look like death reincarnated.

Soon I heard a muffled sob I immediately knew who it was and I just got up from Rose's lap and went to the bathroom. He deserved to cry, he was why I looked like this. I heard the door slam; I sluggishly went to grab a banana and moved to laptop deciding that my school was being delayed. I opened the computer and was suddenly taken over by a memory.

Flashback – high school-

I opened the laptop got my books out and heard the snickers behind me. This was the usual; whenever I studied people would laugh and call me a geek and stuck stuff in my hair. I was the geek, the nerd. All of a sudden, a green-eyed guy came out from behind the shelf he came and put his hand on my back and he whispered 'I hope you finish your paper'.

After he was gone I ripped off the paper from my back it said 'I have James under my belt who's next?'

End Flashback

I slammed the laptop shut and threw it with all my strength across the room. I was vaguely aware of the crack it left in the wall. I was on my knees sobbing again.

"That's it we're leaving, Bella, where do you want to go most in the world?" Alice was on her knees, too, my hands in hers.

"I-I w-wan-nt to g-go to P-paris." I was at my end I was about to break in half, I wanted to get away.

"L-lets go sh-shop-p-ping." I could barely make it out.

"Alright, Operation Paris is now in action. Rose you go get the suitcases from the closet and I'll go get the clothes, you, Bella, go take a nice, long shower and I'll tell you the next step after that."

We all separated to our separate jobs, Alice turned on some music. I recognized it as "Shake It" by Metro Station. I was soon singing along and jumping up and down. I my sudden change in mood must have been to the prospect of getting away from everything and leaving all my worries behind.

I was getting away but I know I could never run away from the

love I had for Edward and it made me feel more vulnerable than ever.

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