Harry had come out of the bathroom. He had been too quick in believing his stomach problems were over with. He had barely eaten anything at dinner but he had been throwing up. He had a sickening feeling that this was a clear sign that he was pregnant. The other symptoms that had him thinking he might have the flu were gone. He thouht that morning sickness was only supposed to come in the mornings. But the baby was a Malfoy if he was pregnant and Malfoys were definitely stubborn as mules and lived on their own schedules. He had become friends of sort with Draco and things were fine most of the time with his husband but he knew they always liked to control things. If this was a baby it was already proving from the womb that it wanted to dominate the world. And right now the world was his or her sixteen year old daddy's stomach.
Harry's hand was against his abdomen. "Hey little one if there is a little one down there, please take it easy on daddy. I don't want Lucius to know yet."
He had not realized he was not alone till he heard a voice behind him. "Talking to yourself? Living in the dungeons really must have seeped into your brain."
Harry turned aroud to see not only Ginny and Ron behind him but Hermione as well. His hand had left his belly before he turned around and he prayed that they had actually not heard what he had been saying. The only people he wanted to know he thought he was pregnant less then his husband right now was these three. He could only imagine what they would say. They had been asking him all along if he was pregnant yet.
Hermione grabbed him by the arm when he moved to pass. "Is your husband going to come out of there? I bet you were havig a quick shag with him in there."
Harry looked at them."If that is what people do when they come in from the reception then I am quite worried to what the three of you were up to."
Anger had already been high in the other three. Harry seemed to make them angry but just breathing these days. Though he knew the fact that he had been standing with Oliver had not sat well. Ron knew that Charlie had chosen Fred instead of Bill or one of the others because of Harry. Harry was to blame for ruining their family for two of his brothers did not even talk to the family really. The fact that Charlie had moved the wedding here had been a very sore point with the family. So Harry insinuating an incestuous threesome was definitely lighting another
Ginny poked her head into the bathroom. "Not there. Maybe he left before or maybe your snake is not pleasing you and you had to pleasure yourself."
Ron sneered at him. "You know there are some good fags around here with my brother's friends. I am sure you could find someone drunk enough to help you out."
Harry could not handle any of this. He was still feeling horrible and he definitely didn't want to make a show at his brothers' wedding. They were not down at the reception where most would see them but Oliver ad Charlie still deserved the best wedding possible ad he did not want some kind of fist fight with his former friends marring even a part of the day for them. They had been there to make sure that he was at least able to get through his wedding day. He would not ruin their day.
He moved past them for the stairs but Hermione grabbed him by the arm and pulled him. "Where do you think you are going? We are not done with you yet."
Harry tried to jerk away but he stumbled and he just caught himself on the top step. "Let me go. You wouldn't have the guts to try something here."
Ginny laughed. "I am not sure why not. You have no snakes for back up other then your husband dearest. But you are right there are far too mamy witneesses."
Ron agreed with his sister ad followed Harry was he was coming down the stairs. "But you won't always be in so public of places, or with your snakes."
Harry stormed down the rest of the stairs and came into the kitchen where he ahd come into the house from. He found his husband but his eyes went to Remus. He had not known that either of his dads had been invited to the wedding. It was not like they knew either of the grooms really. Well except Charlie because of his parents. But what shocked him more was ot the fact that Remus was there at the wedding or that Sirius was no where in sight, but that he seemed to be with Lucius right now.
He stopped dead in his tracks at the bottom of the stairs. "What are you doing here?"
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Remus watched his son come into the kitchen and did not hear the question at first. He was just drinking in his son. He had not seen Harry since the train. He had longed to see his son. Especially ever since Mira was born. He could see his son was more then upset. He had a feeling Harry had been sick and not taking a pee. He wondered if Harry might be pregnant. But for now he let that drop. It seemed Lucius did not know if Harry was. Right now he was just grateful to see his son.
He looked at Harry. "I am so sorry cub. I am so sorry for what I said to you at your birthday. And for not being at your wedding. I'll never forgive myself for it."
Harry had tears in his eyes. "I thought when you sent the watch you might want me but you didn't write. Why didn't you write? Why?"
Remus desperately just wanted to hold his son in his arms. Harry was in so much pain right now. He just wanted to pull him into his arms and hold him tight. But he knew Harry ws not going to let it right now. Even when Harry kenw about Sirius and the letter he would probably still be hurt. And he could not blame his son for it. He should have been there for his son. He had betrayed Harry worse then anything he could imagine. But he wanted to make it right some how for his son.
He moved clsoer. "Tonks confronted me. I didn't know about the letter. Sirius admitted he burned it. I never knew you wrote. I swear I never knew you wrote."
Harry did not move away. "He burned the letter? You swear to me you didn't know that I....."
Remus caught him in his arms. "I didn't know. I regretted my words after you left. I have been wanting to make this better. I swear cub I never got your letter."
Allowing himself to be fully collected into his dad's arms Harry burried his head into his chest and cried. Remus reluctantly told his son. He told him about being worried to risk his husband. About when Mira was born. And about the fight that afternoon. He had only kept his distance from Harry bcause he thought Harry had never written after he sent the watch. He had thought it was a sign from his son that Harry wanted no part of him.
Harry pulled back. "I needed my dads. I needed you there at my wedding. I was so scared. I was so scared and needed my dads. I had Charlie but I needed you."
Remus tried to dry his tears. "I will never forgive myself for not being there. I should have walked you down the aisle. I am so sorry cub. I am so sorry."
Harry shook his head. "I know Siri burned the letter. And I know I should have told you about Lucius. But you are my dad, I never thought you'd leave me."
Remus paled. "I know sweet heart. And I understand why you did not tell us. I know I have a lot to make up for but I want to be here for you cub. Please let me."
Crying Harry went back ito his arms. Remus knew this would take time. He had broken his son's trust so badly when he had not come to his wedding. Harry had made a mistake in not telling them. But he was the child. He was the son. They were his dads and he was supposed to count on them being there for him when he made a mistake. He had made a mistake but one he could understand. Harry had been scared and unsure. They had proved to him he had been right to doubt they would stand by him. At the first test of their loyalty they had turned their back on him. And that was a pain that he knew would take time for him to heal.
Remus kissed his head. "If you let me I will be here, I will be here. You need anythig you can come to me. I swear Harry you and Mira are my priorities."
Harry clung to him. "I want you. I need my dad. I have so many questions. And I want to know my little sister. But will Sirius let me?"
Sighing Remus explained he was seriously considering leaving his husband and that Harry one way or another would be able to know his sister. They both deserved to know each other. He would not keep Harry away from Mira. She deserved her big brother. Again a question of whether his cub was pregnant or not ran through his mind and he had a feelig Harry did not know. He had a feeling that one of the questions Harry spoke of was about having a test
Quietly so Lucius could not hear he added. "You need someone there to be there for the test I swear I will be there for you. I promise through it all."