Remus looked at the house. His home. He wanted to come back. Malfoy townhouse was comfortable but not home. Mira should have been in her nursery. But he could not. His son was his priority. If Sirius could not understand that they had no future. Until this happened he would have been willing. As long as Sirius was willing to let him take Mira to see Harry. But Sirius had forbidden it. He had said Remus could come back if he never saw Harry. But Harry needed his dad. Both of them. Sirius could not take any more time. If Harry would ever accept him back into his life he would have to come to his senses now.

Sirius looked up in surprise when he came into the nursery. "Moody gave me the rest of the day off and Andromeda said you would not mind me taking Mira."

Remus shook his head. "I am not here about our daughter. But she was right. I am here about our son."

The small smile on Sirius disappeared. He had been in an amazing mood. His daughter always brought a smile back to his face. He missed her so much. Losing Harry had doubled that. It was not that he did not love Harry. He had always loved his cub. But he could not see a way to forgive Harry for what he had done. He had lied. He had married a Malfoy. He had kept such secrets from them. And now Harry had cost him his husband and daughter.

Sirius put the baby down in her crib. "I have no son. He lied and now he has destroyed our family. I do not want to hear his name in this house. I don't."

Remus stopped him. "He destroyed nothing. Mira and I would be home in a second if you stopped forbidding me from seeing my son. I love you Siri."

For a moment the words sunk in. Sirius pulled his husband into his arms and kissed him. He had missed Remus more then life itself. Having an empty house killed him. Mira and Remus were his entire reason to come home at night. Remus kept him going in prison. He wanted his husband back home and in his arms. He wanted Mira right where she was. They had designed the nursery together. They had even done some art together. The room was meant for her. She should be there.

Sirius ran his hand down his husband's face. "Come home. See him whenever you have to. But never speak his name to me. Never. Just come home."

Remus pulled away. "Our son needs you. He needs his dads. You need to come to the school or you will lose your son forever."

Sirius stepped closer to him. "I have no son. I have a daughter. I will not do this again."

Remus tossed a picture at him. He looked at it. Sirius realized that it was an ultrasound picture. He had seen enough with Mira. He had no idea what was going on. His husband could not be pregnant. Remus could not carry a baby. And he would not have been that far along. The truth sunk into his mind for him. He realized who was pregnant. He should have known. He knew Lucius would want children soon enough. But it was a shock.

Sirius handed it back. "He agreed to marry the man. He can live in it. He does not need my money for a trust fund. I am sure Grandpa Remus is enough."

Remus sighed. "Harry was thrown down a flight of stairs. He is fighting for our granddaughter's life. He might lose his baby. I thought you might want to know."

His husband turned around and stormed out of the room. Sirius had no idea. Why would he need him? Harry did not need his dads. He had not told them about the rest. Harry was strong enough to do everything on his own. He did not want their support or their aid. He had made that quite clear to them. He followed his husband to the door still trying to make sense of everything running through his mind.

Remus turned. "He is your son. You know you love him. If he loses that baby and you're not there for him, you'll lose him forever. Are you prepared for that?"

Sirius was not given a chance to say anything. His husband apparated away after the last sentence. He went back up to the nursery. He looked down at Mira. His mind though was on Harry. He could not get his mind off of Harry and the baby. His granddaughter. Remus had called the baby his granddaughter. Harry had always been his cub, his godson and then his son. And he could not even imagine what believing a baby dying might mean for Harry.

He shook his head. "I can't do this. I can't forgive him. He lied to me. He broke up our family. Damn you Moony, you can't expect me to let him back in."

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Lucius had been by his husband's side all night. Draco had brought the bear he had given Harry. He had turned it pink. The ultrasound was framed next to him. Lucius could not leave him. His eyes never left his husband or the monitor. He could not believe this was happening. If Harry lost their daughter he would never forgive himself. Harry should not have been pregnant so young. Harry should never have doubted he'd want a daughter. He had wronged his husband so much. He swore he would change. He would do anything for Harry. Even if the baby died he would not touch his husband till he was ready. He would not try for another baby till Harry wanted it. He swore he would do everything he could do to be a better husband to Harry. He had sworn he would be a better father to the baby then he had been for Draco because of the war. But he would he a better husband as well.

Harry was slowly starting to come around by lunch and his eyes fluttered open. "Luc? Where am I?"

Lucius gently kissed him. "You are in the infirmary my love. Do you remember what happened?"

Harry went completely pale. He saw the magic binds were good for his husband would have hurt the baby in his panic. Severus appeared and with Lucius' help get Harry to take a calming potion. Harry slowly calmed but he had tears running down his cheeks as he told them about what he remembered about the fight and the fall. They assured him the Weasleys were expelled and they were under arrest for attacking him. Remus had come in as they were talking and placed a kiss on his son's had and sunk down relieved next to him.

Harry looked at his belly. "The baby? Luc, my daughter?"

Lucius put his hand on the belly. "Our precious little girl is a fighter like her Papa. You have to stay as still as possible for a week but she is holding on."

Seeing that Harry did not look convinced Severus explained about the fall. He said that Harry had started bleeding. But if he stayed calm and still his body would have time to heal and there was a good chance his little girl would be fine. They motioned to the monitors which showed the baby was not in distress of any kind. Harry hated being restrained but he would not risk the baby for any reason.

Lucius showed him the bear. "I am so sorry you ever doubted I'd love her. I always wanted a little girl. I should have told you. I want our beautiful girl."

Harry was crying. "I want her too. I can't lose her Luc. I never thought I could love her but I can't lose her Luc. I can't."

Holding his husband Lucius assured him they would do everything to make sure he did not. He was relieved to hear his husband was finally feeling a bond with their daughter. But he wished it had not taken this. He hated it had taken being on the brink of losing their little girl. Remus too was happy to know Harry had felt the bond finally. He knew how desperate his son had been. Harry was still not sure he loved her, but he felt linked to her. Hopefully this would help him realize he loved her or help him to come to love her. He swore to his so he would be here with Harry through it.

Harry was surprised when he saw someone in the doorway. "What are you doing here?"