I knew she couldn't keep her fucking promise. One day and already she's fucked around with some other guy! But, somehow, I don't feel angry with Chad. I feel angry with Lola for cheating on me once again and breaking her promise.....why? Why do I always go back to her even though I know that she isn't true to her word? I know I can do better than her. I know that there's somebody out there that will actually care about me and my needs.....somebody that will always be there for me whenever I'm in a tight situation...somebody like-NO!! I can't! I already almost blew my cover earlier, thank god Ricky got hurt! I know that's a bad thing to think, but...I can't help it! I..I just can't be like that. I've been with Lola for a long time....but she's never once showed any kind of true emotions towards me. She fucks around with EVERYBODY, but she and I haven't done anything. Everybody thinks we've had sex many times. But...I'm a virgin. I've never even done anything with anybody! In fact, Lola's probably the only student on campus that ISN'T a virgin. We haven't even done a certain form of something sexual! All we've ever done is kiss..and even then I didn't feel any sort of excitement or anything. Did I....ever even actually LOVE her? Once I think about it, I've always been a hopeless romantic at heart. And everybody says that the bad thing about hopeless romantics is that they mistaken admiration for love VERY easily. Whenever I first met her, Larry and I were the only two guys on the block who didn't have a girlfriend. Then Lola moved here. Sure, she and I became good friends, but nothing more than that happened at that point. Then, of course, everyone except Larry made fun of me because I was single. So...Lola and I got together. And now I'm here. But...but...I LOVE her! There is no mistaking admiration for love! I am DEAD honest!!!
Thoughts soared through Johnny Vincent's head like a whirlwind. He countlessly reassured himself that he did, in fact, love Lola. However, his thoughts would then return to his second to last moment alone with Peanut. He couldn't believe that he almost let himself completely foil his own plans of keeping any feelings for his friend secret.
Still, he couldn't help but feel a slight emotion of hope because he didn't recall Peanut questioning his move. Perhaps he was going to let him kiss him? Or maybe he was backing away slowly from him? Johnny's eyes were closed at the moment, so he couldn't tell what his friend's reaction was.
Then his mind fast forwarded to his very last moment with Peanut. Johnny felt loved because of the fact that Peanut showed so much concern for him...something Lola never did. Nevertheless, Johnny Vincent knew that he would have to try harder than he had been at hiding his feelings for Peanut. Especially since he was about to actually spill everything out to him until he somehow managed to stopped himself.
A change in the environment managed to break Johnny Vincent from his trail of thought. Coming from the direction that lead to the Harrington House, Chad and Algie were both seen making their way to the parking lot, where the leader of greasers stood. Johnny checked his watch and realized that he had been waiting for about two to three hours. The prep and the nerd both looked very intimidated.
"Alright, Johnny, I brought Chad. I told him that you promised that you wouldn't try to fight him and you do try fighting him, he won't tell you a thing. AND, if you try fighting him after he gives you the needed information, we'll report you to Crabblesnitch". Johnny crossed his arms. "Humph, fair enough". Chad stepped forward, still not convinced.
"Johnny Vincent, how do you expect me to believe that you're true to your word?". Johnny un-crossed his arms and stepped forward. "Look, Chad, I've gotten to the point where Lola has gotten on my last nerve. If you and Lola did, in fact, do something to together, then my anger won't be towards you. It will towards that slut". Chad sighed in relief as if he believed the him.
"Very well, I'll believe you. And if you must know...yes. Lola did, in fact, perform fellatio on me. But, you must understand that I wasn't the one that approached her. I was on my way to the restroom and, sure enough, she walked over to me, apologized for our spat last winter, and asked me if I wanted her services. Even though I am rich and therefore more important than you poor street rats, I am still a man and I have needs. I let my weakness get to me and let her do what she had to in the men's restroom. Please, please forgive me. It was something that I wasn't very proud of and all I ask of is forgiveness". Johnny didn't know what to feel. He didn't know if he should've felt a combination of anger and sorrow or if he should've felt a combination of anger and a huge sense of stupidity. Johnny nodded in acceptance of the prep's explanation.
"Okay, Chad. That's all I needed to hear. Now, if you'd excuse me, I need to talk to Lola". Johnny Vincent trailed past the two students in the direction of the Girl's Dorm. Algie and Chad both sighed in relief and left the meeting as well. Johnny's head was in a craze that, for once, knew EXACTLY what was going to happen next.