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The days slowly progressed into brighter times. I was even able to get Bella to smile at the thought of spending the day with Alice. Until Alice admitted to getting a job at the small (and I do mean small) mall that accompanied the shops at the front of town.

Bella was sitting on my bed cutting out paper, the small pieces littering the floor. I clicked my tongue and threw my bag to the far side of the room. I had just gotten back from work, having the day off tomorrow since it was so slow.

I grinned at the thought of spending the day with Bella. She would surely love the idea.

"Bella. Guess what!"

Bella looked up at me and dropped the scissors carelessly to the ground, her curvious body shifting so she can scoot close to the edge. Her brown eye wouldn't leave me as I tilted my head and gave her my crooked smile.

Bella had come out of her shell since Jacob Blacks appearance. She still was quiet and couldn't bare to be away from me at times. She did try harder at accepting Emmett, Jasper and Carlisle in the family. This had progressed rather well. Jacob became a close friend, he came and went. Although, the more he talked over Bella and Me. The more I disliked him.

All in all, he was a great boy. And I do mean boy. Bella was only 17, soon turning 18. And here I am thinking perverted thought of her. I felt dirty at times and locked myself in the bathroom, away from Bella. Her cries the only thing able to get me to come out and hold her.

Though, it was getting harder and harder to resist kissing her lush lips when she pouted, or when she hid her face in my neck and her lips would press against my neck. At times she would bite her lip and my body would tingle at the idea of her biting me.

Flashback:

Bella had been sitting on Edwards lap as he discussed the idea of actually going to Joinville, A two, almost three hour drive from home. Bella shifted slightly and lowered her face against Edwards chest. Indicating she must be tired, It was almost 1 AM after all.

"I better get this girl to bed."

"Ha- Edward, we will talk about this in the morning, get a good nights sleep son."

Carlisle smiled and took Esme's hand as she looked at Edward with a serious glare. She was against the idea of him leaving home and staying at a Hotel for a day, or two.

Carlisle though, wanted him to go, saying it would be a good impression on the other doctors and maybe get the attention of someone in the higher areas. After all, it was all volunteer work.

Later, in the guest room, Edward hummed softly as he waited for Bella to fall asleep. Bella had other plans as she stared at Edward and lowered her face, her head resting on his chest.

Sometimes Edward wondered what would it cost if they did go out, what if he did want a relationship with Bella that didnt involve only comforting her. It involved his feelings to be out, her feelings. Love.

Bella grabbed him from his thoughts as she gripped his shirt and crawled into his lap, her body laying over his as she murmured a 'No' against his neck. He raised a brow and patted her back.

"No?"

She wrapped her arms around his neck and tightened her grip, his breath leaving him as he gasped and choked. His own hands coming up to pry hers from his neck.

"Bella... I have to go, it will do good for my career."

She glared down suddenly, taking at leap at her anger as she leaned down and did something she had done a long time back. Her teeth bit down on his flesh and he cried out, although, when his hands tangled in her hair, he pulled her closer. His pants tightening without his consent and Bella suddenly was off of him and pushing herself at the wall.

"Oh god."

He grabbed a pillow and put it on his lap as he looked at Bella with a helpless expression.

"Bella, no no.. im so sorry. I didn't mean too. Im so so sorry!"

He kept saying as his eyes left hers and he looked down, afraid to go anywhere near her. He couldnt help his reaction, the first time she had done such a thing, he was taken by complete surprise. And her teeth had truly bruised his neck. This time though, she hadn't pressed so hard and the pain was at the point of pleasure.

He couldn't be more relieved as Bella crawled back on the bed and laid by his side, her hand clinging to his shirt.

He hadn't volunteered that next day-

End Flashback

"Edward!"

I turned to the voice and was once again, mesmerized by her deep orbs. The feeling to go over and kiss her senseless was over me again and my fists clenched at my side as I slowly regained control of my body's actions.

"I'm not going in tomorrow; we can spend the day together."

Her breathtaking smile lit up her face and I chuckled as I stepped forward and sat beside her, rolling back and letting the pillow shape against my head. Bellas form curled against me as she grabbed the cut out paper and showed it to me. I took her wrist and tugged her hand away from my face so I could have a clearer image of the shape.

"Ohh, A snowflake. Its beautiful Bella, just like you."

She smiled at me and set the flake against my nightstand. Watching it for a moment before turning back to me. While I was laying down, she was sitting beside my head. Her small hands running over my hair. I closed my eyes and hummed softly.

"Thats feels wonderful, love."

Her fingers stilled and my eyes snapped open. I had called her love. I did many things around her I normally wouldn't have. I was never so out of it before. But deep down. I knew I was falling for the girl I comforted at night.

The girl that cried out my name when nightmares were too much. The girl that clung to me when a man whistled out to her when we walked by the shores. The girl whos lips would run innocently down my neck, without having a clue to what it was doing to me. The girl who dismissed my uncontrollable erection when it formed against her bottom. The girl with the deepest brown eyes I've ever fell in love with.

Bella.

That's when a thought hit me.

"Bella, what's your last name?"

Her shoulders shrugged as she turned away and bit on her bottom lip. I smiled and my arms went to gently wrap around her wrists, pulling her down as my lips brushed against her cheek.

"Tell me."

Bella closed her eyes and turned her face away. She continually did this, turning her face away from me and closing her eyes. Ignoring me.

KNOCK, KNOCK, KNOCK.

I let go of Bella and turned towards my door, a hand was banging against the door, but the person hid itself against the side of the wall.

"You can come in."

"Good."

Jacob walked in and strolled over to my bed, plopping himself on the grown as he looked up at Bella and winked before turning to me and giving me a nod.

"Just came by to see how Bella was doing. I'm going down to the main town. Wont be back until later tonight."

I looked at Bella to see her reaction and her eyes widened before she jumped at Jacob, his body flying backwards as his arm wrapped around her waist. His laughter being heard down the stairs as he poked at her sides and kissed her forehead.

"Girl, ima have to teach you a little lesson on jumping at us good looking men!"

She blushed and looked over at me as she got comfortable on his lap. I fumed silently, turning away to stare at the snowflake on my nightstand. I picked at my fabric as Jacob and Bella talked back and forth. Jacob asking simply yes and no questions where she would nod, with the other rare ones she would answer with one word.

I wanted to be like that. I wanted her to be happy with me, to trust me. The forbidden thoughts taking complete notions in my mind. Bella was beautiful, she was perfect. My jealous would surely break her small trust in me though. I growled in frustration before turning back to the two on the ground.

"You like her."

I lifted my gaze to Jacob and didn't bother to hide it as I nodded.

"More then I should. By the way, what's her last name?"

"Swan.. Her adopted last name I cant pronounce. Some weird Heiladiana crap."

I raised a brow and lifted my lips before looking at Bella, her face lifted towards me as she grinned. I wondered if she was happy to know if I liked her. Maybe she liked me too. Who could know. I regretted not being the man she needed. I couldn't be, my job came before anything. I couldn't let down Carlisle. Not after everything he´s done for me.

"Your wrong. Whatever your thinking, your wrong."

I didn't say anything, maybe Jacob wasn't such a bad kid. I looked down and saw how his hand lingered by Bella's side and I knew then.

"You love her."

"Have since she stole my crayons from my hand and said sharing is caring."

I smiled at the vision and lowered my eyes. I had no chance. I took a breath and turned away. My lips thinning out as I pressed them together.

"Well, I best be going. Bella take care, ok? Edward, I trust you to take care of her. I saw...him... the other day. Careful. He is really wanting her back."

I nodded my head and waited for him to leave the room. Turning to look at Bella as she stared at me. Slowly the tears came, they rolled down her cheeks as she whimpered and bit on her bottom lip.

"Bella?"

"Don't... Don't... Be mad."

"Oh, honey. I'm not mad. Why would you think that?"

She slowly got to her feet and crawled to me. My hips cradling her bottom perfectly as I gulped. Her body leaning closer to me as her delicate finger brushed over my eyebrow. And then only did I notice how my eyes were narrowed. My body tensed and my fists pressed tightly against my legs. I was hardly breathing!

I gasped and untensed my ridged body. My lips parting as she continued to trace my face.

"Bella, you don't. You don't know how...Jealous I get. How badly it is to resist you. You're so beautiful."

She looked down to my chest and pressed a cool hand against my abs. Her brown eyes gazing into my green ones as she leaned closer still.

"I don't love Jake."

Her sentence was so clearly spoken, no stuttered word, no hesitation that I believed it then and there. And as her lips bit down on her lushful bottom one. I didn't lose control. I let it go willingly.

My lips crashed against hers as my large hands pressed on her waist. The waist that Jacob had ran his hands over. I tightened my hold at the thought and pulled her closer so her chest was pressing against mine. She held still, a small gasp escaping her lips before she returned the kiss. Softly. Soon I started to relax my aggressive attack. My lips caressing hers as I moaned at her taste, my tongue running over her pink lips.

She came on top of me then, her legs straddling me. This time was different though. This time she knew what it was doing to me. This time it wasn't innocent and I felt myself harden at the mere thought of it.

I pulled her closer and grinded my hips against her core and started to trail my kisses down her throat. My lips suckling and nipping at her smooth flesh. So entranced by the idea of being with Bella, I hadn't noticed her hesitate and freeze. Nor did I notice that when I pulled her down on the bed and got on top of her that she cried out in fear, not pleasure. What pulled me out of my trance was the tiny whimper that ran over her tongue. My head came up from her collarbone as I searched her eyes.

There, deep down I saw the fear. The memories of what had happened and the knowledge of what would happen now. I quickly jumped off of her and pulled her up.

"Bella, Bella! Honey, That was uncalled for, I'm so sorry."

When she didn't do anything. Her head turned away from me. I lost all hope. I put her down and ran away. I rushed into the bathroom and sank to the floor. My hands running over my hair as I let the tears come. I wasn't much better then that bastard who had adopted her.

"Edward."

"Bella, stay away from me."

A small whimper was heard as I lifted my head and Bella was walking over to me. Her body kneeling down as her arms wrapped around me.

"Never."