It was about 8:30 P.M and all the greasers (excluding Johnny Vincent) were all hanging around their favorite alleyway. Vance and Lefty were both discussing who the hottest girl in Bullworth was, Lucky was calming Ricky down from his usual sob story about his girlfriend, Hal was eating a cheeseburger, Norton was sighing deeply over the fact that Jimmy Hopkins had taken his virginity in a kinky game of "Pin the Tail on the Donkey", and Peanut had finally convinced himself to take up smoking so that he could try to ease the pain of being completely unaware of how Johnny Vincent felt about him. It was a nasty habit, but he was to the point of where he almost didn't care anymore about his health. While leaning up against the first wall of the alleyway with a cigarette in his mouth and his hands in his pockets, he brooded over Johnny.
I wonder how the whole "meeting" with Johnny and Chad is going.....I already know that Lola cheated on Johnny with Chad. How do I know? Because Lola is too loose to stay with only one person. Hell, I wouldn't be surprised if she took part in a gangbang with all the goddamn preppies! That STD infested whore doesn't deserve to be with him! He deserves somebody that will truly love and cherish him....like me.
Suddenly, out of nowhere, Jimmy Hopkins arrived a red racer. "Alright, Vance, tell me what you guys did with the preppies' trophies". Peanut dropped his cigarette, squashed it with his boot and turned with the rest of the greasers to face Jimmy. Even though his gang was being accused of stealing at the moment, Peanut didn't seem to care.
Lola's a fucking slut! I don't get why Johnny's so convinced that he loves her. She's never actually showed him any true feeling of love. Saying "I Love You" isn't enough. You have to actually prove that you do! And why Johnny's been so affectionate lately....I don't know....That's it. Next time I can get Johnny alone, I'm going to talk to him about this. I'm madly in love with him and I can't stand wondering how he feels about me...not to mention that I'm sick and tired of fucking Lola screwing everything up. I've made up my mind. Next time I see Johnny, I'm getting him alone and asking him what's going on.
The sound of Jimmy riding away on his bike broke Peanut out of his thoughts. The air had been cleared and all of the greasers has gotten back to what they were doing before Jimmy showed up. About thirty more minutes had passed and the boys spotted Johnny Vincent riding on his bike towards them. His facial expression made everybody groan.
He exited his bike and walked toward the group. "What are you all looking at?!". They all except Peanut turned away. "Johnny, what's wrong with you?".
Johnny sighed and slowly replied with, "I broke up with Lola". Every single one of the boys looked at Johnny in deep amazement. "Wait, you FINALLY broke up with her?" spat out by Lucky. Johnny glared at him and replied with, "Yeah, yeah, don't rub it in".
Lucky apologized and looked down at his feet. Johnny let out another sigh and said, "If it isn't any trouble, can I get some time to myself?". Peanut's heart leapt as he knew that this was the perfect time to speak with Johnny. Usually whenever Johnny asked for alone time, he usually allowed Peanut to stay since he more than likely always needed somebody to talk to.
Lucky, Hal, Vance, Lefty, Ricky, and Norton all walked away, leaving Johnny and Peanut alone. "Is it okay if I stay, Johnny?". Johnny looked at his friend and simply replied with, "Of course, do you even need to ask?". Johnny then leaned against the same wall with Peanut.
Johnny sighed heavily. "I dunno what to do, Larry. I thought I loved her, but now I just don't know". This time Peanut sighed. "Johnny, Lola's a slut. You don't need her to be happy".
Johnny turned his head to view his friend. "But I do, though. Lola claimed that she loved me, the only person who actually has...". "But, you have many people that love you Johnny, and even though Lola isn't one of the people, you still have people who care about you". Johnny turned away and bitterly replied with, "You don't know what love is, Larry...you can't tell me that people actually think I'm worth something".
What...the....FUCK? Did he just tell me that I didn't know what love is?! Is he for-fucking-real?!?!
Peanut snapped. He couldn't believe that Johnny could've said something like that. Peanut always got very angry whenever Johnny was in one of his "nobody loves me" moods. This time, however, he had had enough of hiding.
I can't it anymore!!!! I'm sick and tired of hiding! All these years I've wasted of hiding my true feelings have destroyed me! And now Johnny is convinced that nobody cares about him! I FUCKING hate what I've done!!!!!!!!
"HOW CAN YOU FUCKING SAY THAT I DUNNO WHAT LOVE IS?! IF ANYBODY DOESN'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS, IT'S YOU!! YOU THINK YOU'RE IN LOVE WITH A SKANK THAT'S HAD MORE DICK THAN AN OLD WOMAN THAT CONSTANTLY READS "MOBY DICK"!! HOW FUCK IS THAT LOVE?!". Johnny's face burned with fire. "It isn't like anybody fucking loves me anyway!! How am I supposed to know that you know what love is then?!?!". "I DO!......I fucking LOVE you, Johnny Vincent...I've always loved you. Ever since that night I spent the night with you because you were scared...your parents beat you to the point that you had a black eye...so I hugged you and let you know that everything was okay and ever since that moment I realized that I'm truly in love with you. I have NEVER found any interest in girls, whatsoever. AND ALL THIS FUCKING TIME, YOU WASTED YOUR LIFE WITH A WHORE INSTEAD ME, A PERSON WHO WOULDN'T CHEAT ON YOU, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN HERE..BUT YOU WOULD RATHER HAVE HER....."
Johnny was in absolute shock. Peanut had screamed so hard that his body was now shaking uncontrollably. Also, to make matters worse, tears were flowing down his face as if he didn't know how to stop. Unable to think of what to do next, Peanut turned away from Johnny and walked rapidly down the street, violently kicking trashcans out of his path.
Once Peanut was out of sight, Johnny turned to his left and pounded the living fuck out of a bunch of trashcans in the alleyway. Whenever all of the trashcans were completely totaled, Johnny lost use in his legs and fell to his ass. He started to violently shake and twitch. He was glad that he was alone, because he could no longer hold back his loud sobs.
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Yay! Peanut finally told Johnny how he felt! =D Now we just need to know what Johnny's input is. So....the very next chapter is going to have two parts. One from Peanut's POV and the other from Johnny's. So....there will be TWO new chapters (well...actually more of a sub chapter, but still) tommorrow. =P