Johnny Vincent had eventually dozed off after sitting in an alleyway for well over an hour, contemplating how the evening had ended. Surprisingly, nobody had robbed him of any money or clothing. He has the one of the most respected people in the neighborhood, even though absolutely NOBODY liked his posse' maybe except for him and Peanut. However, the lack of robbery wasn't the main thing on his mind.
So.....all this time....all these years I was so convinced that nobody cared about me...Larry loved me? Larry.......the guy everybody nicknamed Peanut for some random reason? My best friend......? How did I never see it before?
Johnny watched his fingers move, unable to make any other kind of movement. The overwhelming feeling of agony killed him. He was absolutely numb. Johnny Vincent couldn't hardly breathe without thinking about Peanut.
I'm such a monster. Here I've been....completely unaware that Larry felt this way about me......the exact same way I feel about him. I thought Lola was my example of true love....but I couldn't have been more wrong. I don't give a damn about Lola and I don't think I ever did. I want Larry. I need him....but..I'm scared. I felt this way about Lola, and it turns out I never loved her...what if this is the same feeling I've got for him? What if I only think I love him? I'm so confused....did I ever even like girls in general? Lola's the only girl I've ever dated (and still found no actual appeal) and every other girl I've completely found no interest in at all. And even with Lola, I never once fantasized about her at all....
This made Johnny think of a brilliant idea. Since his sexuality had been an issue that had puzzled him all his life, he decided to do something that he had never thought of doing in his entire life: He was going to see which sex attracted him more. Since all his friends were currently in school, he decided to head over to the Tenements. Alone time was all he needed to find out who the real Johnny Vincent was.
Once he finally had made his way inside the Tenements, he checked the entire building to see if he was in fact the only person there. Nobody home. When he was secure enough to believe that nobody else was home, he cleared his mind. After what seemed to be hours, his mind had finally been 100% blank.
Then he unzipped his zipper and exposed himself to the inside walls of the Tenements. He decided to first think about the sex that usually never did anything for him: girls. He pictured Lola wearing nothing but fishnets and black high-heeled boots. She was grinding against a slick, metal pole.
Nothing except utter disgust. But Johnny didn't give up just yet. Then he pictured a large breasted blonde having sex with Lola. When that didn't affect him, he imagined more girls joining in, turning it into a huge orgy.
Still nothing. Johnny had eventually given up on thinking about girls. So then he decided to turn his entire focus on boys. He pictured a nude Peanut twisting and turning in Johnny's bed, moaning and groaning while feeling the comfort of his bed.
There it was. All the blood had finally been rushed to one part of Johnny's body. The fantasies didn't want to stop arriving in his head. The longer they lasted, the harder he became.
Johnny finally caved in and grabbed himself. He wasn't wearing his gloves, so the sweat coming from his hand was all the lube he needed. His hand began to grind his erection up and down slowly. Then the fantasies became even kinkier.
Now Peanut was dressed in an extremely tight leather bondage suit with what seemed to be a police cap to go with the outfit. His hand had now gone from a slow and steady pace to a ridiculously fast speed. The incredibly sexy fantasy of Peanut hanging upside down as Johnny thrusted him had been the one out of a hundred to finally do the trick. Johnny finally came all over the peeling wall of the living room inside of the Tenements.
As soon as his heart beat calmed down, he zipped his pants back and headed for the bathroom to locate some towels. Once he succeeded in finding some, he made his way back to the living room and wiped the wall clean of any substance that had come from his body. After he was sure that the wall was clean, he checked his watch. It was only 2:36 P.M, thirty minutes since he had first made his way into the Tenements.
Okay..so I'm gay. Well...THIS fucking sucks. All of these years of trying to convince myself that I was somebody that I wasn't, it's all out now. I'm 100% gay..completely unattracted to girls. Well...bet my parents never expected me to be this way, huh? I wonder how Larry was able to find out that he was gay earlier than I did......Larry.....
Johnny lowered himself to the floor. Now that he knew for a fact that he was a homosexual, he was almost sure that his feelings for Peanut were real. However, he was still scared out of his mind that he may not actually be in love with Peanut. He still had some things to go over in his mind, but he was determined to figure it all out before the end of the day.
I know that I'm definitely attracted to Larry sexually, but is there more to it than just that?
Johnny Vincent was now flat on his back. The ceiling seem to be the only thing he could keep his eyes on. Even though, it was hard to keep his eyes open. This feeling expanded, and Johnny eventually fell asleep.
/Why the...am I in my house? It is! There's the kitchen...and the bathroom and my room! Mom, Dad, I'm home- CRACK! Ow..oh my god..stop...please..stop..AH!!
~ZOOM!~
"Johnny? Where are you?" What the fuck? I'm in my room now? Wait..there's me! Whoa, I look so young here! I'm...bloody..and I have a black eye...I remember this night... I can't hear anything anymore....Wait, Larry's in my room! I'm crying...Larry's wrapping his arms around me...wow..I such a fucking idiot...thinking he didn't love me. Wait! I can hear now! "I'll always be here for you, Johnny....." Larry... What the FUCK? I can't hear anything anymore! Wait...I hear a heart beating....I'm talking now..wait...no...my heart's talking..."I....Love....You.."./
Johnny's eyes slowly opened to see that he was still alone in the Tenements, staring at the ceiling. He realized that his eyes were soaked with tears upon waking up. He sat up. This the first time he had ever had a dream like this.
I DO love him.......no more wondering around....I really am in love with Larry....I never had a dream like that before....whenever I thought I liked girls, I never once had a dream like that about Lola..in fact...I've never had a dream the even had a girl in it before...HOW THE FUCK DID I THINK I WAS STRAIGHT?! Jeez...it's been so obvious that I was gay all along...and my feelings for Larry.....they're not just feelings. They're a part of me. I'd die if anything ever happened to him....He means...the world to me.... I'm in love with Larry, or also known as Peanut among other students....
Johnny broke out of his trance so he could check his watch. It was now 3:47 A.M. Johnny couldn't believe that he had overslept that long. His mind wondered everywhere.
Holy SHIT! Where the fuck is everybody?!
Johnny checked the entire building. Nobody home. He roamed town for a little while. Nobody.
Then he hopped aboard his bike and made his way to the school. Upon arriving, the first thing he noticed was that a bunch of students were staggering outside of the school as if they were all heavily intoxicated. He rode his bike to the first steps of the school and hopped off. He then noticed Hal standing over a trashcan, puking his guts out.
"Hal! Where's Larry?". Hal looked up, mouth hanging open. "Urg..who?". "Peanut! Where's Peanut?".
Hal nodded weakly and somehow let out, "Cafeteria". Johnny thanked him and sprinted towards the inside of the building. The sight that greeted Johnny was shocking. Several students were passed out on the floor and about five were up staggering.
Trying to ignore the gruesome sight, Johnny Vincent made his way to the Cafeteria. More bodies greeted him. After about four minutes of searching, he found Larry passed out with his left hand on a seat to one of the tables. "LARRY!!".
Johnny sprinted to the place that his friend rested. He tried to shake him awake. "Larry! Wake up....WAKE UP!". No response.
Johnny couldn't believe that Peanut would go out and do drugs like this, but instead of being angry, Johnny just decided to help his friend out anyway he could. He placed his arms under his body and lifted him. Johnny couldn't believe how strong he was. He made his way outside the cafeteria, then outside the school, and then outside Bullworth Academy.
Johnny gently placed Peanut's unconscious body of the ground. He stared at his friend for a minute and then he ran back inside Bullworth to retrieve his bike. A few seconds later, he returned and hopped off of his bike. Johnny, again, lifted Peanut's body, but this time he sat him on the seat of his bike.
Johnny quickly hopped back onto his bike. He figured that if he let Peanut lean against his back while seated on the bike while Johnny drove mid-air, he would manage to get him to the Blue Balls building. He knew that it was Jimmy's property, but he didn't care at the moment. Johnny began the risky ride home.
Larry.......
