She sat in room Monday night, writing on a page of looseleaf paper. It was her second or third sheet, already, words pouring out from her soul and onto the paper. God knew how pissed off he would be after reading this. She was telling him in a letter. A text was practically against the rules, what would she say in that - hey its miley, i got knocked up n had a daughter. i understand if you hate me? Yeah, that idea wasn't her ideal message, plus it was much to big of a topic for a text message. She couldn't tell him either, in fear of his reactions.

Each word she wrote broke herself a little more. She tried to picture his reaction but all she was able to picture was a look of fear, a look of hate.

But she couldn't put it off any longer. It should be sooner or later, because even if she did wait just a few more days, it would only get worse. She would give it to him tomorrow, she had to.

"Please forgive me," she whispered once before folding the papers together and slipping them in an envelope along with a picture of the two of them. Only fate would decide their destiny.

"So, how are you?" Nick asked as he accompanied Miley to her locker.

"I'm great. You get your surprise later," she winked. "How are you?"

"I'm good."

"That's great," Miley sighed. It would be her who ruined the bad mood later today. She gave him a hug, "I love you so much."

"I love you too, Miles," he giggled, pulling her closer. "What was that for?"

"Just for being there. You're the best person I've ever met in my life."

"I love you, Mi. You know that."

"I love you too, Nicky. And I always will, forever," she said, digging her face in his chest.

"Miley, where is this coming from?" Nick wrinkled his eyebrows.

"You'll see..." she promised.

She contemplated giving it to him but knew she would have to. It was no longer a choice. It had to be now. Looking at the blue envelope she kissed it, hoping for the best. The papers inside contained her soul, they were what she really thought. Slowly, she slipped the papers in his locker, walking away, out of the school. She now had a past.

BORING! I mean, seriously, complete block. but, next chapter is SOO much better & will be out later today or tomorrow depending on how many reviews i get. i swear! [; & it will be a lot longer.