He
gazed at their beauty a moment longer before tracing his eyes back to
Morgra's warm amber visionaries.
"Morgra,
my dear friend, I do not even know myself how I can be as poised as
this..."
He puzzled
himself. He seldom thought about anything. He was numb inside,
because of his past.
"I
hate being like that..." Morgra's'
sad eyes narrowed. She hated seeing the varg suffer. As she used to
make them suffer. The evil had almost faded out of her. Only a shadow
follows her now. A shadow of torment and despair. She mournfully
placed a paw on his. And gazed into his orbs. She felt a painful
devotion stirring inside her. All she could say was
"That's
the past."
She
forgave him. He looked at her in slight disbelief. He felt a
throbbing pain in him and he desperately wanted to tell her
something. But of course nobody would want him. Especially not
someone as magnificent as Morgra. He sighed and nuzzled her cheek
fondly. All he could manage to say before his velvet voice broke off
was...
"Yes....it
is".
He placed
his other paw over hers. He felt the friction between them as their
paws pressed together and smiled a little.
His
second paw sent a warm shiver down her spine. It made her hackles
stand up and strange adrenaline immense. It was silent for a while
between the two as they desperately stared for answers. Morgra
watched the past in his eyes. His memories flicker just as hers' did.
She too had an urge to say something. Not along the sentence, but far
out of the question. A devoted promise. She sighed and parted her
soft maw to speak, only to pause and think again. "Morgra....
I have to tell you something... which might make you run away from
me... Like the others did.... But I trust you enough to tell
you...."
Inferno
took away his two paws and let purple flames crackle around them,
fizzling into mere sparks at his elbows and starting again in a
thrust of static at the tips of his claws once more.
"I'm
not a mortal wolf.... More of.... a demon, I'd say..... I'm a
spirit... The spirit and protector of fire and all it holds...."
He
struggled to explain. He decided to morph into an inferno of flames.
He was crimson red all around, the brown fur recoiling into him, and
real fire singing the tips. His eyes turned a blood-curdling black
throughout the whole slit of his eyeball. He sighed and let flames
erupt around him, in a large circle. He lifted from the floor as
hard, bony wings sprouted from his back and widened out. He looked
even fiercer than a Phoenix would. Morgra
was inarticulate. She did back away slightly, as the flames were too
hot for her even though the vast winter stung her, the fire was too
much to bear. The pyre that embraced the varg, well daemon was
flecked. Morgra's eyes had opened wide. Her back leaned away and she
cried. She started to shake her head. And turned around, she began to
walk away but looked back at the fire. She devoted him too much.
Instead, for safer bounds she stayed a few yards away. Though the
fire caused a blaring sound Morgra spoke;
"It
is not something I can fear. Tor and Fenris have made those rare.
Which, luckily enough, you are one." She
wrinkled her nose as the fire spat. "Yet,
have you ever been mortal?" His
eyes were unblinking, knowing that Morgra so desperately wanted to
leave him. He let his head fall back and a howl calmly chorused
through his lungs and out his maw. Slowly but surely, he calmed, and
soon enough, he was normal again, just the sparks of his inferno form
left behind him as he weakly fell to the floor, startled at how much
was taken out of him.
"I....yeah...S'
pose..."
He
glanced up at her as she spoke the words "mortal." It had
been so long since he'd been one that the words stung. But he
answered all the same.
"Yes....once....I
was....a normal wolf... but a mage named Phalin....came and ruined
that...now...I'm immortal....disgusting....inhuman...a mistake...."
Morgra
nodded slightly. She felt a desperate pang of guilt and sorrow for
the ... soul. Broken and disturbed. When she saw that Inferno was
himself again she rejoined him at his side. Placing a paw on his
shoulder, it stung her pad slightly from the fire. She reacted
sharply, but they placed it down again.
"I'm
so sorry," Inferno
sighed. He
backed away from Morgra when he scorched her and plunged into the
river. He arose after a moment, all signs of fire gone from him.
Morgra stared at the ground.
"Sometimes
the past is like living in hell. You would love to throw Wolfbane
itself into lava. I too have lived in a shadow or torture."
Morgra
closed her eyes and sighed. "Inferno,
do try and forget. I try not remember my past, but at times it washed
back to me. I try and get a closer varg to distract me."
Morgra
walked towards Inferno again staring into his orbs.
