Hey guys chapter 3 is up
soz it took so long and thanks for reviewing guys.
Murata sat on the swings in the pouring rain, drenched head to toe … thinking.
Why do I bother, why do even care about José or anyone else for that matter, its not like anyone cares for me. Why do I put myself through all this agony and pain, for what really? To have my heart broken and ripped into pieces. NO I promised myself that I wasn't going to make the same mistake, all the others made … Its always the same routine. We push them away and eventually fall in love, we trust them and they betray us we give them our heart and they return it in tiny shredded pieces and then we die only to make the same mistakes again… its like my whole existence is a joke a cruel joke Shinou formed for his own entertainment… yeah that seems like his kind of humor.
"Why don't you just kill me now" He yelled out angrily "Or haven't you finished playing with me yet"
"Aren't you just a big ray of sunshine" someone commented sarcastically from behind him.
Murata who was shocked that there was someone else out in the rain, behind him of all places turned around quickly forgetting his was on the swings, he lost his footing falling backwards now fully covered in mud he faced the newcomer.
"That's a nice look for you" he commented through fits of laughter
Murata glared at him "What do you want" he spat at the boy
"Well last time I checked this was a public park" the boy smirked
"Maybe you should leave since I was here first" Murata argued childishly
"If anyone should leave its you" He retorted
Murata's glared turned into a poignant expression as he got up and started to walk away
"Hey where are you going?" the other boy practically yelled running to catch up with Murata.
"Well Shori… I think you're right, I should be going … I'm obviously not welcome" he said sadly
Shori paused for a moment "Well … errr… Ken I was… ummm… joking … it's a public park"
Murata stopped walking and turned around to face him "Why are you following me?"
"Just making sure that you go somewhere dry, you'll catch a cold or worse if you stay out here any longer, you really should think about the consequences of your actions" Shori scolded
"Why is it any of your business" Murata yelled
"Because you're a friend of Yuuri's" Shori answered immediately
"Well I wish I wasn't" is all he yelled over his shoulder before breaking into a run and for a teenager who doesn't play sport he was pretty fast.
When Murata finally stopped, he was quite far from the park. He just sat down back against a tree and cried once again, the rain helped it made him seem less pathetic than he felt.
That's when the snow started to fall, just my luck he thought sarcastically I'm all alone with no where to go, and its snowing … what the hell am I doing?
The tears started pouring heavier now and he couldn't stop them from falling thinking about all his past mistakes and how right now his life was so screwed up.
He didn't know how long he sat there before he started to freeze, he really didn't feel well he was getting a searing headache and was starting to black out, this was just not his night he thought when he felt a pair of arms around him, murmuring words of comfort.
"It's going to be ok"
"You idiot why did you come here alone"
"You could have gotten hurt or worse"
Murata looked up "Why do you care?" he whispered darkness taking over
The other boy murmured something which Murata couldn't hear for he blacked out, only to reawaken a few days later, to find himself in his room.
Was it all a dream?
It couldn't be, he felt like shit… so that was an obvious sign that he really was stupid enough to out in the rain.
"What happened?" he asked out loud
"Well you were stupid enough to get yourself sick" Shori walked in holding a tray, putting it on the bedside table before sitting next to the bed "Are you suicidal or something?" he asked seriously
"What where did you get that idea?" Murata asked frowning
"You could have gotten seriously hurt" Shori reprimanded
"yeah I know, you didn't stop repeating it … but I was just having an off day, that's all … a one time thing, I simply over reacted" Ken stated
Shori frowned "You know that it's not good to keep all your feelings bottled up"
"I'm not" was the only answer he received
"Maybe you should talk to someone" Shori suggested
"Like a councilor, been there done that, I think I'm perfectly sane and defiantly not suicidal" murata informed him in a very matter of a fact tone.
"That's not what I meant, I mean like talking to a friend" Shori tried once again
"I talk to your brother about a lot of things" Murata said looking confused
"No … I mean … to someone like me …" Shori finally stated
"Why" Murata asked bluntly
"well because I'm just as good a listener as Yuu-chan and I am older so I have a lot of wisdom I can share with …" Shori started but Murata cut him off
"No, I mean why do you care, we've never been friends and you've never really acted like you liked me, so why the sudden change … is it because of yuuri, is it Pity, is it because you're bored… I just don't understand your motives" He questioned looking perplexed
Shori opened him mouth to say something but nothing came out
"Because I don't want any of that, I don't want your pity, I don't want to be something that you used just to get closer to your brother, I don't want to be a toy for your amusement …"
Murata was cut off by a pair of lips covering his.
"I'll tell you what your problem is, you don't trust people … you don't let people too close to you, have you ever thought that the reason I'm helping you is because I actually like you… Ken" Shori whispered against Murata's lips before pulling away as the sound of footsteps approached.
soz its petty short hope u like it
Jade