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It doesn't hurt me.
You wanna feel how it feels?
You wanna know, know that it doesn't hurt me?
You wanna hear about the deal I'm making?
You be running up that hill
You and me be running up that hill
And if I only could,
Make a deal with God,
And get him to swap our places,
Be running up that road,
Be running up that hill,
Be running up that building.
If I only could, oh...
"Running Up That Hill" Placebo
Chapter 1
"Listen to me," Kelly said firmly. "Just stay calm and don't think about what you're doing. He's a stranger to you and he'll remain a stranger. All he has to do is plant his seed in you a few times, and hopefully you'll get pregnant."
Kelly Murphy was a woman in her mid-forties whom I considered more like a mother to me. My real mom was a very weak woman, Lydia James. She didn't have that fire within her soul that people say I have obtained, although I guess you could blame that on my father. Kelly had been the one to mother me when Lydia was beaten or injured. She loved me as her own and vice versa.
"How do you know he'll cooperate?" I questioned.
"He doesn't have much say in the matter," she said grimly. "Dan has him chained to a bed with rope in his mouth. He can't speak or move. He's even already undressed. They expect you to just take control. You're to go to him about three times every night."
I was horrified; Nathan must have been terrified.
"Kelly," I whispered.
"Yes, angel?" she said tenderly.
"I'm scared," I whispered through my tears.
"I know you are sweetheart. But this has to be done," she explained. "It will be over before you know it. You ready to go in?"
"Yes," I said after a few moments of silence. We were standing outside the door, but I was still nervous to go inside. Kelly gave me a little nudge, and with that, I entered.
When I was inside the room, I made it a purpose not to look at him as I shut the door. I heard a rattling come from the bed.
"My name's Haley," I said as I stared at the floor. "You're probably wondering what you're doing chained to a bed. It's better if you know as little as possible, though."
Again, the chains rattled. It was more forceful this time.
"I have to be with child as soon as possible, and you've been the one chosen to do so. I don't like this anymore than you, but it has to be done."
The chains clattered so viciously this time that I had no choice but to look up. When I did, I realized my mistake.
He was magnificent. He was spread out on the bed like a snow angel, his clothing removed. His arms and legs were chained to the posts on the bed. His face looked as if it was sculpted like a Greek god. He had raven black hair and his eyes…dear lord his eyes showed his fury.
They were almost black with anger. He was writhing on the bed, trying to extract himself from the chains that wouldn't break. His wrists showed the blood and marks he was causing.
"You idiot," I screamed. "Stop making this worse than it is. There's no point in hurting yourself."
He just stared at me with hatred in his eyes and kept trying to remove the chains.
"Look, I don't want to have to do this, okay? But I really don't have a choice—and neither do you."
I started to remove my jeans, wishing he would just look away. But he continued to stare at me with a heated expression. When I went to remove my underwear, however, he glanced away. I was grateful for that, even though I'm sure he didn't do it for me.
When I walked over to the side of the bed, I just stared down at him for a few minutes. Then I climbed on him and straddled his lap.
He didn't like that. He started to buck and thrash; anything he could do to get me off of him. I looked down at him with an annoyed expression.
"Will you just cooperate," I demanded.
His face told me he'd have spit at me if his mouth wasn't covered.
I tried to take him in me, but he was too soft, and I was getting frustrated. I didn't know what to do. I mean, it's not like I was experienced in this sort of thing.
Tears of frustration came to my eyes, as I searched for some solution to my problem. I tried a few more time before I decided to give up. I climbed off him and hurriedly put my clothes back on.
The look of triumph on his face was hard to ignore, and it made me feel all the more worse. I ran out of there as fast as I could and headed for Kelly's room. She would know what to do.
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Next chapter: When haley goes back to see nathan, will she be sucesessful?
