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Hate is a strong word
But I really really really don't like you
"Hate" Plain White T's
Chapter 2
After Kelly had given me a few suggestions on how to…arouse Nathan, I decided to give it another shot. I just had to work up the courage again. As difficult as it was for me, I couldn't imagine how hard it was for Nathan. I felt like the worst person in the world.
Every time I would start to chicken out I would think of my mom. What would happen to her if I disobeyed Dan and my dad?
This was what I had to do. And once I entered into that room again, there was no turning back.
When I opened the door this time, I found him staring up at the ceiling with a brooding look on his face. I could tell he was planning his escape.
His eyes snapped to me as he heard me enter, and once again they turned nearly black with anger. I slipped off my bathrobe to reveal I was naked, and he squeezed his eyes shut.
"You can fight it all you want, Nathan," I said, trying to sound reassured. "But I have on good authority that you won't be able to resist."
He just continued to close his eyes as I persisted.
"You've probably realized I'm a virgin by now." My hand traced a slow path from his chest to his belly. "And in my lack of knowledge I had no idea that you weren't ready for me—that you needed encouragement of some kind."
His eyes were on my face once again, and the anger was squelched by something new. Tension. His whole body had gone tense, and he looked as if he was trying to restrain himself.
My hands went to the very place that would arouse him most—or so Kelly had said. I stared on in amazement as his once soft flesh turned hard. He started to do anything he could to get me off of him, but I just squeezed him tighter.
He realized he was only helping me in my pursuit and went completely still.
"I would never have believed this had I not seen it," I gasped in amazement.
I climbed on to him once again, and just like before he started to thrash. I grabbed on to his hips, and I could feel his nakedness as my body pressed up against his. Once again his body stilled its movement.
As I crawled up his body, I heard a groan come for the back of his throat. I stopped instantly. Was I hurting him?
When I felt he was ready, I tried to take him inside me. He was hard enough to penetrate, but the pain that I felt caused a whimper to escape me.
Our eyes met for a few seconds as tears poured down my face, and for a split second I could see the sympathy in his eyes. Then it was gone, replaced by anger and arousal.
I started to move like Kelly had told me to do, even though the pain was still there. He remained unmoving however, but that didn't discourage me. Kelly had said he couldn't deny me for that long if he was already inside me.
And she was right. Eventually, he started to move. His eyes still held their anger, but they also had a bit of self disgust. He felt his body was traitorous.
His features were harsh as he poured his seed into me. I cried out as it happened and let him fill me completely.
"I'm glad it was you," I whispered to him before I left, but his eyes only showed the pure hatred he had for me.
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Sadie
