He's like the wind… Chapter Two….
Serena sat at her computer I her bedroom and stared at the blank word document. She couldn't stop her mind from racing with thoughts of him and she certainly couldn't concentrate on her writing. She closed the file and began looking through her other documents. The mouse fell onto one certain document and as she opened it she almost immediately closed it. This story was of one she had written almost two years ago about how her heart had shattered into a thousand pieces. This story was about her love for Darien.
Standing she paced around her room. A shower was what she needed. As she bathed she thought of what he was doing here, sitting in her front room unannounced. Why hadn't he told her? Mind you, they hadn't really been on talking terms for a year, so he had no reason to. But he did, because he was here, again, ready to break her walls down again. Drying her hair she looked at herself in the full-length mirror. Slowly she let the towel around her body fall to the floor. She starred at her pale white skin and felt herself become angry. Wasn't she pretty? Andrew always said she was. But Darien, he never uttered a word to her about her looks. Maybe he thought she was ugly and that was why he didn't want her. Shaking her head she quickly pulled the towel back round her and tip toed to her room. Sitting on her bed she looked into her wardrobe and pulled out a white strap top with a cat on the front. She pulled on a pair of jeans with holes throughout the legs. She pulled her hair up off her face and into a high pony and applied her usual dark make-up. Sighing at her reflection in the mirror she headed downstairs to face the music.
As she walked through the door she watched Darien move up a seat so she could sit next to him. Smiling in appreciation she sat next to him, rigid and stiff not knowing how to act around him. She stared blankly at the TV and the film everyone else was laughing at. She didn't really pay it much attention; just the occasional laugh to make sure her family knew she was all right. As she sat there trying to concentrate on the film her mind was swirling with the effort. All she could feel was his presence next to hers, his masculine scent and his occasional movements. If she paid enough notice to those small movements her mind would tell her that he was moving closer.
Darien sat next to the beauty he had come to miss in the time he had been at home. Now he couldn't believe how much she had grown up. He had regretted leaving her the way he had, especially with the history that the two had once shared, but he had a girlfriend. He still did now but when he sat next to the blonde angel faced beauty he couldn't care less. His mind was telling him that what he was thinking and feeling was incredibly wrong, but again, he didn't care. All he wanted to was to be happy and content in the world that is right here and now. He didn't want to have to think about the responsibilities and commitments he had made back home. He wanted to think about making the splendour next to him as happy as he could in the short time he was here.
After what seemed like an hour since Serena had sat next to him he began to feel increasingly uncomfortable, especially when she didn't notice his small attempts to gain her attention to strike up a conversation and his sly attempts of moving closer to her. He couldn't move any closer to her now; if he did he would be sitting on her lap. Darien glanced occasionally to her face and watched the absolute concentration that marred her beautiful face. She couldn't have been paying that much concentration to the film, it wasn't all that good to be honest. He refrained a laugh as he watched her look over at him, noticed he was looking at her and watched the little blush appear on her cheeks. He watched as she nervously moved her legs, her hands twitching to do something. His very own hands were also itching to do something, something that he couldn't allow himself to do. Before he could stop himself he prodded her in her side playfully, gaining a yip of shock. He remembered how ticklish she was, he remembered how turned on it made him. He also remembered how happy she had made him.
Receiving a playful slap from Serena Darien laughed and began flicking her on an occasion, making her angry, and watching the redness creep up her neck and stop on her cheeks. He sighed as he remembered all the nights and days he had spent with her for nearly six months. He thoughts about when he realised that it was more then a sexual banter between them for Serena. He remembered being distant from then on, watching her from a distance as the hurt took place. No wonder she was so stiff around him now.
2 years ago…
Serena sat next to Darien on the couch, his hand playfully messing with her long blonde hair. He didn't know what feelings he was bringing up in Serena; Serena thought it was because he thought she was too young. He was after all 21 and she was only 16. She was too young to understand the feelings of love. She hadn't known about it, sure she talked about it with the other girls at her school, but none had actually felt it. Serena was feeling it now, the bliss and the happiness, the complete contentment of being herself in front of him. She looked over to him and smiled at his dark blue eyes as they swirled with what she believed was desire. She looked straight into his eyes as his hand came down and cupped her cheek, his thumb gently caressing the pale skin there. She gulped visibly as he smiled and leaned in, his lips close to touching her own. As his lips smacked down on hers his tongue licked her lip, begging for entrance and Serena obliged. She didn't know what to do. This was her first ever kiss and thoughts of if she was doing it right came to mind, but they were quickly wiped away with a moan that come from her own throat. Her tongue matched his and rubbed against each other, his teeth grating ever so lightly on her lips.
Serena was on edge. Feelings that she had never felt before began to bloom inside her. Her heart raced as his hands cupped her breasts through he white shirt and he gently pulled on the nipples there. Serena gasped unable to keep her calm anymore, her fingers raked down his muscular back and slid under his black shirt gaining a moan from Darien.
Darien leaned into the kiss slowly pushing Serena back against the arm of the couch, into an almost lying down position. His mind was swirling. He knew that what he was doing was wrong but his heart said that this was what he wanted and he knew that it was what Serena was wanting too. When her nails scrapped along his back he pulled away with a little hiss and watched her face as she realised she had hurt him slightly, brushing hair back out of her face he pulled his shirt off and smiled at the intake of breath Serena gave him as she saw his bare chest for the first time. He leaned back down and began kissing her more passionately, his kisses bruising her ever so soft lips. As Serena's hands found their way back to his hair, scratching him on the way, his own hands began to massage her breasts, he moaned as he realised she wasn't wearing a bra underneath. He felt her nipples, strained and begging for attention. He leaned back on his knees and looked down into her eyes that were swirling with lust. She nodded and knew what he wanted to do but wanted her to do.
Serena's hands fell to the buttons on the front of her shirt and began fumbling with the buttons, her hands slightly shaking. Noting this Darien helped with the last buttons and watched with awe as the cloth fell to the sides. His eyes fell onto her perky breast and he felt his waistline tighten more as he leaned down and took one pink nipple into his mouth. His lips, tongue and teeth teased her nipple as Serena raked her hands all over his body. Her hands found the front of his chest and pushed lightly, pushing him back to his knees. He looked down questioning, his senses coming back to him, but his mind was blown as Serena began to fumble with the button on his jeans. Serena had never done anything like this before but she knew in her heart that this was what she wanted, has wanted for a long time.
As his jeans fell to the ground Darien removed his boxers and Serena starred at how ready he was. She began to shake slightly as he removed her clothing so that they were both fully naked. Darien, although nearly fully gone in the passion and heat of the moment, realised when her laid down above her that she was shaking. He looked down into her face and began to pull away, knowing that Serena didn't want to do this, or at leas that was what he thought when her slightly cracked voice reached his ears and her arms firmly placed on his back.
"No, don't go. I want this." Serena said with all the confidence in the world and sighed as his lips came crashing down onto of hers. Soon she was back in the midst of passion as he pulled on her nipples, his mouth crushing hers that it caused her almost no pain when he entered her. She tensed a little at first but soon the overwhelming pleasure he was giving her at his slow pace took away all the pain. All she could think about was how good it felt to be here, with him, doing things she had never dared to dream of. She felt a pressure building inside of her as his pace grew and soon she bit into his shoulder to quieten her cries of pleasure, her hands digging into his shoulder blades as she had her very first orgasm. Darien collapsed on top of her, his breath ragged and edgy. His skin was sticky with sweat, his hair sticking slightly to his forehead as he looked up into her eyes. He kissed her and laid back down on her. He never intended it to go this far, but now that it had happened he didn't regret it. His girlfriend be damned, this was heaven.
After a few minutes he pulled gently away and looked down into the sleeping face of his angel and smiled. He pulled out of her and got dressed, helping her into her underwear and cloths as he went along, careful not to wake her up. As he gently moved her his heart stopped. On the cushion was a small patch of blood. He looked back up into the face of Serena and silently cursed. She had been a virgin before tonight.
Darien sat back on the floor and starred into her peaceful and innocent face. Though she wasn't innocent anymore, because of him. And still no thoughts of regret crept into is head. As he stroked her hair gently he smiled, his heart fluttering with joy that she had given him what she could give to only one man. Sighing he stood up, sadness filling his soul, as tomorrow he had to leave. He didn't wan to, especially not now she had given him so much. But he had to, and he didn't know what to say to her. He leaned down and picked her up gently and carried her upstairs into her bedroom and placed her down on her bed. Leaning down once more he whispered a goodbye and gave her a kiss.
The next morning Serena woke up and felt sore but was happy about it. She hadn't intended them to make love but now that they had, she couldn't regret it. She felt so fulfilled, her heart blossoming with the love she felt towards him. she bounced out of bed, stopping slightly with the pain it caused her. she climbed in the shower and bathed quickly. Getting dressed she walked downstairs hoping to wake up the sleeping clump but half way down she heard sad voices. Slowing her steps as she neared the bottom she leaned against the wall and listened.
"I know its sudden but I have to go. Thank you so much for letting me stay this past month, I had a really good time." Darien's voice floated to her ears and her heart stopped. Darien was leaving her. She waited and listened a little longer, hoping to hear some mention of her name, but none came. Her heart shattered at the door closed firmly behind him. She ran upstairs and threw herself onto her bed and only was it then that she let the heart wrenching sobs fill the room. That day she vowed to never love anyone as much as she had him, for it would cause her too much pain. That night she had cried for him, but he came not. She was alone and she felt every bit of that loneliness that filled her heart. She vowed she would forget the time she spent with him. She vowed that she would forget that night she gave him everything, like it was just a dream. She vowed she would hate him forever.
There you go! I know it took a long time to write.
And I'm sorry for that
But please R&R
Ps: in the last chapter I wrote that they had never been lovers, but as you can tell
I wanted to change that. Hope I wrote it out all right.