Chapter 19: Karma
TrojansNotNeeded:
hey i heard you were offering free sex for chocolate
brownies
adhasnovds: what what with the what
what
TrojansNotNeeded: i'm kidding
adhasnovds: i should hope
so...because i think i'd remember offering such a thing
adhasnovds:
so how's the "i'm definitely not gay [but i'm so in denial it's
insane]" deb tonight?
TrojansNotNeeded: i kissed
her.
adhasnovds: shut up
adhasnovds: details!
now!
TrojansNotNeeded: well you know i had that valentines party
at my house
TrojansNotNeeded: and Addison got really drunk and
started acting like a complete fool.
adhasnovds: a week early
yes
TrojansNotNeeded: well anyway he started telling people
everything we'd even done sexually.
TrojansNotNeeded: and i got
really upset and went to my room, pretty much crying my eyes
out
adhasnovds: shall i castrate him for you?
TrojansNotNeeded:
no its okay, i think we're pretty much done
adhasnovds: hmm...for
the best maybe
adhasnovds: anyway, back to the girl on
girl
TrojansNotNeeded: thanks for making it sound so girls gone
wild
adhasnovds: haha ok i'm sorry
adhasnovds: back to the most
amazing experience you've ever had
TrojansNotNeeded: and before
you ask i wasnt drunk and neither was she
adhasnovds: good,
because otherwise it wouldn't have counted and i'd make you do it
again
TrojansNotNeeded: haha anyway she just came upstairs and sat
with me until i was ready to talk. and she said the sweetest
things
TrojansNotNeeded: like no matter what happened with addison
that i was still just as beautiful and just as precious, she sees me
in this way that i never believed anyone could.
adhasnovds: wow.
she's had a lot of practice hasn't she...
TrojansNotNeeded:
what?
adhasnovds: nothing. uh. go on with the story
tellin
TrojansNotNeeded: you think she's using me?
adhasnovds:
i didn't say that...just keep going ok? please?
TrojansNotNeeded:
anyway we just decided to put on a movie and I showed her my secret
stash.
TrojansNotNeeded: we ended up watching Imagine Me and You
with Parker, who made his way upstairs after the Addison
thing
adhasnovds: lame. why does he always ruin girl
time
TrojansNotNeeded: he fell asleep
TrojansNotNeeded: and
Taycen and I started talking and she asked me if I remembered the
club night
adhasnovds: are you sure he was
asleep?
TrojansNotNeeded: yes, I've known him forever. his toes
twitch. it's disgusting.
adhasnovds: ew...
TrojansNotNeeded:
god you have trust issues.
adhasnovds: i'm sorry ok? i just didn't
want him to overhear something not meant for his ears
adhasnovds:
boys gossip just as much as girls do you know
adhasnovds: drunk or
sober. your boy toy is a prime example
TrojansNotNeeded: he's my
friend.
TrojansNotNeeded: anyway then i told her i did and i
kissed her
adhasnovds: just like that?
TrojansNotNeeded: well i
would give you more details but you keep interrupting me with your
cynical wit charlie brown.
adhasnovds: would you like me to shut
up?
TrojansNotNeeded: no cuz its your turn to talk
adhasnovds:
about
TrojansNotNeeded: cindy
TrojansNotNeeded: how is it
going
adhasnovds: good...can't complain
TrojansNotNeeded: just
good?
TrojansNotNeeded: i hope you feel what i feel when i kiss
taycen. damn. i never knew a kiss could feel like that!
adhasnovds:
well it's still new ya know. we're still getting to know each
other
adhasnovds: feel like what?
TrojansNotNeeded: like im on
fire.
adhasnovds: hmm...interesting
TrojansNotNeeded:
what
TrojansNotNeeded: god why do you always have to bite my
moment!
TrojansNotNeeded: how does it taste
adhasnovds:
delicious :-)
TrojansNotNeeded: asshole.
adhasnovds: aww you
know just what to say to take a girl's breath away
bradshaw
adhasnovds: i swoon in your presence
TrojansNotNeeded:
im new to this, i guess the whole fire feelin is old for you by
now
adhasnovds: i've actually...never had the fire
feeling
TrojansNotNeeded: have you kissed boys.. maybe you arent
gay!
TrojansNotNeeded: lol
adhasnovds: oh trust me, i'm
gay
TrojansNotNeeded: i just feel like im going to lose control
every single time we kiss.
adhasnovds: you mean you want to sleep
with her?!
TrojansNotNeeded: well kind of, i dont know. i never
felt this way about addison, like i just wanted to rip his clothes
off.
adhasnovds: oh..well um. don't you think it's kind of
soon?
TrojansNotNeeded: you slept with cindy before you were even
together.
adhasnovds: that's different
TrojansNotNeeded: you'd
known her what two days
TrojansNotNeeded: ive known taycen for
years.
TrojansNotNeeded: a little double standard dont you
think
adhasnovds: what i did and what you want to do are
completely different bradshaw
TrojansNotNeeded:
why
TrojansNotNeeded: cuz what you did only involved sex and no
feelings.
adhasnovds: because you don't know what was going
through my mind that night...
TrojansNotNeeded: enlighten
me.
adhasnovds: you wouldn't understand
TrojansNotNeeded:
fine.
TrojansNotNeeded: you are so annoying.
adhasnovds: you
love it
TrojansNotNeeded: whatever.
TrojansNotNeeded has signed
off.
