Chapter 29: Sick or Sane

TrojansNotNeeded: i can't stop crying
adhasnovds: you're telling me this like i care
TrojansNotNeeded: well i know we haven't talked in a while but...
adhasnovds: but...but what? why aren't you crying on your girlfriend's shoulder bradshaw? huh? why? because honestly, i don't give a fuck.
TrojansNotNeeded: i dont have a girlfriend anymore. and obviously no more friends.
adhasnovds: hmm. shoulda thought about that last week
TrojansNotNeeded: what are you talking about?!
adhasnovds: when you chose her over me
TrojansNotNeeded: you're supposed to be my friend regardless
TrojansNotNeeded: you know it was hard for me
adhasnovds: obviously not too hard considering you did nothing to change things. she must be a good lay
TrojansNotNeeded: how could you say something like that
adhasnovds: how could you tell me you want to be with me but still choose her?
TrojansNotNeeded: because i wanted to try and stick it out
adhasnovds: and look how great that panned out for you. wow, real winner you chose there bradshaw. $10 says she's out with some random skank right now
TrojansNotNeeded: so i guess thats what i am.
adhasnovds: how do you figure that
TrojansNotNeeded: well i slept with her. so i must be a skank. used. a whore.
TrojansNotNeeded: her whore.
adhasnovds: wah wah pity fucking me. god. you know, you had so many chances to not get tangled in this shit
TrojansNotNeeded: so is this your goal? hurt me as bad as I hurt you?
adhasnovds: whatever helps right
TrojansNotNeeded: you sound like you hate me
adhasnovds: i have every right to don't i?
TrojansNotNeeded: no.
TrojansNotNeeded: you should still be my friend
adhasnovds: guess what. life doesn't work out the way we want it to
TrojansNotNeeded: what the hell is wrong with you?!
adhasnovds: you know what's wrong with me!
TrojansNotNeeded: i didn't choose you! SO WHAT! if I meant ANYTHING to you you would there for me now.
adhasnovds: you are so selfish
TrojansNotNeeded: fine. yes. im selfish. i broke your heart. im a horrible person and im sorry.
adhasnovds: don't patronize me
TrojansNotNeeded: patronize you?
adhasnovds: with your fake apologies
TrojansNotNeeded: they arent fake!
adhasnovds: sure they are. just like your "feelings" for me
TrojansNotNeeded: my feelings were and are real for you. but i was scared.
TrojansNotNeeded: i still am.
TrojansNotNeeded: im only asking for a friend, i need someone. so badly.

adhasnovds: you're looking in the wrong place. little baby spencer carlin. too fucking scared to do anything to really make a difference, but has no problem making a sex tape.
TrojansNotNeeded: how did you know who i was...
adhasnovds: your name was on the video. and obviously you wouldn't be moaning out your own name now would you. you're not a complete narcissistic bitch
TrojansNotNeeded: you saw the video
adhasnovds: damn right i did
TrojansNotNeeded: i dont know who took it. i guess it was taylor.
adhasnovds: you really picked a winner didn't you
TrojansNotNeeded: yeah we established that you fucking asshole.
adhasnovds: oh you want it? well how about this. i was just messing with you
TrojansNotNeeded: what are you talking about?
adhasnovds: i never gave a damn about you
adhasnovds: i just wanted to see if you'd give it up
TrojansNotNeeded: give what up
adhasnovds: sex, idiot
TrojansNotNeeded: if you want it then take it.
adhasnovds: no thanks. you're damaged goods now.
TrojansNotNeeded: i never should have trusted you
TrojansNotNeeded: you're even worse than tess on roswell!
adhasnovds: oh good one... that got me right in the heart. seriously. i'm wounded
TrojansNotNeeded: i have to go pack.
TrojansNotNeeded: i am sorry for making the wrong decision, not that it even matters since it wasnt real for you. but it was for me.
TrojansNotNeeded: it was real for me.
adhasnovds: you don't know the meaning of real
TrojansNotNeeded: no i suppose i don't. stay safe janet.
adhasnovds: good riddance spencer
TrojansNotNeeded: if you ever even cared about me or if you change your mind, my flight is at 8 out of LAX.
TrojansNotNeeded: I'm not coming back.
adhasnovds: are you still talking?
TrojansNotNeeded has signed out.