Chapterone :My own real life Fairytale
Author: youknowyouloveme91
Summary:Once again I have fallen into the darkest side of myself , the one that is affected the most by the mean reds , the side that hurt myself the most.' Post 2.14. B becomes bulimic after C left her. and all the drama comes along with his arrival CB B's POV
Disclaimer: I own nothing, not Gossip Girl ( yet jk , a girl can dream right? I wish I owned chuck/ed) , not any quotes/lyrics used .but i do own this story
time line : post 2x14
Rating: PG-13
"to fear love is to fear life , and those who fear
life are already three parts dead"
-Betrand Russell
After the roof top episode my bulimia kept going , I would use the 3rd floor bathroom after lunch at the steps of the met to make myself purge , it was always empty and I always found an excuse to leave. and my mom was the biggest bitch in the universe to me but everything else was just fine.
Serena , Chuck and I had lunch everyday at the steps of the met.
I called Chuck to check how he was doing at least 7 times a day.
He still wasn't the same Chuck I knew before , I couldn't see himself when I looked into his eyes , but he seemed a little bit happier since his fathers death.
My mother was worse than ever , her comments about my eating kept going on. about my bulimia .I really didn't want to do it , I had Chuck to take care of ! but I couldn't help it , once I was in there was no way out.
After our fifth school say ,I met him at Victrola he had something to say , only god knows what has gotten into his mind.
' this place has too much history huh?' Chuck speaking in that tone made my hear melt.
I'm very sure, this never happened to me before
'yeah' I said looking around and then looking back to him.
I met you and now I'm sure
' I'm sorry' he said looking at me in the eyes , it was the first time since he came back that he was looking at me like this. I could see how sorry he was just cause his expression.
'I'm sorry too' I said hugging him
This never happened before
'we've wasted so much time playing childish games'
'I don't think a child would play like us' I said smirking
' true , but it was still stupid 'he said facing me and getting his lips closer to mines , and I kissed him like it was the last time I'd ever see him.
Now I see, this is the way it's supposed to be
I met you and now I see
This is the way it should be
' are you sure?' he asked innocently
' of course I am '
we kept kissing and I don't even think I have to say what happened next
.This is the way it should be, for lovers
Next monday I was walking to constance billard , I'd always walk cause I loved the upper east side in the morning and ,it hurts no one to walk a few blocks.
I noticed some perverted billionaire I love was following me with his limo , the sacred limo.
They shouldn't go it alone
' stalker much , bass?' I said smirking
'oh you know I'd love to give you a ride' he said laughing
it's not so good when you're on your own
'I'm sure you would , but whats the price? '
So come to me, now we can be what we want to be
' I think you know' he said smirking.
Ok I have to admit that I liked more the limo than walking to school.
I love you and now I see
This is the way it should be
This is the way it should be
in lunch time I was hanging out with Serena at the met , and he came .
' ah here comes chuck'
he kissed me , we started making out and that disgusted Serena . And we both loved that.
' you guys are disgusting, cant you just get a room?"she said covering her eyes with her hands
' or limo' Chuck said smirking
' EW THANKS YOU FOR GIVING ME NIGHTMARES FOR THEREST OF MY LIFE!"
'chuck , give me a break!"i said laughing , ignoring Serena
'oh no , never it wasn't enough with this morning's limo se-' he said smirking even more , before getting cut off by Serena
' ENOUGH I will never get on that limo again its official'
'oh , but I will' I said to mock her.
'join me Waldorf?'
'why do you even ask bass ' I said looking at him , and then looking back to Serena I said ' Bye S'
'Bye B , should I say have fun? Oh Dan's calling'
' oh I know I will , tell cabbage patch I say hi'
'uh ok .. hi Dan Blair says hi , yeah I know shes with Chuck shes on a good mood'
she was right I was on a good mood
' so what do you think about dinner at Daniels tomorrow ?'
He knew me too well Daniel was my favorite restaurant ,it was between Madison and park eves. French cuisine , it was almost impossible to get a reservation at this time of the year.
This is the way it should be, for lovers
They shouldn't go it alone
'how do you think you're going to get a reservation?'
' I'm Chuck Bass , I already have it , in their best table'
' i must say I'm impressed'
' and now you're my toughest critic , I'm good '
'Yes more than what you think you are.'
It's not so good when your on your own
Everything was like a fairytale , Chuck was being a perfect gentleman , my mom was in Italy with Cyrus , Serena and I were having a lot of fun criticizing everyone ( well we're not that bad) and I hadn't thrown up in 3 days.
This is the way it should be, for lovers
Chuck was taking me to my favorite restaurant tonight and I was getting ready , I was gonna wear a red and black Valentino dress a red hairband and my Mark Jacobs flats.
The dinner was amazing Chuck was more of a charming prince than Nate or Marcus have even been to me.
They shouldn't go it alone
It's not so good when your on your own
Chuck was my real life fairytale , my day dreaming , I didn't want better I wanted him , he was more than what I actually deserved.
I'm very sure, this never happened to me before , I met you and now I'm sure
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before (This never happened before)
This never happened before
But real life is never a fairytale
FROM: Jack Bass
' I have to talk to you come over'
I went to Jacks place as he asked me to.
he was waiting for me with a huge disgusting smirk in his face.
'you came to see me'
'what do you want Jack? It better be good , I have better things to do than you' I rolled my eyes
' do you want something to drink?' he offered
'no , I'm not planning of staying here for so long so go to your point why do you want me here?'
'many reasons' he said
'what do you want jack? I said rolling my eyes in disgust
'remember what happened on new years eve?My silence has a price'
'what? Is that' I asked , this couldn't be good
'Just one night , with you , your all mine for just one night.'
TBC..
A/N: ok this chapter sucks , I hope this wasn't really that boring but , i really love CB and I wish they'd be a little more like this.
I have the next episode written I just have to edit some stuff. I think next one isn't that boring.
Please review and be patient its my first fanfiction ever! I must suck !
song : this never happened before -Paul McCartney