Author: youknowyouloveme91
Summary:Once again I have fallen into the darkest side of myself , the one that is affected the most by the mean reds , the side that hurt myself the most.' Post 2.14. B becomes bulimic after C left her. and all the drama comes along with his arrival CB B's POV
Disclaimer:I own nothing, not Gossip Girl ( yet jk ) , not any quotes/lyrics used .but i do own this story
Rating: PG-13
"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep
because reality is better than your dreams."
-Dr Seuss
Chuck and I were watching funny face .i believe he actually likes the movie.
'Waldorf , may I remind you that you owe me a dance' he said
'what?' I said
' your first masquerade' he said
'we were nine! I hated you' I said
'oh but I loved bugging you' he said
I have got you under my skin
I've got you deep in the heart of me
'I can tell' I said
'dance with me' we were in the part where Audrey dances with Fred romantically , one of my favorite scenes.
He took my hand pulled me close and started dancing.
' I didn't know you liked to dance this much' I said
'oh I really like dancing , but not with everyone' he said
'you like dancing with me?' I said
'of course'
So deep in my heart
You're nearly a part of me
I've got you under my skin
'moon river , wider than a mile I'm crossing you in style someday ….oh dream maker , you heart breaker , wherever you are going , I'm going your way , two drifters off to see the world theres such a lot of world to see , we are after the sameeeee rainbows end , waiting 'round the bend , my huckleberry friend mooooooooonn riverrrrrr and meeeee' Chuck Bass was actually singing while I was doing homework , obviously trying to seduce me with my favorite song from my favorite movie.
'are you high Chuck?' I said laughing
'I sing when I'm drunk and bored' he said
'but really Chuck , moon river?' I said
'do you prefer "YMCA" or "I'm too sexy"?' he said
' thats why you wear so much purple?' I said joking and gasping he laughed
I have to admit that being with him was so much fun (in many ways).
I have tried so not to give in
I have said to myself this affair
Never gonna go so well
'have you ever composed something?' I said ,he was playing his piano for me
'I tried , but always lost inspiration' he said
' I love the way you play' I said
'I think I could compose something for you' he said
'take your time ' I said placing my head in his shoulder .He was playing a melody that he loved to play . The music was so beautiful that I could feel a tear rolling down my cheek.
.But why should I try to resist
When baby I know so well
That I've got you under my skin
'Bass we have to meet my parents for dinner!! , we already had enough' I said
'its never enough for me' he said refusing to get off of me
'come on we are going to be late!!' I said trying to get dressed but he didn't let me
'aww your dad is ruining my fun' he said
' too bad' I said I couldn't help but giggle
I would sacrifice anything
Come what might
For the sake of holding you near
'can you please get ready! , ugh and fast! We are late!' I said rolling my eyes
'I love you when you are bossy 'he said smirking and kissing my neck
In spite of a warning voice
That comes in the night
It repeats and it shouts in my ear
'I'm not bossy' I said and he arched his brows 'well a little , now chuck please g-e-t r-e-a-d-y-!!!'
I loved him when he was like a little kid.
'cause I've got you under my skin
Spring was already here my dad was already in France . Yale was even closer but it felt like an eternity to me . Chuck ha grown up and to my surprise he learned to love me in the right way.
I was about to meet chuck and his grandfather Charles ( confusing huh?) in the MET , it was my first time seeing Charles .
Walking to the elevator i found Eleanor and she looked at me.
'I'm gonna meet chuck at the met' i said trying to escape.
'with that dress? I though red was your color but i was wrong , do me a favor work on that posture.' i swear i want to kill that woman when shes like that.
Running into the MET I found Chuck.
'sorry I'm late' I said out of my breath.
' let me guess , Eleanor?' he said
' duh what else?' I said rolling my eyes and he chuckled.
Don't you know you fool
You never can win
Use your mentality
Wake up to reality
'Blair this Charles my grandfather ,' he said
' a pleasure to meet you' I said smiling
' and this is Blair' he told his grandfather
he shock my hand
' you are the only person chuck talks about' he said smiling at me with a warm smile and British accent. he realized the scars in my hand looked confused I automatically hide my hand.
'Chuck talks a lot about you too' I said and smiled at chuck , who blushed . It was fun.
'I remember you now , when you two where little you used to have play dates . You hated each other and then 5 minutes later you played like you were best friends since ever'
'are you sure it was her?' chuck said
'the little brown eyed girl with the porcelain doll face and the chocolate curls , I do think it was her' he said
'don't forget how much she rolled eyes' chuck said smirking and I rolled my eyes
'somethings never change' chuck said
'so Blair do you like the met?'
'I love it , my dad and I always came when I was little , and we still do when he is here , you'll see he lives in France , and I also have lunch at those steps 'i said pointing the steps.
'or sometimes you don't join me on the limo' he whispered in my ear. Kissing my neck.
But each time that I do
Just the thought of you
Makes me stop before I begin
'you are heinous , behave yourself' I said rolling my eyes and whispering back with a tiny smile.
After that we spend like two hours around Manhattan , and I went back home , I though they needed time to talk.
Then he showed up in my house
'so what happened to Eleanor?' he said
'huh?' I said
'today'
'oh just her , you know , saying about how bad the red dress looked on me and that I needed to work on my posture'
'don't listen to her , she is crazy' he said
'sometimes I hate her'
'something we have in common huh?' he said and I smiled and then became serious
'its just I have always tried to be good enough for her , to be perfect.' I said
'you are better than what she deserves , the same thing happened between me and my father , I realized that trying to be perfect I screwed all up' he said holding my hand
'cause I've got you under my skin
And I love you (when you're) under my skin
'you are so right' i said
'so what did your grandfather want to tell you about your mother?'i said changing subject
'She didn't die the day i was born 'he said
A/N: hope you like it! I will update tomorrow if I get time and I will post a new story too. Check it out:P I think its wayyy better than this one , its also a lot different.
I really enjoyed writing this chapter because some of the moments have actually happened to me, of course I had to edit to make it CB.
Oh and next chapter there will be some drama.
I may not have time cause I have a lot to do , I need to make my routine for ballet and stuff ,i have an audition in 2 weeks so its kinda important.
Sorry for any mistake I wrote this kind of fast.
The song is 'I've got you under my skin ' the Bono and Frank Sinatra version , I was actually listening to it when I was writing this .