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Do you ever feel like breaking down?Do you ever feel out of place?Like somehow you just don't belong

And no one understands you. Thats exactly where I was...I'd hit rock bottom. The past few weeks had passed in a blur. My schedule was wake up, go to work, do my work, come home, and go to bed. I scrictly stuck to that too. I understood Edward didn't want me. Of course he's called and came by, but I wouldn't answer the phone or the door. Rose has begged me to do something or even just talk to Edward. I was truly in love and my heart was broken into a trillion pieces. I didn't think love exsisted anymore. Jasper had even called and threatened to come and try to help me but I told him to promise me not to worry. He had a new life now and I couldn't interfere with that. I wasn't being a good friend to him, I told him we shouldn't be friends anymore. I told him I was just a burden that he didn't need to have. We haven't talked since. I have also found out that blaming everything on myself was alot eaiser. So thats exactly what I did. On top of all that mess the worst day of the year was coming, my birthday. One day after coming home from work I decided to breaak my rule and I went to the bar. I was in serious need of a drink. I walked in a told the bartender a beer. I sat down and looked around the bar. It was a nice place, my eyes landed on the last person I ever expected to see, Edward. My heart did a flip, which I don't know why because I was so over him, I thought. He looked terrible, he hadn't shaved in days and his clothes were a mess. The lady brought my drink. and noticed me looking at him

"He's here every night" she said sadly" he talks about this women named Bella and how he screwed up." she said and walked off. I decided to build up my courage and before I knew it I was walking towards him. My hand rested on his shoulder. He didn't look up.
"Edward?" I whispered in his ear. His back stiffened and he whipped his head around and his eyes got huge when he saw me.
"Bella!" he breathed as if debating with himself if I was really there. I blushed and looked down, I felt his hand under my chin and lift my chin up.
"I need to explain things" he whispered" Can we go somewhere more private?" he asked his eyes burning into mine. I simply nodded. What was I doing? I was just giving in like that! When I came back to realty we were sitting in his car. I glanced over at him. He was looking down at his hands in his lap. He turned towards me.
"What you saw last time was not what you think, she's my realitor and is happily married. I bought a house, she was helping me thinking of a way to surprise you." he whispered the last part" I was going to ask you to move in with me." my breathing ceased. I looked up and tears started running down my face.
"Edward?" I said" I...I'm in love with you!" I said and looked down embarresed at my sudden outburst.
"I'm in love with you too" he said and grabbed my hand and pulled me towards him and kissed me with such passion I almost died right there.
"I'm so sorry, I should've let you explain and...and I can't believe I just ignored everyone!" I said in a rush, he only silenced me with another kiss. His hands made their way to my hair and tangled into it. My hands made their way to his neck and pulled him closer. Before I knew I was straddling him in the drivers seat. He let me go for air, but his lips just went to my neck. I moaned and he chuckled.
"You don't know how much I've missed you" he whispered into the crook of my neck.
"I think I do" I said playfully and bit his shoulder, he gasped and moaned.
"Please do that more often" he pleaded I just rolled my eyes. My phone went off, ugh! What great timing Rose, I thought.
"Hello?" I answered irritated
"Bella! Emmett can't find Edward! Were worried something happened and-"I cut her off
"He's with me" I said runing my free hand through his hair. He closed his eys and leaned back. Damn he was so sexy.
"What?"
"Yeah no need to be worried anymore" I said and hung and threw my phone in the back seat and kissed Edward lightly on the check. He opened his eyes and looked at me like he was looking at my soul. I blushed and looked away.
"Bella? Be my girlfriend?" he asked , I looked back at him and saw he was 100 percent serious.
"Yes" I said simply and kissed him again.

Edward said he wanted to take me somewhere exciting and fun. Thats the way he put it, I tried to ask him but the only clue he would give me was to wear something warm and that this was a first time experience for me. So here I was standing in the middle of my room clothes strewn out everywhere. He was picking me up in 15 minutes and I had no clue what to wear! I just finally decided onjeans and a navy blue fleece pullover on top of a simple white shirt and my tennis shoes. The doorbell rang and before I opened the door I check my profile in the mirror by the door, my hair hung in waves and looked fine so I opned the door and saw a stunning Edward dressed in something similer. He smiled and gave me a kiss and took my hand.
"Let me get my purse" I said and tried to pull away but he wouldn't budge
"You won't need it, love" he said and pulled me out the door and shut it. He pushed me up against the door and attacked my lips.
"The last three hours have been misaberable" he said while he explored my neck. I couldn't trust my voice so I just nodded. He was finally done with his exploration and wrapped his arm around my waist and lead me towards his car.
"So are you going to tell me where we are going?" I asked as we were driving down the road.
"You will find out soon enough, love" he said and brought our entertwined hands to his lips and kissed mine. I looked out the window to see if I could find any clue to where we were going. We pulled into a crowded parking lot, I looked up ans saw a sign I never dreamed of seeing.

Welcome to the Home of the Boston Bruins

He was taking me to watch hockey, and I couldn't be more excited about it!

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