A/N: MaceEcam here. No, this is not some knew way to self insert myself into someone else's story, this is me doing a Co-fic with a friend. Keep in mind I've never done this style of story before, I hope you like it.

Why? Why had she done that to him?

She hadn't meant to. He meant everything to her; she didn't mean to hurt him!

But she had. He had loved her and she had betrayed him and now that love was gone. And for what? Sex! A few nights of lust, spread over months. It wasn't like she loved Josh or anything, its just-

There was something she got from Josh that she couldn't get from Ron, in the form of raw sex. But she knew she had made a mistake, knew the moment she had Ron's face, his eyes. Like she knew every time it was over, until the urge returned. Then the regret was forgotten, if even for a little while.

Kim knew that Josh didn't love her. He was still dating Tara…I wonder, thought Kim, if sweet innocent Tara knew of what passed between her fiancé and Kim…

Dear god what have I done.

I try to fix it. I go to Ron's dorm, wearing the LBD. His favorite. But before I can do more than smile he tells me to leave. For once, I listensto him, nodding as I slide off the bed.

"Have fun fucking Mankey."

My eyes widen; he had known whom I had cheated with…

It's the next day. Ron leaves to Japan; I know where he is going, so I follow. I am stopped at the gates of Yamanouchi by Yori; older and more beautiful than before. She can offer Ron what I no longer can….but I must still try.

"You are no longer welcome here Possible-san. Please leave, or it will be my honor to make you."

"I want to talk to Ron." I demand. A breeze blows by me as Ron uses his Mystical Monkey Power to jump onto the walkway.

"Go home Kim!" He growls at me. I am not deterred.

"Ron we need to talk."

"There is no we anymore Kim, you fucked that up, now leave!"

I try to jump kick him unto his rear, hold him down so that he'd have to talk to me. I am blocked, as he covers himself in the blue flames of the MMP. As I pick myself off the ground a realize that my arm is bleeding. My gaze is torn from this as Ron yells again.

"NOW LEAVE AND NEVER RETURN!"

I try to go after him, but Yori blocks my way. "You are no longer welcome her, Possible-san. Leave or fight me."

"I have a right to talk to Ron." I demand of her, the tears in my eyes evident.

"He has told me everything and you have no right here, until he is willing to speak to you, leave."

She is right of course. I ignore her.

"Ron listen to me!" I call after him over Yori's shoulder."We, you and i need to talk, just give me five minutes!" But he is already gone.

"I think you have already wasted that much, leave." Yori says flatly. The tears flow freely as I leave.

I try to find Mankey when I arrive back at the dorm.. To lose myself again, in the sex. He is nowhere to be found, and I find from a friend that Tara had received an email telling her about Ron and me. Neither had been seen since.

Dark now, I can't get into my apartment. I had lost my keys.

I walk to Ron's apartment, empty now save painful memories. It starts to rain, and by the time I turn the spare key he had given me into the lock it is a full out storm. I lay down on the bed and try to get warm. I remember Ron.

Dear God what have I done!

Around midnight I get up to go pee. Shuffling into the bathroom, I spot a bloody razor on the sink. To much blood for a saving mishap. Ron must have…

Oh God…

But he was ok, I realize with a shock. His Mystical Monkey Power must have healed the cuts…

I look at the razor and then at my freshly bandaged arm.

I pick up the razor. I don't have Mystical Monkey Power.

There is pain at first. As I fall, it goes away. And then…

All pain fades eventually.

A/N: Dear Lord that story was painful to write. I don't mean it was a bad story, I'm just not used to writing fics like this…its really sad.

Anyway, what I tried to do with this chapter was Kim's POV of course, but everything else I made up on the go. That's about all I have to say on this story…I don't know what HellionKyo plan is for this story, if it ends now or keeps going. I'm up for more if she is.