chapter 6

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He sighed and looked out the window to see the sun shining, though you could still see the moon. He didn't know what to do anymore. He had spent a lot of time thinking things over and well…he just wasn't in love with him anymore yet he was. Blond locks flew from side to side as the little blond shook his head.

He'd been calling Demyx's house everyday and asking to talk to Axel but the redhead just didn't want to talk to him which had lead the blond to thinking and ending him with the love him or not love him theory. Though when he would look at the numbers of list he had made on Axel's good points and flaws the con always out weighted the pro. This caused beautiful blue eyes filled up with tears at times, but he never cried those tears. He just simply wiped them away with the back of his hand.

Standing up, he walked to the window and pulled back the deep blue curtains to keep the sun from shining in and blinding him even more. "Well, what to do now?" he asked to no one, the sound echoing through the pale white walls of the apartment he was in. Roxas walked over to the door to go for a walk though got surprised when he pulled the door open. "What the hell? You shouldn't be lurking outside of people's houses, Axel. Even though you live here, you shouldn't lurk. It's creepy."

"Ya, well…I was deciding whether or not to come in..Ya know, I thought you were still mad at me so ya..." He scratched the back of his head, pulling out some snarls while doing so. Axel was a mess, his shirt was dirty and his pants were a bit short. It looked like those were Demyx's pants from how short they were on the redhead, and his hair looked like it hadn't been brushed in weeks.

"Oh, ya know you could've called me at least once or take the phone from Demyx when I would call..." he looked away, blue eyes shining.

"I guess." Axel looked away. This wasn't going the way he had planned on it to.

"Why didn't you want to talk to me?" blue eyes connected with emerald ones.

"I don't know..I didn't want to say the wrong thing..Truthfully I talked to Naminé. She told me that she kissed you..So, I'm sorry I didn't believe you."

"When did you talk to Naminé?" the blond asked, confused

Axel sighed. "The other day she was at Demy's." he looked away.

"Oh...Well you should've listened to me." Roxas pouted. "So you're moving back in right?" he sounded hopeful.

"Not really....I've been doing a lot of thinking and well..." he scratched the back of his neck. " I don't really know why you want to be with me anymore...So, tell me why do you love me?"

Roxas opened his mouth and closed it again, then thought a bit. "I really don't know anymore. I really don't.."

Axel pushed the blond aside and walked into the apartment and picked up some of the papers on the coffee table and looked at them. "So, you've been thinking about this for a while I see...Well then...I'll take my leave then..." the redhead walked out, leaving Roxas in shock over what had just taken place. He had said the wrong things. Axel was gone..And he wasn't coming back. A sharp pain ran through him, yet he didn't feel all that sad. He had wanted a family and a commitment. Axel he didn't want any of that. So, in a way Axel was giving the blond what he wanted by letting him go and find someone who wanted all that just like he did.

(2 years later)

Axel watched from afar the wedding that was taken place. It turned out the one for Roxas was not him but for his best friend, Demyx. He didn't feel sad. He was happy that the blond—his blond could now have the life he wanted that the redhead couldn't have given him. He smiled as he saw Roxas turn and smile at him. The redhead walked over and looked at the happy couple reaching his hand out and shaking Denyx's offered hand. "You take care of him now Demy and if you don't, just remember I know where you live and I know where your guitar is."

"I'll take care of him Axel, don't worry." Demyx walked over to Sora and Riku leaving the redhead with Roxas.

Roxas hugged wrapping his arms around the redhead's neck. "Thank you." he whispered in his ear, let go and smiled.

"I always said I would do anything to make you happy Roxie. And I'm sorry we wanted two different things than the other did." He hugged Roxas in a tight hug and let him go after a while. "We'll always be friends." he smiled at the blond, seeing happiness shine in those blue eyes like he had never before.

"Always." Roxas promised.

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yup that be the end I'm satisifed with it, I hope you guys are also *crosses fingers* ya Demy with Roxas was just a spur of a moment thing it was either Demyx or Naminé so ya you do the math. i like Naminé and all but not with roxas lol

so ya i didnt know what to do with the story as my beta had pointed out to me it wasnt really going anywhere anymore so i ended it cause well she was right

so thankies to all of you who reviewed and read this and a lot of thanks to terra hotaru who made this story possible.