Thanks to everyone who reviewed!!! I wrote this for all of you. i have decided that I will make this a actual story instead of just a one-shot or a two-shot. I have to get 2 reviews for each chapter before I post the next one. Well here is the chapter I hope you enjoy!!!!

Disclaimer: I do not own Vampire Academy. I wish I did tho.

(Rose)

The next morning I awoke to Dimitri's arms around me. I could see snow falling outside the window. I could feel his breath against my neck. I turned towards him to see him looking at me. I smiled, I could see his lips twitching. I kissed him, and layed back down. We both must have both fallen asleep again, because I woke up to someone knocking on the door. I got up to answer it, still half-asleep.

"Hello," I answered the door groggily. I just really wanted to crawl back into bed and curl up in his arms.

"Just what do you think you are doing, young lady," I knew that voice to well, I opened up the door a little more. So that I was face to face with my mother. She looked highly pissed. Well, I could match that attitude.

"Well, I was sleeping, until someone rudily woke me up," I replied making my face look annoyed at her, she just lifted her eyebrows at me.

"In Gaurdian Belikovs room," she asked? Her face looked sarcastic. I am tired and now annoyed. I looked back at Dimitri, and thought that it was better if I didn't make her yell, that would wake him up, and he looked like a baby. My mom must have noticed the look on my face, becasue I am sure it was the same one that all couples look at each other with. "Your in love with him" she almost yelled, I watched Dimitri put a pillow over his head.

"Yes, mother I am I thought I proved that last night," I whisper yelled at her. I had a glare on my face and I was about to go off on her. It was garunteed that she owuldn't be happy about this. She never is happy of anything I do so I am not sure I would let it suprise me if she yelled and screamed ,and told me how irresponsible I am.

"At least he can put up with that stubborn attitude of yours, but what are you going to do about Lissa? You are both supposed to be gaurding her. I bet she ouwld just love to know that her best friend was going to betray her, for some guy that you will dump within the week. Wipe that shocked look of your face, I knew the whole time. It doesn't take three hours in a cabin to calm anyone down. Not even you." She said a smirk playing on her features. I couldn't belive she would throw all this up at me. I would find away to make it work, i would never betray Lissa. I was shocked, not becasue she said all this to me, becasue in a way she was right. She wanted me and Dimitri to be her gaurdians, but he planned on being reassigned to someone in the Royal Court. "You are selfish Rose, and you know it. Everyone thinks you are so willing, but it actually kills you to have to give up your life. Am I right?"

Of course she was right. I mean who actually wanted to give up there whole life for a moroi? they should be able to fend for themselves. They shouldn't be waited on hand and foot. it was stupid how much they got. Who choose that they where the more dominant of us? If dhampires where gone, they would all be dead.

"So you like giving up your life, mom? You like haveing to give up your life everyday so that they can continue to live and be happy?" I said. She faltered she wasn't expecting that one. I could tell.

"Yes, i don't like putting my life on stake for others, but its what i was trained for," she said conviction ringing in her words. She truly believed the Moroi where grateful for her saving them. Royals could care less, as long as they are safe. "I'm not selfish"

"I am so sorry that I want a life. Is that so much to ask for? I fina;;y have a chance for happiness and you have to bring me down. I may be selfish, but it's not like the moroi aren't they get everything they want. We have to give up our lives so that we can live. No I don't think that that is fair. I am so sorry that I want my own life. I know that it is like a crime to you, but alot of other people want a life and they get one. I am stuck with a decision you made for me, by sending me here when I was a kid. No, I don't think so I want to make my own choices, and know that i am 18 you have no decision in them," I said and slammed the door in her face. I knew I would hear it from her later, but for the moment I wanted to be happy.

I layed back down and he arms found there way back around me. I just layed there I couldn't fall back asleep, she was right i am selfish. I really don't want this life anymore. All I want is Dimitri and me to be happy and I would love to have my best-friend with us. With how everything is looking, I don't think that will ever happen.

How could last night have been the best day of my life, and with just one little talk with my mother I am so suddenly depressed? this sucked!!!

_____________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________________

Ok, so this is where you get to choose do you want her to stay with Lissa, and give up her life. There will be alot of drama with that choice. Or do you want her too leave the academy with Dimitri and build a life together, with this choice there will also be alot of drama. It is your choice, I already have plans for whichever one you choose. Thanks for reading!!! Please review!!!