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Disclaimer- Own nothing Twilight related.

Song for chapter - This is for Real - Motion city soundtrack

Some chapters have different songs

BPOV

I knew by walking out the door I would be hurting I am hurt the most. I have to go to New my home. I can just drop everything because Edward decides he likes me. Im not getting played again. Yeah I said again. Jacob, he used me to get his girlfriend back. no he didnt steal anything away from me but, it still effected me. I am not getting played by my best friend.

I walked down the hall.I felt a tear slide down my cheek. I heard a door open behind me

"Bella" Edward said

I turned around

"What?" I whispered

"I'm sorry I kissed you. I dont regret it but im sorry." What did he mean by not regretting it?

"Edward. I have liked, no loved you since I was sixteen. I sat and watched as you went from girl to girl. I have a flight to catch tonight. Now its going to be hard to leave. When I first went to New York. Its like I had this piece of you with me. It was everywhere I went and everything I saw. Everything reminded me of you. When I sleep and I dream and it gets me by. I make believe that you are there with me. Because I love you so much." I cried. He just stared at me.

"I have to go." I started to walk away but he grabbed my wrist.

"Bella." he said. "Dam it Bella look at me." I looked at him "Bella I didn't want you to go more than you wanted to leave. I never thought you and me could be more than just friends. I didn't know what I could have until it was taken away from me. Watching you grow into a women changed how I thought about you. You're a gorgeous women Bella and yeah Its also going to be hard for me when you go back to New York." He finished. I looked into his eyes and I saw sorrow.

I looked down "I'm sorry" I muttered

He put his finger under my chin and pulled my face up

"What do you have to be sorry for." he asked

"About everything. The song, being mean I just-." I was cut off by his lips

I sat there in shock not doing anything. I started kissing him back. We kept kissing until somebody cleared there throat. It was.

(A/N : I was going to leave a cliffy but I am not that mean.")

It was Esme.

"I'm sorry to interrupt but everyone is home and dinner is ready." I nodded my head. I saw her smile

"Are you guys together?" she asked sweetly

I looked at Edward

"I think so" he said he smiled

She screamed and hugged us. " I knew you were both meant to be." she said

"What who died." Emmett said running up the stairs with everyone behind him

"Umm nobody." I said

"Umm something' going on you two." Emmett wagged his eyebrows

I kissed Edward and I heard Alice and Rosalie screamed. Man what is with the screaming. I pulled away and we smiled at each other. Then I remembered I have to leave in a hour. I sighed

"What's wrong?" Edward asked me

"I have to go home soon." I whispered

"Cant you stay?" Alice begged

"You have no idea how much I want to. But I got bills to pay and a job that is awaiting me. I wish I could take you all with me." I smiled at the thought

"Well guess what Bella I have break at work so can I come." Alice smiled. " And so does Jazz." He smiled also. I screamed.

Alice ran up and hugged me. I turned to Edward. " I wish I could take you with me." I hugged him.

I heard 'awwws' from behind me

"Come lets talk." he said. He took my hand and took me in his room.

" I don't want you to leave me. You were already stolen from me three years ago." He said sitting on his bed. He put me on his lap.

" I mean I could sell my apartment and quit my job and move out here." I said

" Bella you have made quite a life out there I am not going to take you away from that." He muttered

"Then what do we do. Move you out there?" I joked

"Well." He said

I thought about it. Waking up to Edward every day. But I don't want to take this fast. Not that I don't want his there.

Edward. As much as I would love that. I can't. Its just I don't want to take this so fast. Its like what happens if you move out there and it just doesn't work out because we are going to fast. I don't want that." I said

I waited for his response

"Bella I-

Author's note- So is he angry or is he okay with not going. I wonder. Lol