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Chapter three
Kagome leaned against the wall casually. Her arms folded across her chest and her ankles crossed. The music was disturbing and suffocated the atmosphere. Feeling out of place and alone, Kagome fidgeted restlessly.
He had told her to meet him here. He refused to tell her why and she almost didn't come. The only reason she did was because if she didn't he would have found her instead. Either way she would have to deal with him at some point.
Wrinkling her nose in disgust, she made a motion to cover it with her hand but they were so tightly wrapped together and she couldn't bring herself to move. Even after being apart of him for so long and undergoing a strange sort of transformation, the old Kagome still slipped through the façade. She couldn't move without having the feeling of being exposed. At the moment she was happy being invisible.
Days had turned into weeks and they were currently undergoing months. In the beginning she would have refused coming to a place like this. She would have ignored him. She would have hidden in he room with the lights out. Kagome shuddered. The memories of him hunting her down still provoked bad feelings. All those times she tried to run, all the places she tried to hide in and all those people she couldn't ask for help. He always managed to rope her in.
Now she was doing it willingly, to an extent of course but even sill. She wasn't afraid anymore. Kagome sometimes found herself having outbursts of rage. She wasn't afraid to scream at him or hit him. It was all useless but it made her feel something. It made her feel like she was fighting for her old life. How terribly she wanted it back. In the beginning she cried herself to sleep, everything was too overwhelming but now…
Now a days she was confused. She didn't know what she wanted anymore. Sometimes she admired what she had become and other times she resented it.
She sympathized for people that suffered with split personality disorder. It was a horrible feeling have two voices screaming at each other in your mind. The one place that was supposed to be your sanctuary. The one place she should be able to find comfort and it didn't even belong to her anymore. It was like being in a car and not being able to control the steering wheel.
It was all his fault! He was the one that woke up that side of her. Her innocent and childish persona was battling with her darker side. The darker side that was tired of sitting back and watching, tired of putting up with everything and tired of concealing her wants, her needs and most of all her emotions.
Talk about being torn between two worlds…
"Kagome…"
Kagome snapped to attention and looked up at the boy in front of her. His face was flushed and his eyes were a queer blend of caramel and bronze.
"What?" Kagome said unemotionally and completely indifferent.
The shade of his eyes was unsettling and she felt unease. Another thing she hated immensely was never knowing what was going to happen next.
"I want to show you something…"
Kagome, despite herself fallowed Inuyasha up a set of stairs. The lighting was horrible, but she could make out several bodies grinding against each other in the hallways. Kagome cringed, some house party, it was more like a whore house.
He stopped at one of the man bedrooms and opened the door slowly. Stopping, he wrapped his arm around her shoulders and held the door knob.
"You go in first sweetheart."
Kagome sighed, rather agitated and brushed past him.
The room was lit poorly by a desk lamp. She felt her mouth go dry. On a twin bed was a half naked girl. She was laying there giggling to herself and flinging her arms around. Kagome felt bile rise into her mouth. She was obviously extremely intoxicated.
Inuyasha shut the door and left Kagome behind as he moved towards the bed. Sitting gracefully on the edge and starring at Kagome.
The girl giggled louder and flung up, her arms enveloping Inuyasha around the neck. Inuyasha returned the gesture by bringing her body on to his lap. She was wearing only a bra and denim skirt.
Kagome blinked wearily. She wasn't quite sure what to think. The obvious was anger. How dare he bring her to watch him commit sexual interactions with another girl. The feeling was just a slight tug at the back of her mind. The strongest was anticipation. What was he going to do… exactly…
Inuyasha cradled the girls face with his one hand and stroked her creamy thighs with the other. Bending his head down her captured the girls mouth. His eyes never leaving Kagome's. The girl moaned loudly and ran her hands through his hair. Her exposed leg wrapping around his waist and allowing him to travel farther.
The tugging at the back of her mind turned into a mild yank and a rancid smell lofted up her nose. It was the same smell from downstairs but stronger. It was coming from the girl. She could smell the girls pleasure and it was revolting.
The girl sighed loudly and with a giggle dipped her head into the crook of Inuyasha's neck. Kagome could hear the girl sucking and kissing. The girl laughed seductively and fell from Inuyasha's lap. On her knees, she looked up at the gorgeous boy. Her eyes bloodshot and her mouth wide open. Her hands raced up to his pants and made to unmoved them.
Kagome watched as the girl struggled to undo them. The yanking was now a sharp wrench and that felt as if someone was jabbing a knife in the back of her skull. Her fists shook and her hair fell across her eyes. A pink glow outlined her sight.
In three quick strides, Kagome stood behind the girl. Her fist opened and clutched a large chunk of the red heads hair and ripped. The girl screamed in pain and flew backwards.
Inuyasha watched Kagome closely his eyes never wavering. Her hand extended forcefully and struck him across the face.
He seemed unaffected. His head turning from the pressure but his eyes still locked with hers.
Kagome expected to have to run. She couldn't analyze what was going on. He was eerily calm and his eyes were still that weird colour.
Reaching out, her grabbed Kagome roughly by her elbows and threw her onto the floor.
Kagome groaned in pain and rubbed her tail bone. Before even being able to get up and assess the situation he was on top of her.
His hands were like hand cuffs and smashed her wrists to the floor. In one swift movement his mouth came crashing down. Kagome felt her lips bruising from his roughness and she refused to return the gesture. He growled and nipped at her mouth with his fangs begging for her to comply.
Kagome let out an enraged cry and fought to get out from under him. Her legs kicked and she tried to twist her torso.
Inuyasha merely growled louder and pushed her harder against the floor.
He released her hands and attempted to remove her clothing but Kagome took advantage and attempted to scratch him wherever she saw exposed skin.
"Play nicely sweetheart…."
"Let me go."
"But it's so much fun when you're angry."
"GET OFF!"
Inuyasha lifted himself up and stared at her as she went into hyperventilation on the floor.
Inuyasha felt his heart drop. He could see the tears glistening in her eyes. He never meant to scare her. He only wanted to get her fired up. She was so much more delicious when she was outraged.
(Rewind)
It was a full two days since Kagome had awoken from her little Episode. Inuyasha couldn't help but notice how easily irritable he was with her not around. He knew that she was on bed rest from the little fiasco but he would feel much better if he could see her.
"Inuyasha eat you've been looking sick lately." A boy laughed from beside him.
Inuyasha heaved a heavy sigh. The dining hall was overcrowded and loud. He couldn't think and he couldn't concentrate. He wasn't hungry he just couldn't bring himself to do anything.
He hadn't been to his classes and this was the first time he'd seen his friends since the incident.
Miroku his best friend understood right off the bat what had happened. His family was strong believers in the old feudal legends. His family actually suffered from their own feudal surprises.
His other close friend on the other hand was rather peeved. Sango refused to speak to the hanyu after she heard what had happened. The little story behind it all displeased her even more.
Her family had been for a long time demon exterminators and felt strongly about demons and humans coexisting. Now Sango didn't have problems with demons at all. Hell Inuyasha was practically family but the demon side of his that had been released unnerved her. Especially when it involved a humans safety.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes at the memory of her screeching his ears off. Scouting out the dining hall once more he couldn't help but feel a bold presence. Attention flaring, he scoped out everyone. His eyes managed to find her themselves.
She was weakly walking over to vacant table near the entrance doors. Her face was inhumanly pale and her eyes were black with purplish rings underneath.
Her scent was too soft for his liking. He could barely tell she was in the room, he struggled hard to find out how she was feeling but it was impossible to tell.
Sango glanced at Inuyasha from the corner of her eye. Narrowing her eyes she observed him. He looked like he was lost. It was kind of pathetic, she had never seen him looking so vulnerable. Her eyes fallowed his and noticed a frail looking girl sitting by herself.
That was Kagome Higurashi! That was the girl…
Her eyes snapped back on Inuyasha. An unreadable emotion was swarming across his face. He simply sat there rigid and stared.
Sango opened her mouth in amazement as Inuyasha bowed his head and frowned to himself. He seemed upset. He seemed worried and apprehensive.
Sango looked back to the girl and then back to Inuyasha. What the hell was going on!
Alright so I focused this chapter more on some future aspects because I think the flash forwards give so much more depth and appeal. ANYWAY Please review because I'll be looking forward to them! Loving you all!
