"Bella?" I called out I couldn't see her I couldn't find her. I walked around looking for her but she was gone. I sighed and walked up to the roof and looked up at the sky. "i can't........ I cant change her and send her into this this hell." I said and sighed.

"Edward why are you up here?" Carlisle said after a hour. "i have been looking every where for you."

"How's Bella?" I asked.

"We are losing her."

"she said she saw my mother."

"she did?"

"my mother told her what we are.........she showed her what happened."

"Edward I......"

"i know you kept your promise."

"Edward you love her don't you?"

"Bella? Yes"

"Her blood sings to you, she is who your suppose to be with, she is in the same room you where. Edward your meant to save her. Even if it means........"

"I'll kill her though."

"she is going to die if you don't"

"I cant....."

"i will then."

"No I want to be the one to......."

"then you will?"

"if there is no other way. I want to give her a chance to live."

"she is dieing."

"no."

"I'll leave you to think but she is dieing......... and it has to be soon.... every second counts."

"I'll think about it." I said and sighed when Carlisle left.

I stayed on the roof for a few hours and I walked back to Bella's room and looked at her lifeless body, the heartbeat was low and falling. I wondered where she was because she wasn't around, she had not been for a while. I walked over and took her hand in mine. It was so warm. I sighed and shook my head. "you have to fight this......... I want you to live." I said softly.

"How is she?" Charlie said softly walking into the room, he had not left yet.

"Not so good." I said softly.

"They said she........she wasn't going to pull threw." He said tears in his eyes.

"she will..."

"I hope your right."

"There is a hospital in Alaska........." I said softly and sighed some place I knew we would move if we turned her.

"What?"

"It is really good, they have brought a lot of people out of Comas.......... I was going to talk to my dad about taking Bella there......."

"how long will it take?"

"i am not sure."

"can I go with her?"

"i don think so."

"but they can save her?"

"yes."

"then talk to them.... please don't let my little girl die."

"i wont.........."

"promise me you will save her."

"i promise."

"thank you son."

"your welcome. I will do everything I can."

"your a good kid....."

"thanks."

"i hate seeing her here"

"i am sorry Mr. Swan you have to leave Visiting Hours are over." a Nurse said softly.

"watch over her for me." Charlie said.

" I will." I said softly and watched him leave. I looked down at Bella and sighed.

"Alaska huh?" I heard Bella's voice but I couldn't see her. "so your just going to send me away? So you don't have to turn me let someone else try to save me your giving up on me?"

"No Bella........ I said that because."

"Forget it Edward you don't want to save me then don't. I don't care just leave me alone and let me die in peace then."

"Bella listen to me a minute." I said and silence did she leave again. "Bella are you still there...?"