Love lies bleeding
Rikku Part 5 lets see her point of view enjoy.
Disclaimer: I do not own final fantasy.
Recommended music to listen to: Someone saved my life tonight by Elton John
I thought I was dead but I came round.
Ahh my neck. Paine pulls away from it. "Rikku I can." Paine starts. I can see blood around her mouth.
My blood.
"Kad yfyo vnus sa!"(Get away from me!) I yell in fear. As I kick her in the face and that gives me time to stand up and grip my neck. It was hard to though I feel like I have very little energy but I'm driven by a survival instinct. I scramble out of the ruin. Please let someone be there. I need help. Yunie? "Yunie!" I call as I clamber out of a ruin.
"Rikku." She responds as she catches me. She looks over me and pulls out her gun and unloads it all into what must have been Paine. Thank god for Yunie.
"Paine bit." I try to explain through my exhaustion.
"I know." She says to show me she ether found out or figured out about Paine or something. Why else would she have been out here. She helps me back to the ship but I am losing energy still and becoming tired. I hold my neck tighter I hope I am not dieing but it seems likely. Yuna carries me on board and places me on a chair. "Let me see your neck Rikku." She asks. I brace for the pain to spike again or something bad that might happen. It doesn't happen Yunie proceeds to cleaning the wound.
"Is it bad?" I ask worried.
"It's healed?" She replies in confusion. What?
"What?" I question. How could it of healed?
"How do you feel?" Yuna asks.
I explain to her. "My neck stings but it is slowly getting better. I feel kind of sleepy."
"Well take a rest." She suggests. We go to the cabin and I fall asleep whilst Yuna watches me for safety.
The dream.
"You OK Rikku" Paine looks over her shoulder to me.
I Hug her from behind her. "Thank you. Yes I'm OK."
"Huh that's good to know. Uh Rikku." Paine responds
"Oh right the hug huh." I let go…
…Ahh. Turned and walked into Paine she wrapped her arms around me. And I started crying into her. I needed Paine for support. She carried me to a stool, sat down and I lent against her. She started brushing my hair with her hand and I actually found her quite nice to lean on. It helped a lot…
…I went to thank Paine. "Thank you Paine."
"What for?" She questioned.
"You know saving my life and for comforting me when I received the news and for caring." I stepped forwards and hugged her. I was expecting to be pushed off but I was actually hugged back.
"Your welcome." She said silently…
…"No wait. I like this next song" Paine stops me take my hand and starts dancing to All the girls love Alice. "Think you can keep up." She moves to all of the beats she seams in sink with the song. She occasionally involves me with a part. You know it was hard to tell with the lights but I think for a moment she was smiling teeth and every thing but it could just be the lights. And she slows down for the calmer parts it was quite a spectacle and she was making me look like last weeks dancer. I also think she was mouthing some of the words.
The song ended and she took me off stage back to the bar. "Why don't you do something like that more often?" I ask.
"Because I am Paine." She replied.
I continue. "Yeah well. Thanks." She smiled at me…
…She smiled. "Actually it makes me feel better." She replied. Oh my god she's a. I suddenly get hit by a large wave of relief.
I quickly added. "So you're a." She nodded. "But I'm not sure if I am." I added.
"Well what made you realise it?" Paine asked.
I went slightly red and answered. "I… uh… wanted to kiss you."
"Come with me." She grabbed my hand and took me away from sight and looked me in the eyes. "Are you sure." I nodded slowly. She leaned in and kissed me once. It was slightly worrying at first but I was excited as well then it seamed to melt my mind. She pulled back and smiled. I smiled to…
The next day.
I'm shaken "Rikku." I'm shaken again. "Rikku."
I turn over and reply. "Yeah." I open my eyes and smile at Yunie. "The pain has gone from my neck." I say happily.
"Rikku you look terrible seriously." She warns me.
"Huh? But I feel great." I reply shocked as I feel fine. I'm still a little tired but have just woken up from a nice dream. What was I dreaming about? Oh never mind it's not important.
"Maybe you need something to eat?" Yuna suggest.
"No thanks I'm not really hungry. Maybe I need some fresh air." I suggest in reply.
"Sure good idea." She agrees and lets me on deck.
I start going over what had happened. This makes no sense. Paine had been with us for a while no one had been so much as harmed and then she just starts attacking the crew like a vampire. She killed brother. Did she. And Shinra and Buddy and try to kill me. If so why am I alive? Did she really love me or was she just trying to get to me? Maybe that is why I am alive? I stamp out my frustration on the deck and then break down in tears…
A little while later
I had become irritated with everything even the wind blowing my hair. "Get out of my face." I grab the offending braid. And look at it. Is it greying? I need a second opinion. I race back in. "Yunie I'm going grey." I call to her.
"What?" She replies in confusion.
"Look my hair is going grey." I explain and walk over so she could see.
"Well it looks a little greyer but it's still blond Rikku. Maybe it's just the light? You still look pale and your eyes look off colour." She runs through my faults.
"Well I'm still tired." I explain I had never lost my tiredness from when I woke up. "Owie. What the fuck. I bit myself." I cry out that really hurt and it's not like I even moved my mouth.
"Oh Rikku." Yuna sympathised. Then I was over come by a satisfying sensation I couldn't quite put my finger on. "What?" Yuna said in confusion.
"mmm... What?" I repeated in confusion.
"You cut yourself." She explained. Was that sensation the blood? What the hell? I can't let this out or Yunie will think I am becoming a vampire like Paine might possibly be? I hope not. I don't want to think of her like that.
"Accidents happen." I said as I wiped away the blood, kept quiet and went to bed
The next dream.
Walked up behind her and placed my hands on her waist. She stopped and turned in my hands. We looked into each others eyes again. God she was beautiful even with her hair down. I raised my arms up to her shoulders and she places her hands around my waist. We pulled into one another and kissed again. It was held longer than before. I closed my eyes and savoured the magic of the embrace. I wanted to push it further I went and rubbed my tongue on her lips begging for entry…
…"I'm sorry." She stepped forwards and hugged me. I breathed a sigh of relief as she takes me in her arms. "I didn't know." She continued. These were comforting…
…"What ya thinking about?" I ask with curiosity.
"What you said. How beautiful it is." She answers.
I put an arm over her shoulders. "Aww you romantic." I tease her.
She smirks slightly. Then she looks over to me. She looks over each bit of my face and neck.
"Well looking at you I have good reason to be." That's so sweet. I lean into her and she leans in to and we kiss again. This time I make sure I'm the submissive. I don't want her to back off again. Not when it is this good anyway. I feel so happy and pleased and well perfect. Like her kissing me makes the world go away. It takes away my worries of the crew being killed and life seems to become better because someone loves me. She breaks the kiss and looks back at my face. Still looking like she won't ever want to turn away again. She kisses down my cheek and down my neck to my shoulder. Each of the kisses making my day more perfect. She stops.
"Rikku lets get some privacy." She suggests. I only nod then she takes my hand. We run off to the ruins along the road. Once inside Paine starts stroking my hair. She looks into my eyes again. I stair back into her wonderful red ones. God I love her eyes. She leans in and starts kissing my neck line again. I feel like I could enjoy this forever and never want it to end.
She bit me,
She bit me,
She bit me,
She bit me,
She bit me,
She bit me.
'Rikku.'
'Rikku.'
'Don't panic Rikku.'
The next day.
'Rikku.' Huh? 'Rikku listen.' Paine? 'Yes. Rikku you need to pay attention.' "Paine!" I yell through fear. 'Rikku please don't panic.' "Get away!" 'Rikku you going to be dangerous on your own.' "Leave me alone!" 'This has never been done before I need to make sure you are OK.' "How are you doing this!" 'Long story.' "Get away from me!" 'Rikku I need to help you.' Suddenly Yuna grabbed me.
"Rikku stooopp. Uhh. What the hell?" Yuna suddenly changed during that sentence.
"Yunie. Paine. Tell me you could hear her." I asked hoping I wasn't going crazy.
"No Rikku I can't hear her… Have you looked in the mirror?" Yunie asked. Why what's wrong with me?
"No." I said in a small voice. She walks me over to a mirror. Pale skin. Red eyes. Silver hair. "Oh my god what's happening to me." I grabbed Yunie to stop myself from collapsing at the sight. "Help me Yunie." 'I can help.' "Go Away!" I yell again.
This shocked Yuna. "Huh?"
"No not you." I try to explain. As I collapse into Yunie hold. "I'm hungry." I announce.
"You're getting your appetite back that's good. After all you haven't eaten in over a day." Yunie tried to remain positive. It was weird I was hungry and I wanted to have something I wasn't so sure about. I lean in against Yuna's shoulder and twitch about something. "I know you're scared." Yunie tries to make me feel secure.
I turn and bite her neck with fangs I never knew I had. It was so satisfying like drinking water after a desert trek or eating after a hunger strike. I couldn't seem to get enough.
I suddenly realise. This is Yuna. This is her blood. I pull away. What the hell? Holly shit. Yuna looks back at me cowering away on the floor neck bleeding. What have I done?
So there we go. The idea behind Part two is it is obvious Rikku is turning into a vampire but Yuna and Rikku don't want to believe it. I'm going to be cruel and make you wait 6 weeks before Part 6 because you need to hear Paine's side of the story. Review me if you have anything to say.
Thank you for reading.