Ok, people thanks for the reviews and suggestions. I finally realized that I do write better when I write at night, so I will be doing my writing at night. Also, someone told me that Edward seemed to give up, don't worry, he didn't, no way….You'll see…Muahaha…

Emmet stalked off muttering incoherent phrases. "Not possible" and "Let her win."

I rolled my eyes and gave Edward a silly grin, "It wasn't that big of a deal."

He smiled, "No, of course not, I've just been trying to beat him for the past 20 years." There was an awkward silence; no one knew what to say. I hadn't had to talk to Edward in weeks, not since…the fight. "Um…Bella, do you want to come up to my room?" he asked quietly, looking down.

"I…don't think it's such a good idea Edward." I wanted so much to say yes, to be carefree. I internally groaned, I hadn't had to think about Edward forever, and now this. I loved him like a brother or best friend. But how could I be sure of that? I hadn't talked to him and I didn't know my feelings. But would it work, he wanted me in the way that I wanted Emmet…I couldn't let this get out of hand. I loved Emmet more than anything. I think.

"I just want to talk, nothing more." He said softly, looking at me with his obsidian eyes, it was like he was pleading, just to hear my voice. His eyes were guarded, waiting for my reaction.

"I guess so." It wouldn't hurt to talk would it, I thought as I followed him up the marble staircase. Emmet would be furious…me being alone with my ex-boyfriend. I winced at the word. What did he want to tell me that was so important?

I seated myself on the plush carpeting and he sat across from me..

"Bella, I…."

You guys r going to hate me for the cliffy…sorry! So soo so sorry! JUST KIDDING!!! Lol, u guys would murder me, if I left it like this.

I waited as he found the words. "I'm sorry, for everything." He choked out. The piece of my heart that still belonged to Edward ripped.

"You had every right to accuse us." I whispered tenderly. Had he not said anything it would have happened, I could tell, tell from the bottom of my soul.

"No," he shook his head. "I love you Bella, and I lost you because of that, I'm so so sorry." His voice broke and sobs erupted from his chest. No tears ran down his angelic cheeks but his eyes turned red and puffy.

"Edward, relax it's ok, it'll be ok." I hugged him and held him. For once it was him that needed to be held and consoled. Him that needed the hug.

"No Bella, it won't be ok." He said flatly. "Not when I don't have you."

"Edward, I can't give you that." My voice was barely audible even for a vampire. "I can only give you friendship." My voice broke.

He pulled me around into his lap and kissed me. I let it go on. It was just like kissing Emmet, but then I realized it was Edward. I pushed him away. "No! NO! NOO!" I cried, "NO!" Emmet was standing in the doorway staring at us. His heart broke, his expression crumpling.

I was curled in a heap, tears spilling down. Edward was in between a smirk and a sad smile. "You knew," I gasped, "You knew he was there." I couldn't believe it. Edward had stooped to that level. He nodded.

"This wasn't going to win me back. Go die. I don't care." I spoke harshly and raced out of my room down the hallway and into Emmet's room. He was sitting on his bed staring at the pictures on the wall. "Emmet, please listen. I love you." I reached for his hand.

"Don't touch me Bella. Go back to him." He spoke bitterly, through his teeth.

"Damn it!" I practically screamed. "You don't get it." I was kneeling at the side of his bed. "It was an accident. Listen to me." I begged. "I was trying to comfort him. Emmet, listen I love you."

"Sure," he hissed, "Yeah, by kissing him like that. Sure, that was more than comforting."

"He ticked me." I whispered. "He was sobbing, so I hugged him, he kissed me. I'm sorry." I stood up. "I'll leave. I'm sorry. I don't deserve you" I reached for the door but he spoke.

"Really Bella?" His eyes were dying to hear the truth, to believe what I had said.

"Yeah, I wouldn't do that to you. Why would you believe it?" It made sense, but he should have known better than to believe that.

His voice was hoarse. "I'm always afraid that I'm not good enough, that I don't deserve you. That you'll leave me, like you did Edward." He whispered.

"No, you got it all wrong." I retorted. "You're perfect, and caring and awesome, I don't deserve you. Never believe that I love someone more than you. And what happened with Edward means nothing. I love you and will stay with you forever. " I paused. This was the right moment to slip it in. "If you change me."

"Bella… I.." he stopped talking.

CLIFFY!!!! Sorry about that. I hope this chapters better, I wrote it at night, is there a difference in between this one and the last one? Thank you for all the suggestions, you guys like read my mind… Please Review and tell me what will happen… Should Bella become a vampire??? REVIEW!!

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