Disclaimer: I dont own TDI or the song...sadly:(

Chapter 1

I, Heather Hawkins, am a normal girl. Well, by normal you mean being the most hated 16-year-old girl in Canada and America then yes, I am normal.

It all started on an international television show called Total Drama Island. I was stereotyped as the "queen bee", which of course I was at my old school but once TDI came out everybody started calling me "belly-button jelly licker", "baldy" and "queen bitch". The kids at school would mess with my hair to see if it was a wig. When I would first go to school it would come off and everybody would call me those wonderful nicknames I mentioned, but once my hair grew back to a short bob they would just pull on it, causing massive, annoying headaches. My family was no help; they would just say it was karma and that I shouldn't have done those things to those people. So they sent me to a therapist because of me crying myself to sleep every night (they said it was getting annoying). My therapist, Dr. Lynn, was the only person I had ever gotten so close to. She resolved my feelings about the past, like how I was fat and ugly and pimply, she brought in my family and we did a little family counseling and my family actually listened. She even made Lindsay come in and I apologized to her.

Flashback

"Hello Heather!" Dr. Lynn said with a smile as I walked in her office. "It's nice to see you again."

"So what are we talking about today, Doc?" I asked, as she was looking over her notes. "Well in our last session you admitted that if she would listen you would apologize to Lindsay."

"Yeah, so what's your point?" I said. Just then a bubbly voice rang out,"Dr. Quinn! Dr. Quinn! Can I come out of this closet now? No one can see me!" Oh crap, I thought, I had not prepared for this. "Yes you may Lindsay," Dr. Lynn said politely, she must have remembered that I said Lindsay was a tad bit forgetful. A blonde beauty stepped out of the closet, she noticed me sitting on the green chair, and a look of rage crossed her face "YOU!" she exclaimed while pointing her finger accusingly, "YOU BACKSTABBING, HO-BAG, BITCH! WHY ARE YOU HERE?!" Just then Dr. Lynn calmly said "Heather has something to say to you." She gestured over to me and gave me an encouraging smile. I looked down, as I felt tears form in my brown eyes. "I-I-I just w-wanted to say I am s-s-sorry for using you on th-the island and e-everything else that I made you do." Then I couldn't take it anymore and I started to burst out in tears and I kept mumbling "sorry" over and over again. Lindsay looked at me then at Dr. Lynn seeming a little surprised. "Heather, are you saying this truthfully?" Lindsay asked. "Y-yes" I said while trying to stop my crying. Lindsay sat there for a minute or two staring at me. "If you are telling me the truth than I forgive you." I looked up at her seeing her smile and I started to smile and gave her a hug. "Thank you" I whispered to her.

End Flashback

It turned out Lindsay lived only an hour away from me, and we started to build a friendly relationship. I'm not sure she still trusts me but we're friends and I'm happy now.

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One day, I came home from the hell hole they call school and found a letter waiting for me on the kitchen counter. I saw the returning address and eagerly opened it.

Dear Miss Hawkins,

Total Drama Creation Studios is pleased to inform you that you and the rest of the cast of Total Drama Island are to return to play in a new season of Total Drama Island! It will be at the same place but Mr. McClean will make it more 'interesting' this time around.

"Oh no," I whispered, imagining all the horrors Chris would think up in his twisted little mind.

On June 1st you will report to Canadian Airlines Airport with Miss Wilson (A/N: Lindsay) and your travel will be paid for by TDCS. If you don't show up you will be forcefully taken due to your contract that you signed in the first season. We hope you show up on June 1st.

Sincerely,

Joseph Jennings, producer of TDI

Once I had finished the letter I smiled and picked up my iPhone. I quickly dialed Lindsay's number and waited while it rang. "Hey Heather!" a high-pitched voice said over the phone. "Hey girl, did you get your letter?" I said excitedly.

"Yes, I did!"

"Yay! I'm so excited for a new season." I exclaimed, "We need to meet up and plan out what we're going to pack!"

"Totally! Come over right now!" she said. "Ok I'll be there in an hour" I replied and hung up the phone.

The weeks passed by and June 1st had finally come. I had packed everything and talked to Dr. Lynn on how I should talk to people. She had suggested that I should make a group apology and then make private apologies to the people I had hurt. I couldn't wait till I could make my apologies and turn over a new leaf. Lindsay and I decided to ride together but we had to take three cars because of our entire luggage combined. Once we got on the airplane, I stuck my iPod in my ears and let the music take control.

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one

Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Chorus

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

Chorus

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way

Once the song had finished, I started to think about how a year ago that was my favorite song but now it felt wrong to me. I'm not a bitch anymore; I'm a different person now with different feelings. When I had finished with my contemplating, I quickly put my iPod away and started to talk to Lindsay. We chatted for the rest of the trip, she told me how she and Taylor were going to get back together, and I quickly told her it was Tyler so she wouldn't embarrass herself. We landed and we got into a limo and they took us to this dock were we got onto separate boats. I got onto the same boats they used last year. The boat was sailing for about 30 minutes when I could see the Dock of Shame. There it is, I thought to myself, your time to shine. The boat stopped and I stepped off.

A/N: yay! first story! Party!!!! anyway i would love some criticsim(sp?)