Meredith sighs as she falls back on the soft bed. The flight was torture. She struggled to maintain her cool as Derek sat across from him. He went to the bathroom several times and she didn't even want to know why, but she had a feeling that she already knew. She couldn't help but smirk to herself about that feeling. Derek wants her. She knows that. She can see it in the way he looks at her. The way he fucks her with his eyes. He wants her.
He wants her and she wants him, but she can't have him. She is practically his boss. It is completely inappropriate and there is no telling how the rest of the team would react. Plus, she is the one who pays him. It just seems so wrong. She needs to stop having these thoughts about him. They seem so wrong but feel so right.
She closes her eyes and he is there. He is running his hands up her smooth legs. She shivers as she feels his masculine hands rub against her sensitive inner thighs as he spreads her legs. .She runs her hands over his well defined chest and abs, her fingers memorizing every muscle. She feels his lips on her seconds before he slips his tongue into her mouth, kissing her in a way that makes her toes curl.
His hands run down her sides as his mouth moves from her mouth and trails down her jawline. She moves her hands over his strong shoulders and down his sculpted back. God, he feels like such a man. She can feel his erection pressing against her thigh through the material of his jeans. He feels so big. She didn't know that men could be so big. She feels a bit of fear mixed with anticipation as she thinks about his penis being inside of her.
Somehow, she isn't exactly sure how, they are both suddenly naked. She feels shy as he runs his eyes over her. She has never been looked at the way that he is currently looking at her. Like he wants her. Like he needs her. She bites her lip as she allows her eyes to wander over his perfect body. Her eyes widen as they see his very erect and very large cock. He chuckles and she feels herself blush. He suddenly becomes concerned as he caresses her cheek with his thumb.
Derek: Why are you blushing, baby?
Meredith bites down on her lip and averts her gaze. She is ashamed. She is ashamed about what she is about to say. She tries to keep her gaze averted, but even before she can answer Derek is turning her head so that she is forced to look him in the eyes.
Meredith: It's just...I don't have much experience...I...I'm not good at this...I want to be good for you...but I..
Derek silences Meredith by placing his finger on her lips.
Derek: Mer, you have no idea how much I love the fact that you don't have much experience. You will be great. You will be perfect. You will be perfect because you are the one I want to be with. It will be great because it is with you.
Derek replaces his finger with his lips and kisses her sweetly, letting her know that he is there for her. That he wants her not for sex, but to be closer to her. She bites down on her lip, still fearful of his largeness hurting her. He senses her fear.
Derek: What is it, Mer?
Meredith: It's just...you are so big...I..will it hurt me?
Derek smiles sweetly at her as he runs his fingers through her hair.
Derek: It might at first, but it will get much better. I promise.
Meredith nods and Derek begins to move his mouth down her body. His lips send fire throughout her body as she continues to burn for him. She runs her fingers through his hair as he continues to move his mouth further south. She tugs on his hair as she looks at him with panic.
Meredith (gasping): What are you doing?
Derek looks at her and arches his eyebrow.
Derek: Haven't you ever gotten oral?
Meredith blushes again.
Meredith: I...I...no..I haven't...
Derek's mouth falls open in surprise.
Derek: Have you ever had an orgasm?
Meredith shakes her head no.
Derek moves back up her body and kisses her on the mouth. He looks deep into her eyes.
Derek: Well, get ready for the ride of your life.
Derek runs his fingers through the soft hair that covers her feminine mound. He looks up at her as he pushes her legs further apart.
Derek: Relax, baby. I promise that it will feel amazing.
Meredith nods.
Derek: Are you ready?
Meredith: Y...y...yes...
Derek nods before he slowly runs his tongue over her silky folds. She gasps when he begins to suck on her clit.
Meredith: Oh God...
Derek stops and looks up at her.
Derek: Are you okay.
Meredith raises her head.
Meredith: Don't stop!
Derek chuckles as he returns to sucking on her clit. He inserts one of his fingers into her opening. She moans in pleasure and arches her back in pleasure. He wants to get her ready. He wants to make sure she is wet enough so that he doesn't hurt her. He inserts two fingers into her. Meredith moans loudly as she feels the pleasure building. She doesn't want him to stop.
Meredith suddenly opens her eyes and looks around the empty room. Her body is covered in a sheen of sweat from her hot dream and she is panting. She has never felt anything like that before, even if it was just in a dream.
She wonders what woke her up. The room is eerily quiet. Derek must be asleep as well. Jet lag is a real killer. She doesn't realize that it was her own moans that roused her from her wet dream. This dream certainly doesn't help her ability to resist him. She hears the shower start up from Derek's room. He has practice later. Why in the hell is he taking a shower now?
She lies there and listens to the sound of the shower running as she imagines the water cascading down his firm body. The body that covered her in her dreams. It is only when the shower stops that she sits up in the bed.
That is when she sees it.
She immediately starts screaming and jumps up on the bed. It is a short moment later that her bedroom door bursts open and a dripping Derek with a towel hanging off of his waist stands in her doorway. He looks at her with fear and anxiety in his eyes.
Derek (breathless): What is it?!
Meredith points to something on the floor as she moves from one foot to the other on the white duvet. Derek shakes his head as he chuckles.
Derek: Seriously??
Meredith scowls at him as she picks up a pillow from the bed and throws it at him.
Meredith (in a scared voice): Please, Derek. Please kill it.
Derek chuckles as he looks at her.
Derek: Be right back.
Meredith watches Derek walk out of the room. His body looks exactly the way she thought it would and she can't help but wonder how the hidden parts, well, part of him looks.
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Derek shakes his head as he walks out of Meredith's room to get a shoe. She looked so damn cute jumping on the bed nervously. After they got to the room he had laid down, hoping to recover from the jet lag before he met the team for practice.
Of course, he had dreamed about her. He had dreamed about being inside of her. He was dreaming about being inside of her when something woke him up. It only took him a minute to realize that what woke him up was the moans that were coming from her room. He decided to take a shower this time as he jacked off once again. No woman had ever turned him on so much.
It was as he was tying the towel around his waist that he heard her screams. He had no idea what was wrong and without thinking he had rushed to her. he felt that need, that desire to protect her. He reaches down and grabs one of the shoes that he had kicked off earlier. He walks back to her room where she is peering over the side of the bed and watching the small black spider slowly move across the cream carpet.
Meredith looks up at him with wide eyes. He can't help but think about how adorable she looks in that moment. She points to the spider.
Meredith: Do you see that? It's huge!
Derek chuckles.
Derek: It is not. It's tiny.
Meredith crosses her arms over her chest as she glares at him.
Meredith: Are you laughing at me?
Derek arches his eyebrow.
Derek: Maybe.
Meredith: I don't need a knight in shining...whatever!
Derek chuckles as he walks towards the spider.
Meredith: Be careful!
Derek: So, you want me to leave the spider?
Meredith just looks at him.
Derek: You just said you didn't need me.
Meredith's mouth falls agape as she stares at him.
Meredith: I would be fine.
Derek chuckles.
Derek: You probably would be stuck on that bed until it disappeared somewhere.
Meredith: No, I wouldn't.
Derek: Yes, you would.
Meredith: Whatever. You are already here, so why not kill it?
Derek smirks at her.
Derek: Because it is just so fun to watch you squirm.
Meredith gasps.
Meredith: ASS!
Derek throws his arms up in the air and starts to walk out of the room.
Derek: Fine.
Meredith (in a whiny voice): No! Please. Please kill that damn spider.
Derek turns to look at her. He arches his eyebrow.
Derek: You really are scared, aren't you?
Meredith nods.
Meredith: Spiders. I hate spiders.
Derek chuckles.
Derek: I gathered that.
Derek squashes the spider with the shoe.
Derek: Okay. It's dead now.
He can hear Meredith breathe a sigh of relief.
Meredith: Thank you.
Derek: You're welcome.
Their eyes lock for a moment and Derek feels whole for the first time in forever. They maintain the eye contact for a few minutes before Derek clears his throat.
Derek: I...uh...I should get dressed...I have practice..
Meredith nods.
Meredith: Yeah.
Derek stops at the door.
Derek: Are you coming?
Meredith: I can't.
Derek arches his eyebrow.
Meredith: The practice is closed to anyone but players.
Derek: Ah. Okay. Well, I will see you later then.
Meredith: Yeah. I will be here.
Derek smiles at her.
Derek: Good.
Before Meredith can respond, Derek walks back to his bedroom. He sits down on the bed in his towel and drops his head in his hands. He has no idea what he is going to do. He can't go after her if it is just for sex. He can't do that. It would kill his career. But is it just about sex? For some reason he doesn't think so. It isn't about fulfilling a physical need with her. She causes that physical need, but he doesn't want her to just be the one to scratch the itch.
The physical need is there because of the strong emotional attachment that he doesn't even realize has already formed between the two. An emotional attachment that is inspiring physical need which is becoming harder and harder to ignore.
Sorry this took so long to post...it was actually ready a couple of days ago but I was having problems with this site and I haven't had time..
My classes have started and I am taking an extremely heavy courseload. I am NOT abandoning this fic, but the updates will not be as often. I will update when I can...but I'm taking 21 hours of science courses and they are very time consuming...so yeah...once again...sorry for the wait.
-Marci