Momo: This song is stuck in my head and I decided to do a song fic to help you guys decide on what Hikari should do (See chapter 20 if you missed it) The song is Comatose by Skillet. This is also my first attempt at a song fic. Enjoy!! Disclaimer: I don't own the song. Believe me, I wish I did.
Comatose
Hikari's POV:
I hate feeling like this
I curled up into a ball, trying to ignore the pain I was feeling, how I hated this familiar and pathetic feeling.
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I had lost count of the many times I had been lied to... the secrets that had been kept from me. I was sick of it all. I was beginning to hate everyone, to give up on everything.
I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to you
The only person who dared to tell me the truth was Takuma... the one I truly love. I love to have him by my side, making sure everything will be alright.
Tell me that you will listen
He cared about what I say and doesn't toss it aside like the other people in this damned academy.
You're touch is what I'm missing
Then the day he left the school, the day I didn't know would be when all hell broke loose, he disappeared. I wanted and needed him so much.
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you
I normally try to run away from my troubles, other people have to fend for me, normally Takuma. If I keep being so pathetic, I'm going to lose him.
Comatose. I'll never wake up with out an overdose of you
If and when this is all over, all I'll want is to wake up and stare into those beautiful green eyes that are filled with such love and compassion.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'less I feel you next to me
If something happens to him... I won't be able to go on...
You take the pain I feel
Just like when Hana almost killed us, I didn't think I'd live. Before I passed out that night, feeling him squeeze my hand in comfort, took some of the pain away.
Waking up to you never felt so real
Then, a week and a half later, when I woke up, he was right next to me. He never left me at all. That's the best feeling ever.
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream cause my dreams don't comfort me
I don't even want to sleep without him there, because he's the only one that makes the nightmares go away.
The way you make me feel
Takuma makes me feel safe and loved. No one else makes me feel that way. Not even my uncle.
Waking up to you never felt so real
If I get injured in this disaster with Rido and I end up unconscious again, if I wake up, his face is all I want to see.
Takuma's POV
I hate living without you
As much as I hated to leave Hikari without saying anything to her, I knew I had to leave to do what had to be done.
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
I'm such an idiot. I should never have doubted that Hikari would get curious about Shiki and then end up getting hurt.
But my demons lay in waiting tempting me away
No matter how much I want to stay, I need to be away from Hikari. I always get her hurt, and every time I save her, she still ends up hurt.
Oh how I adore you
I love her so much, I never want to see her hurt again.
Oh how I thirst for you
The taste of her blood... a dangerous thing for me. The sweet and spicy taste that has the Kuran's blood line in it, but I can never stop myself.
Oh how I need you
I love her and want to make sure she never feels pain again, I can try to do that by leaving. But I know in the end, I still need her to fill the void in my heart.
Comatose. I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
The thing I miss most right now, is waking up to see her angelic sleeping face, the beautiful, peaceful expression that drives me crazy and makes me want to kiss her all over.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'less I feel you next to me
I have to admit, I have a small hope that she'll follow me to my grandfather's, just so if I do die, I can at least be near her one last time.
You take the pain I feel
If she will be there, I won't feel the immense pain that comes with dying, she will be my angelic painkiller.
Waking up to you never felt so real
If I somehow live, I want to see her when I wake up. To wipe the worried tears that would surely be on her face.
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream cause my dreams don't comfort me
Dreams full of blood and anguish will surely be there. They already are. Filled with the past bloodshed I've seen with Hikari and my friends.
The way you make me feel
Hikari makes me feel wanted. Not like an annoying pest. Not like a tool. I feel truly loved around her.
Waking up to you never felt so real
Even if she doesn't come. Even if I will die anyways. I want to wake up, just for one second, to see her.
Both POV'S
Breathing life
I take a deep breath and prepare myself for the disaster that will come.
Waking up
I now realize what I must do. Even if it's the last thing I want to do.
My eyes open up
I now see the painful truth.
Comatose. I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
My love, how I want to see you the next time I awake. If there is a next time.
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna breathe 'less I feel you next to me
I miss you so much right now. I don't want to live without you, but this must be done.
You take the pain I feel
You made my dark heart shine again because of your love.
Waking up to you never felt so real
I miss the comfort of waking up next to you, knowing you aren't hurt or sad.
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream cause my dreams don't comfort me
Nightmares haunted me about the events that are sure to take place.
The way you make me feel
You worry me immensely, but it's because I can't bear to see anything happen to you.
Waking up to you never felt so real
You're the first thing I want to see when I get through this nightmare.
Oh how I adore you (waking up to you never felt so real)
You're the best thing that ever happened to me.
Oh how I thirst for you (waking up to you never felt so real)
I need you so much. I'd gladly give my blood for you.
Oh how I adore you
Please, my one and only, don't die on me.
Momo: I hope that wasn't as sappy as I think it is... Anywho, that was a giant pain in the ass. I hope you enjoyed! Please review your decision so I can get the next chapter out soon!