I felt ashamed that he actually made me cry. I remember just crying myself to sleep, my back was sore he had really slammed me agaist the wall, it was too violant. I could hear noices down the hallway, I was just being curious, the noice was coming from Edwards room.
I opened the door gently trying not to wake him, I knew it would only anger him, geez this guy got mad about everything, I walked inside, he was alseep on his bed, his covers thrown off, I could see his bare body, it was as incredible as his face, it was lean and muscular, in other words perfect.
I stopped oggling as he, threw himself back and fourth, the sweat all over him was visible, I guess he was having a nightmare, I didn't know what came over me as I made my way towards his bed. I shook his shoulder gently "Edward, wake up" I whispered, shaking him lightly once more.
He sat up with a start, looking around in a slight daze, I took a step backwards fully aware of his anger issues, I guess stepping back was a good idea, because he jumped out of his bed, backing into me, it really didn't help he was so tall and I was so small, I moved my hands backwards feeling for the wall and looking up at him.
"Isabella what the fucking hell do you think your doing in my room?" He asked, he had my truly cornered now, I could feel the heat from his body, "I wonder if he's sick" I thought.
"Edward...I...I" I stuttered, my mouth wouldn't let the words out, I tripped backwards and sent myself crashing into the wall, I groaned slightly rubbing the back of my head.
"I...I spit it out, Isabella" He mocked his body pressed agaist mine now, "right now you done it Bella" I thought, mentally attacking myself. Looking up I hoped he didn't look to mad, to my misfortune he looked furious, his brow furrowed and jaw clenched tightly.
"You were having a nightmare, I thought you needed waking" I mumbled, looking at my feet, I couldn't hold his gaze any longer, it was to intense.
"Isabella never ever, come in my room again understand?" His tone was menacing, I never knew anyone to be so nasty and mean in my life, I looked up and nodded, when he stepped back I rushed out of his room, shutting his door, I put my hand over my mouth, and the tears just fell.
I rushed back to my room, slamming the door and collapsing on the floor, inhaling deeply before letting out another sob. I wiped my eyes, standing up I grabbed a towel and went to take a shower. I was happy the water was warm and relaxing, I washed my hair with herbal essences-strawberry. I switched the shower off and wrapped my towel around me.
Once in my room, I tied my hair in to a quick pony tail, and pulled on a boyfriend fit pare of jeans and a kings of leon t-shirt and my white tennis shoes, I certainly didn't have a girly style like Alice, I was more Bohemiam.
I walked slowly into the living room, I felt my heart stop when I saw Edward, sitting down watching the televion I crept past, not wanting to make my self noticed and sat on the oppisite sofa. I happily watched what he was watching waiting for Alice to show up, we were going out for breakfast at 11:00 along with her friend Rosalie, also known as Rose. It was now 9:45 AM. I looked down from the clock with a slight sigh, I wish time would just hurry up I really didn't want to spend anymore time with a monster, that may be harsh but from what I know he is and always will be a aggressive monster.
"Isabella the time will not go any quicker by constantly looking at the clock" He looked at me, with a smirk and returned to watching what was on the television.
"Edward just shut up" I whispered, I couldn't handle his remarks anymore it was stupid, but I was not going to ever give into him ever, if that meant living here then so be it I am not weak like he thinks.
I heard him get up and walk towards me, I shut my eyes, and prayed he just walked straight past me, he didn't though he grabbed my arm and pulled me up and threw me to the floor, I put my arms out to break my fall, it did break it abit but I ended up with a carpet burn.
"Don't tell me to shut up, girl you will regret it" I felt him push me down onto my back before, pulling me up, I grabbed my arm out and pulled myself into his chest, my breathing heavy my arm stinging.
He pushed me off him, grabbing his keys and slamming the dorm door on the way out, I sat down on the sofa feeling dazed, I was really going to try and make his life hell, for the pain he was putting me threw, I was still scared but brave at the same time, it was his turn to feel pain now.
I heard the door knock, so went to answer it. I was very pleased that it was Alice, I let her in and led her to the living room, and sat down this was almost becoming habit.
"Bells what the hell happened to your arm" She squeeked examining it, "Have you been crying" with that comment the tears began to fall I was sobbing in front of the "monsters" sister.
"Why does he hate me Alice?" I asked between sobs, laying my head on her shoulder wiping my eyes. She sighed and rocked me back and foward like a mother do to a daughter.
"Bells I really don't know, you have to be strong sweetie please" she seemed pleading, her happy self was gone for a second, she looked at me and nodded her eyes had a look, a look I can't explain.
"Listen Bella, Edward is seriosuly screwed up he's a monster, can I tell you something?" she asked sitting up and looking away, I nodded slowly so she could see.
"Edward, he ..umm..he..he's never had anyone, he hates everyone he meets, I've never seen him hate someone as much as you.." she paused sighed and continued "..Bella just do anything to hurt him, he needs a dose of it"
I was shocked to hear her say that, "did she just say hurt him?" I thought. I looked over at her she looked sad, I had known Alice two days and even I knew sad was not in her nature.
"Alice I want too, I will" I agreed nodding and standing up, wiping my eyes with the back of my hands. She smiled brightly thats the Alice I knew.
"Thankyou, and come on dozy we need to get, to breakfast and meet Rose" she giggled pulling me out the door and grabbing my keys for me.
I felt happy walking round the campus, my arm linked with Alice it was hot outside, so I was glad I didn't have a jacket, the campus cafe was only 15 minutes away and Alice said Rose was already there.
I felt alot of people look up, as Alice and I walked threw the glass panel doors into the air conditioned cafe. I saw a blond girl wave over to Alice, my stomached dropped Alice lowered my confidance, well Rose made me feel worse, she was incredible looking, her long blond modelish hair was exquisite her eyes were as piercing as Alice's.
She had serious super-model looks, but she seemed friendly her perfect teeth bared into a bright smile.
"Rosieee" Alice squeeled pulling me over to her friend, who had saved us a table and leaping into her arms with a big hug, they both laughed happily before turning to me.
"Rose, this is Bella Swan, Bella this is Rosalie Hale" Alice introduced as with such excitement, her eyes looking back and foward between us.
"Hello" we both said, I smiled and I sat down, Rose had a big smile on her face and tapped my hand from across the table.
"Your as beautiful as Alice described you Bella" She said, giving Alice a nod and a wink, I blushed violently I didn't no if it was a joke or not.
"..Your just being nice" I mumbled down to my feet, feeling my blush go away. I looked up at Alice who looked, incredibly happy.
"Oh no confidance, shhh Bella you are stunning"She said, nodding her luxurious blond hair, "I'll go get us some food".
I gave Alice a smile as she left with Rosealie, to get some breakfast for us all.
"Here you go Bella, french toast and strawberrys" Said Rosalie giving me my plate, I took it and smiled gratefully.
We all sat eating are food and chatting about the school and lessons we had signed up for, I noticed Alice, whisper somthing to Rose, who looked at me with a wide eyed expression.
"So your with Edward, in dorm E" She asked, looking at me whilst shoveling another bit of toast in her mouth. I nodded slowly chewing my food, savouring the taste.
"Yes unfortunatly" I answered, looking up between her and Alice, trying to figure if it had upset anybody.
"Don't worry, myself and Alice will look out for you" she said, with Alice nodding her head quickly with a serious look on her face, she stopped and gave me a smile.
"You need to get yourself sorted out don't you Bella, we will walk you back to your dorm" Alice said.
"No you and Rosalie catch up I'll walk back myself seriously" I said giving them both a small smile, I put my tray on the counter and turned to say goodbye.
"For one call me Rose, and second we'll come round later" She said, giving me a wave and a big smile, Alice the same. I turned once waving goodbye and headed back to my dorm hoping a certain someone would still be out.
The walk back to my dorm, was a peaceful one, I walked across the field, I was daydreaming when I felt something hard collide with my head. I fell to the ground with a thump, I sat up rubbing my head, then someone pulled me to my feet.
"Oh crap I am so sorry, I should have watched what I was doing" I looked up to see a guy with a concerned look on his face, he was pretty good looking, nicely built, nice blue eyes just nice. I smiled a little shaking my head and batting his hands away.
"No it's okay, I normally get in the way" I said, laughing looking at my feet, before gazing back up at him, he had a silly smile on his face.
"Seriously, are you okay? I'm so sorry..I'm Mike by the way" he said extending his hand to me, I took it and shook it with a smile.
"Isabell Swan, but call me Bella" I announced, pulling my hand away, "maybe being hit with a frizbee wasn't so bad" I thought.
I saw a bunch of people over by a tree, shouting towards Mike, he looked at me with a sorry look on his face.
"Really sorry Bella, I better be going um..whats your dorm I'll come see you" He pulled a pen, and looked up with me and gave me a wink.
"Erm..shuttle bay E, number 67, with Edward Cullen" I said watching him write it down, he smiled before giving me a peck on the cheek and ran of to his friends.
I couldn't contain my smile, as I opened the door to my dorm, Mike seemed like such a nice guy things where looking up even more than ever.
I entered the living room and crashed on the sofa, I heard someone enter the room and sit on the other sofa, I looked over Edward, looked tired and grumpy.
I remembered what Alice had said, about hurting her brother, I guess she meant piss him off, she just said it wrong, I smirked slightly I was going to enjoy this.
"Cullen, I have a guy coming over later, don't be a complete bastard please" with that I got up and made my way too my room to freshen up, ok I couldn't look much worse that I already did, I let my hair down, and shook it out, for once it had a bounce and the curls looked shiny and soft.
I began applying lipgloss, but dropped when I heard the door slam open, Edward stood there not looking best pleased, I tried giving a innocent smile, and picked up my lipgloss putting it in my jean pocket.
"I will be a bastard, if I want to Isabella" He snapped, walking into my room placing a hand on my shoulder and pushing my on my bed. I felt his body on top of mine, he was supringly light, he began to push me furhter up the bed moving with me. I lost all power and was just frozen with him on top of me, my heart was beating fast, I couldn't control the inner fear.
He brushed my hair out of the way, his head cocked by my neck, he began to nip at it, it wasn't gentle it hurt, I yelped trying to fight him of, he just pinned my arms down, and bit harder.
"Edwardddd! STOP! I shouted, struggling underneath his grasp, he wasn't stopping he wanted me to feel pain, he began to bite harder, and with a sudden reaction I crashed my knee into his groin, he grunted into my neck before letting go and crashing to the floor, in pain I side stepped round him and ran into the living room.
He was going to be mad....