Many agonizing and painful hours later, Dee still hadn't been able to catch
on what Ryo's condition was. He kept trying to tell himself that it wasn't
bad, because if it were, they would have told him for sure.
Letting out a small and simple sigh, concluding with a slouch of the shoulders, he resumed into his thinking position again. A couple of things have crossed his mind, things like...was Ryo even trying to fight this? Was he even trying to stay alive? If so, what was his strength and reason for doing it? Dee hadn't been much help lately, and Rose was a total entirely different story. The man totally pulled a 360 all of a sudden, making everyone's life miserable. He was a crazy bastard, but never did it get to the point where he was holding a gun to anyone, unless it was necessary. If Ryo was fighting for his life, and actually giving a damn, something on the planet must be making him want to reach that level. Dee folded his hands and rested his chin over his knuckles with a sigh, thinking if only it were him keeping the one he loved the most, still breathing.
"Not everyone jumps out in front of a bullet for nothing!" Dee growled impatiently, covering his face. "Goddamn it this is pissing me off!"
With that, he stood straight up and walked out of the waiting room, only one thing on his mind.
"I want to see Ryo and I want to see him now," he told the receptionist at the front desk, slamming the surface of the desk with his hands, leaving the middle aged woman's mouth at a hang.
"I don't give a damn what condition he's in, I want to see him."
Dee didn't take any reasoning with. Once he made up his mind, he was going to follow through with it. He was hotheaded enough to bust down the doors that held him back from reaching the one he loved. If it came to that point, he wouldn't hold back.
Dee only stayed in one spot for not even two seconds before he rushed down the hall, ignoring the calls of seize that were shouted at him from behind, followed by a few threats. Dee put all this out of his mind and continued his brisk walk to the end of the hall, making sure to get a good look at the patients in the room, so he wouldn't run by Ryo and not know it.
He had no idea how many people were trying to stop him, for the very last room on the right held his every reason for existing. He was only idle for a moment, brain processing everything his eyes took in on his loved one, and then entered. Ryo looked still, giving Dee a sudden jolt.
"Ryo..."
In trying to form his name with his flimsy lips, it came out no more than a mumble and proven useless. Ryo still lay perfectly still on his back, head propped up on numerous pillows, unable to hear the soft whisper.
Dee took hold of one of Ryo's hands and sat beside him, trying his hardest not to shed a tear.
From what he could tell, Ryo had just gotten out of surgery, for his shirt was removed and his chest was bandaged. This was a good sign. He kicked himself mentally for not coming in earlier to see him. It would have put hours of worrying behind him.
He was put at ease, just by the content look on Ryo's face. He was resting comfortably, bringing relief to Dee. Dee brought Ryo's hand to his cheek and held it there, not even bothering to fight back the tears that gathered in his eyes. For whatever reason Ryo had done what he did, Dee was just thankful that he survived the good deed.
"You were so full of life," Dee murmured softly, rocking Ryo's hand slowly against his face. "I know I haven't been much help and that bastard Rose just made it all worse. I hope he goes to hell for what he did. I hate the shit he pulled on you. He played with your head and it tore me up to watch that happen. You're a wonderful person and it's assholes like him that make something like this happen. I know I don't deserve it, but come back to me Ryo. It's not much to come back to, and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be in this spot right now. I'm sorry I hassled you from day one. I was just thinking of my selfish desires and not what you thought about it. I still don't even know how you feel. You go off and on, confusing me. One minute, you're making out with Rose, the next, you take a bullet for me. I don't get it! I need some answers!" Dee cried out, ending in a sob.
He took a couple of seconds to look up at Ryo's face. He looked beautiful enough to kiss, even in times like this.
"Oh please...come back to me Ryo...please. I want to make it right again..."
Sorry so short and sloppy! I'm spending a couple weeks in Pennsylvania and haven't had the time to do much of anything! Review please!
Letting out a small and simple sigh, concluding with a slouch of the shoulders, he resumed into his thinking position again. A couple of things have crossed his mind, things like...was Ryo even trying to fight this? Was he even trying to stay alive? If so, what was his strength and reason for doing it? Dee hadn't been much help lately, and Rose was a total entirely different story. The man totally pulled a 360 all of a sudden, making everyone's life miserable. He was a crazy bastard, but never did it get to the point where he was holding a gun to anyone, unless it was necessary. If Ryo was fighting for his life, and actually giving a damn, something on the planet must be making him want to reach that level. Dee folded his hands and rested his chin over his knuckles with a sigh, thinking if only it were him keeping the one he loved the most, still breathing.
"Not everyone jumps out in front of a bullet for nothing!" Dee growled impatiently, covering his face. "Goddamn it this is pissing me off!"
With that, he stood straight up and walked out of the waiting room, only one thing on his mind.
"I want to see Ryo and I want to see him now," he told the receptionist at the front desk, slamming the surface of the desk with his hands, leaving the middle aged woman's mouth at a hang.
"I don't give a damn what condition he's in, I want to see him."
Dee didn't take any reasoning with. Once he made up his mind, he was going to follow through with it. He was hotheaded enough to bust down the doors that held him back from reaching the one he loved. If it came to that point, he wouldn't hold back.
Dee only stayed in one spot for not even two seconds before he rushed down the hall, ignoring the calls of seize that were shouted at him from behind, followed by a few threats. Dee put all this out of his mind and continued his brisk walk to the end of the hall, making sure to get a good look at the patients in the room, so he wouldn't run by Ryo and not know it.
He had no idea how many people were trying to stop him, for the very last room on the right held his every reason for existing. He was only idle for a moment, brain processing everything his eyes took in on his loved one, and then entered. Ryo looked still, giving Dee a sudden jolt.
"Ryo..."
In trying to form his name with his flimsy lips, it came out no more than a mumble and proven useless. Ryo still lay perfectly still on his back, head propped up on numerous pillows, unable to hear the soft whisper.
Dee took hold of one of Ryo's hands and sat beside him, trying his hardest not to shed a tear.
From what he could tell, Ryo had just gotten out of surgery, for his shirt was removed and his chest was bandaged. This was a good sign. He kicked himself mentally for not coming in earlier to see him. It would have put hours of worrying behind him.
He was put at ease, just by the content look on Ryo's face. He was resting comfortably, bringing relief to Dee. Dee brought Ryo's hand to his cheek and held it there, not even bothering to fight back the tears that gathered in his eyes. For whatever reason Ryo had done what he did, Dee was just thankful that he survived the good deed.
"You were so full of life," Dee murmured softly, rocking Ryo's hand slowly against his face. "I know I haven't been much help and that bastard Rose just made it all worse. I hope he goes to hell for what he did. I hate the shit he pulled on you. He played with your head and it tore me up to watch that happen. You're a wonderful person and it's assholes like him that make something like this happen. I know I don't deserve it, but come back to me Ryo. It's not much to come back to, and if it weren't for me, you wouldn't be in this spot right now. I'm sorry I hassled you from day one. I was just thinking of my selfish desires and not what you thought about it. I still don't even know how you feel. You go off and on, confusing me. One minute, you're making out with Rose, the next, you take a bullet for me. I don't get it! I need some answers!" Dee cried out, ending in a sob.
He took a couple of seconds to look up at Ryo's face. He looked beautiful enough to kiss, even in times like this.
"Oh please...come back to me Ryo...please. I want to make it right again..."
Sorry so short and sloppy! I'm spending a couple weeks in Pennsylvania and haven't had the time to do much of anything! Review please!