Only a Dream

LeafXCrow

As I sit here in the golden autumn colored grass

I think about our previous happenings

And oh, how I wanted it to last

For it to go on forever and ever, with no more saddening

And for the wonderful time we shared never to pass

For our hearts to no longer be darkening

And this horrible burden to no longer be a mass

On my already hurting heart

We could have been everything together

If only it would have been so wrong

Now I feel so under the weather

And my heart sings a sickening song

I've wished for more times than one

That we could just take one more peaceful walk

Just you and me- out under the gleeful morning sun

But that time of happiness has already begun

And has been washed away by a tide of pain

Now we're both nothing, broken apart and lost

I've tried so extremely hard to feel upright and the same

Yet my heart is still torn into vain

But in time I know I have to move on

Get over the hurt and the grief

My fears I have to cast away

As I know I will start a new day

Then maybe my life will still be different

But in some strange way, perhaps this will be better

I try to keep myself at least halfway descent

Though you have no idea how my heart continues to wither

I still love you- truly and deeply

And maybe, just maybe

I'll be with you again someday

Though, for now, that is seemingly

Only a dream.