a/n awww we dint get 15 reviews :( but thank to people who didnt review!! um this chappies quite long so enjoy. aslo can any one piniot out faults in Kakashis decition making logic if they can please can you piont them out to us so we can fix it! thanx
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Irukas week had looked up since the encounter with hedi, his marking was under control, his students werent acting up to much and spring was getting into full bloom. So all in all the niggleing little fears at the back of irukas mind weren't giving him too much trouble.
iruka wasn't stupid he knew that everybody had secrets thing they didn't want people to know. He knew that every body had a past and in all liklyhood some were worse that his. But he aslo knew that the acceptance he that now would vanish over night if word got out. It would mainly because of his position working with children but aslo because people would be so shocked.
But the ohter reason why he didn't want people to know was because iruka was haunted by the shame of his past. He may not have seemed it but iruka was very pround in someway and his integrity was one of them. The embarasement of his inncentence and naiveity were long term scarrs. with hindsight him could believe that him had done any of it! But strangle iruka wasn;t freaked out by what he had done. He was only scared f people finding put not at all about the fact that once he that been lusted over by roomfulls of men and women. That wsnt the reason that he had never had a relationship.
no the reason for that was because, out of fear and paranoier, iruka kept his head now and didn't let people get too close to him. Because people thinking of him as an unremarkable school teacher was better than peole thinking of him as a slut. the person he was closest to him was naruto and even he didnt know about it but that was really not surprise as the boy was rather obtuse.
iruka was just begining to hope that things would settle back down into a normal pattern in life when a certain plaitnum headed pervert returned.
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Naruto burst into irukas office at the acadamy in an explosion of orange and sent papers flying "Iruka-sensei, you okay! Will you taking me for ramen? PLease please please!"
"naruto what are you doing here in the middle of the afternoon shouldn't be on a mission or something?" iruka was please to see naruto but was worried that the boy was skiving.
"no no kakashi-sensei has been away on a mission and only got back this morning so he said that we could have the afternoon off, so pleeeeeeeeeeeease can we go for ramen I been working really hard! "
Iruka chuckled at the still childish naruto to hide his slight discomfort at kakashis name. He barly knew the man but he was nver at ease with him. Mabey it was beacause iruka found him quite intimidating of mabey because of those damn icha icha books, but it was know matter as iruka had very little contact with him. He decided that ramen wasnt' such a bad idea, it was pleasant day and he could afford to take the rest of the afternoon off. "Ok naruto but just let me tidy up a bit first"
Iruka and naruto strolled out of itchiroes(cant remenber the name :S) chatting happily. A naruto had spilt some ramen on irukas head (dont ask how!) and so iruka has let down his hair and taken of his head band to rise his head under a tap. So now iruka had dripping wet hair down his back but him didnt really mind as it was a true accident and evening was quite warm so the dampness didnt bother him. Besides he hadn't let his hair down in ages.
Laughing at some comment naruto had made about "fuzzy brows" they turned the corner.
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Kakashi had given his mission report in and gone for something to eat and now he was walking in the pleasant evening air when he turned a seemingly perfectly inncocent looking corner and saw something that in his opionion should have been classed as 18 rated and not been allowed outside.
actually it was someone not something.
well two someones but the second person was kakashis pupil naruto and compared to what was standing beside him didnt deserve to even be looked at.
Because standing the a middle of the street was umino iruka wearing a normal shinobi outfit with , no headband, with big deep chocolate eyes, full highly kissable lips, a strong definate jawline, a long surdy body and to top it at off dripping wet hair trailing around his face and body. In short standing in front of kakashi was the incarnation a fuckableity.
"--"thought kakashi, his brain apeared to have ceased funtioning in favour of oggling the mouthwatering sight in front of him.
"Oh, hello Kakshi- sensei "chirped Naruto, oblivious.(to kakashis somewhat shocked expression and to the fact that he was standing next to said 'incarnation a fuckableity'.)
"Hello Kakashi-san, I've heared your just back from a mission how are you?" said the fuckable one.
Kakashis entire brain and will power were going into not jumping the man in front of him, student presant or no but he regestered that there was an unanswered question and realsied that he was expected to say something, so he shut his mouth stopped drooling and tried his best "--oh hello naruto, iruka-san--um bye"
He had had to get out of there no matter how arupt so he took a step back and teleported with a poof of smoke.
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Iruka and Naruto glanced at each other unsure of what had just happened.
"Um...naruto-"
"Don't worry about it iruka-sensei kakashi-pervent is always weird"
"Oh ummmmmm ok then"
the pair continued walking.
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Kakashi appeared in his front room breathing heavily and trying in vain to control his heart beat. Well he hadent expected THAT. All this odd thoughts and dreams apeared not to be exagerations oh how nice looking the teacher was.
Kakashi flopped onto the sofa, what was he going to do!? All hoped of seeing boring old iruka and forgeting about him were banished. How had kakashi not noticed that before.
Bloody hell but Umino Iruka was just then was probable the hotest thing he had ever seen.
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over the next few days kakshi faced his problem in the best way his genius brain could think of, he avoided iruka. unfortunantly this is a hard task when the man you are trying to avoid works in the mission room and you are a jonin that is required to do missions. as well as walk around the village in which he resides.
Another thing that was nagging him was whether he should tell iruka what he knew. obviously iruka wouldnt like people to know about it, who would, but he couldt keep walking past the man know that he had been a renowned sttip dancer and that iruka had no idea that his secret had been unearthed. also it would be a good way of explaining the weirdness of his actions. then again that would mean talking to iruka and him probably hating kakashi.
Also how could he say it,a cheery 'hi iruka, I was talkin to your great uncke the other day and he said that you were a whore' didnt quite work.
Kakashi thought about leaving him a note of message of some sort but descided that thats was just far to cheesy. He realised that he dneeded to think of a sensible solultion to this "issue" so using his "genius brain" he thought about the root of the problem logically.
He wanted the situation with iruka to go back to normal. But he aslo wanted Iruka to know that Kakashi knew about his past. He didn't want to hurt Iruka and make an enimee. Aslo telling Iruka could be extremly akward as well as people would notice sooner or later that things had changed between the two. Neither Iruka nor himself could be trustedto return to normal once the secret was know between them even if it was done discreetly as kakashi got the impresstion that Iruka was unhappy with his past. Kakashi reached the piont were he discovered that his original wants were paradoxial he could have things back to normal AND have iruka knowning. So he had to choose. He thought about it and the decition surprized him, both in the choose and how easy it was to make it, Kakashi wanted Iruka to know that he knew about his past.
Now why did he want that? It would be easiest to simple leaving whole thing behind, but Kakashi found that he wasn't happy to do that. what was it about Iruka that had Kakashi so keen to involve himself? Was it his past or something esle? Strange thoughts, or How iruka looked?...
promply kakashi decided to was time to stop thinking about iruka. the decidtion was made and now all he had to do was find a way of telling iruka...
a/n one word REVIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW
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