Hey everyone, I got some internet access so I decided to write this chapter before I get to a point where my internet shuts off. Traveling sucks so much…well enough talk so enjoy..
Over the next few days Christine was nursed by Erik so that she would get better. One morning Christine awoke and noticed Erik sitting where his organ used to be holding out his hands as if her were playing. She loved Erik with all her heart and couldn't take the thought of him being un happy. Christine got up and walked over to where Erik was and placed her hands around his waist. "Something wrong angel?" asked Christine. "no, I'm fine Christine." said Erik placing his hands over hers. "I just want you to be happy." said Christine. "Oh Christine I am, I am happy as long as you're with me." said Erik. "I'm feeling a little better today, you wouldn't be interested in taking a boat ride would you?" asked Christine. "that would be perfect." said Erik getting to his feet.
Erik and Christine got into his gondola and Erik pushed them through the murky waters until he got to a peaceful spot. He then put his stick down and sat beside Christine who was touching the warm water. "you know Erik I was sad when you killed Raoul, but now I realize that it was for the better." she replied. "are you upset with me? Upset that I have killed once more?" questioned Erik. "I love you Erik and I know that you only did it so that Raoul couldn't hurt me any longer." said Christine. "Of Course dear I wouldn't have killed him if I didn't think it was necessary." said Erik. "Once I saw Raoul aiming his sword at you I thought that if I ran in front of him he would lower his sword, but he didn't. I shouldn't have done it but the thought of living without you here was just devastating." said Christine.
Erik smiled at his angel and said "so what now? What does this crazy life of ours hold for us now?" "I don't know, what ever comes along I guess." said Christine. "can I ask you a serious question?" asked Erik. "of course." said Christine. "the other night when you….when you touched me did you do it out of love or pity?" asked Erik nervously. "to be serious Erik I did it out of pity." said Christine. "I should have known." said Erik looking down into the water. "Oh Erik don't think that I don't love you. I have learned that there is no more pity towards you and that there is only love. I felt so bad that you have never been touched before so I did what I could to please you just incase I had been forced to marry Raoul." said Christine. "so you are saying that besides you no woman would ever touch me?" questioned Erik angrily. "you said it, not me." said Christine. Erik didn't say anything, and then Christine touched his hand and said "Erik, you once told me that if you couldn't have me then you didn't want any other woman." "True, you are the only woman who I would ever want to be with." said Erik. "I'm sorry that I touched you out of pity Erik, but understand that the next time I touch you will be out of love and nothing more." said Christine. "will there be a next time?" asked Erik sarcastically. Christine touched the handsome side of his face and said "of course Erik there will be a next time. Now that Raoul is no longer in my life I love you and no one else." "so you say." said Erik. "Erik, you're perfect the way you are." said Christine. "yes, a perfect hideous creature." said Erik as he turned away. "but you're not, you're handsome and gifted with creating the most beautiful music I've ever heard." said Christine. "well for once in my life I would like to have a steady girlfriend instead of a student who I can not touch." said Erik sarcastically. "Erik let us put the past behind us and let the future be what is must be." said Christine. "I have made so many mistakes in my life Christine, and obsessing over you was one of them." said Erik. Christine smiled, and said "there are no mistakes, everything happens for a reason."
Erik didn't say anything, and then Christine began to unbutton her dress and slipped it off leaving her undergarments on. "What on earth are you doing?" asked Erik. "Taking a swim." said Christine as she got into the murky water. "this water isn't what you call clean." said Erik. "no, but I'm not bathing in it. I'm just taking a swim is all." said Christine. "don't go out any further Christine, I don't want to have to come in after you." said Erik. "join me." replied Christine as she gave him a friendly splash. "that isn't funny." said Erik. "please come in with me Erik." begged Christine as she grasped the side of Erik's gondola. "I don't like the water much." said Erik. "please for me Erik." replied Christine.
Erik sighed, and took off his cloak and managed to get the shirt off his back without Christine's help. He then stepped into the water, and swam over to Christine who immediately clung to him. "I'm afraid that I don't like the water much." said Erik as he held onto her. "I love to swim, it takes my mind off of certain things." said Christine. "I've never done anything to take my mind off of stuff. There are plenty of things that bother me and I've never had the chance to clear my mind." said Erik. "what bothers you so much?" asked Christine. "everything, my life, my face my body just everything." said Erik. "well I'm here, doesn't that take away your bad feelings?" asked Christine. "yes and no." said Erik. "explain." said Christine. "I'm extremely happy that you are here with me but part of my body still cries out for you. It is very hard for me to concentrate on other things when you kiss me or touch me. Do you understand what I mean?" asked Erik. "Erik I am but a virgin myself and I guess being younger than you makes it easier on me because I'm young. You have it harder because you are but a man in your thirties living a horrible life without any kind of love or compassion or any kind of fornication. When you are around me your body's urges awake and yearn for what has never been given to you." said Christine. Erik put his head down, and said "that my dear is exactly how I feel."
"Erik, everything happens for a reason and I am going to show you that reason someday. I love you and nothing can no longer hold me back from wanting to express it to you." said Christine. Erik touched Christine's cheek with his wet hand and leaned into kiss her, but the kiss never came because they were interrupted by a voice. "Erik! Erik where are you!" Christine and Erik turned around to see a shadow coming down the basement stairs. Once the shadow became visible, they realized that it was Madam Giry. "oh am I interrupting something?" she questioned. Erik got back into his gondola and placed his shirt over his soaked chest. "No madam Christine just fell into the lake and so I jumped into see if she was ok." "I need to see Christine in my office at once." said Madam Giry. Christine looked at Erik who just out his head down, and said "go." "but Erik…." "No, just go with her." he replied. Christine grabbed her dress out of Erik's gondola and slipped it on once she reached the stairs. As Christine turned around to say good bye to Erik he was gone, making Christine feel really bad. As Madam Giry and Christine walked up the stairs, Madam Giry turned to her and said "Raoul's brother is here in my office." "what?" questioned Christine. "I didn't want to tell you down there because it would make Erik uncomfortable." said Madam Giry. "And what am I to say to him?" asked Christine. "he wants you to come to the funeral." said Madam Giry.
They arrived in her office, where Philippe, Raoul's older brother was there waiting for her. "oh Christine, how lovely to see you." said Philippe. "nice to see you too." said Christine. "I came here today to ask you to attend my brother's funeral." he replied. "I actually don't want to go." said Christine. "and why on earth not?" asked Philippe. "because it would bring back memories." said Christine. "well thanks to that creature memories are all I have of him." said Philippe. "well the creature is dead, your brother killed it." said Christine. "yes, good riddance to bad rubbish." said Philippe. "I guess Raoul didn't tell you that he kidnapped me and was forcing me down the isle." said Christine sarcastically. "oh he was saving you from loving that horrible monster." said Philippe. "he was a man, not a monster. Your brother was just jealous over the love I felt for Erik and nothing more." said Christine. "please go to the funeral with me Christine. It is the least you could do for Raoul.' said Philippe. "when is it?" asked Christine. "tomorrow at noon." said Philippe. "then I shall go to pay my respects and nothing more." said Christine. "thank you." he replied.
Once Philippe left, Madam Giry sat down at her desk and said "you just keep digging the hole you have in Erik's heart deeper and deeper. When are you going to stop living in the past and just leave the poor man alone?" "why couldn't you just tell Philippe that I was dead?" asked Christine. "because you are alive, and saying that Erik is dead isn't going to make your problems go away. You are putting Erik's life in more danger than you know. Can't you see that it only takes one fib to get him discovered once more and have the mob after him again? Discussing him will only make people remember the Opera Ghost and recognize his face if he ever comes above ground." said Madam Giry.
Erik sat alone in his lair waiting for Christine to arrive. He was upset that she hadn't kissed him before leaving and caused his heart to ache. How badly he yearned for her but couldn't have her. Just then he heard foot steps getting closer to him and turned around to see Christine standing there. "Erik, I'm back." she replied. "so you are." he replied as he kept his back turned towards her. "don't be like this Erik. I didn't mean to walk away from you today but Madam Giry needed to speak to me." said Christine. "About what?" asked Erik, his voice filled with so much frustration. "she wanted to know how I was feeling." lied Christine. "really? Why couldn't she have asked you that while I was around?" asked Erik in disbelief. "because it was private." said Christine. "you best not be lying to me Christine." said Erik giving her a dirty look. "I wouldn't lie to you Erik, I love you." said Christine. "really? Because you have before." said Erik sarcastically. Christine had to change the subject before he caught onto her lie. She approached his side and began to passionately kiss him and as she did, a small moan escaped his lips. "come on Erik let's continue this." said Christine as she tugged on his shirt.
Erik scooped her up in his arms and never broke away from the kiss as he carried her over to his bed. He then lied her down on the pillows and pulled his shirt off. Being annoyed by the candle light, Erik pulled the rope that was hanging over his bed and watched the black privacy drapes surround the bed giving them a sense of darkness and privacy. Erik was now bare-chested and lying on top of her body caressing her and kissing every inch of her lips. Christine then pulled the dress from off her body, and through it aside as Erik's soft hands grasped her sides forcing himself onto her.
Erik fingered the lingerie that was clothed around her breasts and pelvic area causing arousing tingles to rush to his trousers once again. Once he felt Christine tugging at his trousers, he could feel his manhood harden so quickly that he thought he was going to explode right in his pants. Christine unbuttoned the trousers that were around his waist, and pulled them down to his ankles, revealing his hardened manhood lying there between his sweaty legs. "what's wrong Erik?" asked Christine. "just nervous is all." said Erik as he lied there looking down at his beautiful angel of music. "this is all new to me too Erik." said Christine removing the mask from off his face.
Erik closed his eyes in disgust, and said "this surly has turned you off." Christine kissed him passionately and said "no, it has turned me on." at that moment, Christine flipped Erik over on his back, and lied on his nervous distorted body. As Erik kissed her, he felt his angel touching him, stroking him and taking in every inch of him into her hands. "Oh Christine." moaned Erik as he lied there enjoying her touch. He then felt her take him by surprise and thrusted herself onto his manhood causing the most orgasmic moan to escape his mouth. "oh Christine." was all that Erik could say as she began to make love to him. He was finally fulfilling his urges to a woman, and was finally making love to the one person he loved. After a few thrusts Erik rolled over and lied on Christine's naked body and thrusted himself into her over and over again causing her to yell out his name in delight. "Oh Erik,…harder, harder." hearing her voice yearning and begging for him had made him harder then he already was. Never had a woman called for him like she was doing now and it made him finally feel loved. He felt Christine touching his disfigured face as he thrusted into her harder and loved every second of it. He was so close, so close to finishing…probably because it was his first time and he was so backed up from going thirty some years without sex. He tried to last longer but it was impossible once he felt Christine contacting around his manhood. He then gave one final thrust and finished sending and orgasmic sigh from his lips. He had done it, he had finally had sex with his one love one lifetime. It had been the best feeling his lonely body ever experienced. Erik lied beside his angel and realized that what he once sang to her was true. Fear had really turned to love and not the pity was over, leaving nothing but love to fill his heart….
More to come soon…in Tennessee now so there is no more internet access. I shall return in 9 days with some more chapters for you….enjoy R&R please….